ガゼット The GAZETTE

HARU NI CHIRIKERI, MI WA KARERU DE GOZAIMASU (春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス/IN THE WANING SPRINGTIME, ONE’S EXISTENCE WITHERS AWAY)

2009-09-07T17:14:00.000+09:00

KANJI VERSION
最愛の貴方は　片羽紋白蝶　　アタシに近ずきては　　
蜜をすすり　すするのです
形は異なり　言葉も通じない　所詮は結ばれぬ　虚しき感情
溺愛の貴方は　片羽紋白蝶　不動なアタシと良く似ていませんか

「夢ヲ見タ非現実系　自由ニ舞ウ　夢ヲ見タ」　
ゆらり　ふわり　上の空で　視点を定めぬ
貴方は弱く乾いた眼差しで　四角い空見上げて居ました

どんなにアタシが貴方を愛しても　春には枯れ逝く宿命ですもの
何度も　何度も　貴方振り向かそうと　歌った「巡恋歌」
いつ　届きますか？

「夢ヲ見タ非現実系　自由ニ舞ウ　夢ヲ見タ」
ゆらり　ふわり　上の空で　視点を定めぬ
貴方は弱く乾いた眼差しで　四角い空見上げて居ました

アタシの目前で　はらりと散る貴方　解ってるつもりでしただけど哀しく
何度も　何度も　アタシだけ見ててと　つずった「巡恋歌」もう届かない
無力な　アタシは　未練花枯らして　すぐにでも貴方の　後を逝きます
来年の春には　また　短命種を咲かし
貴方を愛するわ　枯れ腐るマデ・・・

ROMAJI VERSION
Sai ai anata wa henu monhakuchou
Watakushi ni chika tsukite wa mitsu o susuri, susuru no desu
Katachi wa koto nari kotoba mo toji nai
Shosen wa ketsugou bare nu koshiki kanjou
Dekiai no anata wa henu monhakuchou
Fudou no watakushi to yoku nite imasen ka?
Yume yo mita higenjitsu shiyuu ni mau yume yo mita
Yurari fuwari, ue no sora de shiten o sadamenu
Anata wa yowaku kawaita manasashi de shikakui sora mi agete imashita
Donna ni watakushi ga anata o ai shite mo
Haru ni wa kare yuku shukumei desu mo no
Nandou mo nandou mo anata huri mukasou to
Utatta junrenka itsu todokimasu ka?
Watakushi no mokuzen de harari chiru anata
Rikaitteru tsumori deshita dake do awashiku
Nandou mo nandou mo atashi dake miteta to
Tsuzutta junrenka mou todokanai
Nakana watakushi wa miren hana karashite
Sugu ni demo anata no ato o yukimasu
Rainen no haru ni wa mata tsubomi o sakashi
Anata o ai suru wa kare kusaru made

ENGLISH VERSION
You, my beloved, are a white butterfly with only “one wing”
Come close to me so [together] we can drink that nectar; drink it up
A different shape, words you can’t get across
After all, there’s no real bond [between us]; we’re devoid of feelings [for each other]
But you are so compassionate, my “one-winged” white butterfly
That’s not like unyielding old me, is it?
“I dreamed an incredible dream that I was floating so freely”
You softly sway… Daydreams don’t define your point of view
With a faintly thirsty look, you raised your eyes towards that “patch of sky”.
I still loved you no matter what
It’s destiny for the springtime to fade away and die
Again and again, over and over you turn around
Will the “continuing love song” you sang reach me?
[“I dreamed an incredible dream that I was floating so freely”
You softly sway… Daydreams don’t define your point of view
With an almost thirsty look, you raised your eyes towards that “patch of sky”.]
Then right before my eyes you became confused and befuddled
I tried to understand but instead it made me sad.
Over and over, again and again I tried to see it
But that “continuing love song” you wrote still can’t reach me…
Helpless, I regretfully let that flower wither
Soon after, you’ll die as well
Maybe in the springtime next year that fragile bud may yet bloom
I’ll love you until you die and rot away…

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SHIAWASE NA HIBI (幸せな日々/HAPPY DAYS)

2009-09-07T17:12:00.000+09:00

KANJI VERSION
傷付け合うつもりはなかったでしょ？
だけどいつもすれ違うばかり
あたしとは違う君には夢があるから
分かってるつもりでもね本当は…

会いたいよ… 会いたいよこの気持ちを伝えたい
会いたいよ… 会いたいよ君の肩で眠りたい

離さないでねずっとつかまえていてよずっと
じゃなきゃあたしどっかいっちゃうよ？
支えになりたいの君の夢に少しだけつれてって…

このまま笑っていれたら幸せなの？

会いたいよ… 会いたいよこの気持ちを伝えたい
会いたいよ… 会いたいよ君の肩で眠りたい

そばにいるだけできっと幸せになれるから
最後だなんて言わないでしょ？
優しくしないでよなんてわがままでしょ？「ゴメンネ…」

素直になれぬままもうすぐ冬が来て
淋しさが身にしみ込んでね
泣かないよあたし強くなれたでしょ？「ほら…」

傷付け合うつもりはなかったよね？
だけどいつもすれ違う二人…

ROMAJI VERSION
Kizutsuke au tsumori wa nakatta desho?
Dakedo itsu mo sure chigau bakari
Atashi to wa chigau kimi ni wa yume ga aru kara
Wakatteru tsumori demone hontou wa…

Aitai yo… aitai yo kono kimochi wo tsutaetai
Aitai yo… aitai yo kimi no kata de nemuritai

Hanasanai de ne zutto tsuka mae teite yo zutto
Janakya atashi tokkaicchau yo?
Sasae ni naritai no kimi no yume ni sukoshi dake tsuretette…

Kono mama waratte iretara shiawase nano?

Aitai yo… aitai yo kono kimochi wo tsutaetai
Aitai yo… aitai yo kimi no kata de nemuritai

Soba ni iru dake de kitto shiawase ni nareru kara
Saigo da nante iwanai desho?
Yasashiku shinai de yon ante waga mama desho? “GOMEN NE…”

Sunao ni narenu mama mou sugu fuyu ga kite
Sabishisa ga mi ni shimi konde ne
Nakanai yo atashi tsuyoku nareta desho? “hora…”

Kizutsuke au tsumori wa nakatta yo ne?
Dakedo itsu mo sure chigau futari…

ENGLISH VERSION
Don't you agree? I wasn't intending to hurt us
But we were always disagreeing
You and I were different, because you had a dream
I intended to understand, but really...

I want to see you... I want to see you...I want to tell you these feelings
I want to see you... I want to see you...I want to sleep on your shoulder

Don't you agree? We didn't really part, I was always catching it
Was I completely wrong about you?
I wanted to be supportive and just stay with you a little in your dream

If I'm laughing like this are you happy?

Because I've gotten used to always being happy just by being near you
In the end, I wonder, what are you not saying?
Without being kind, I wonder how is it selfishness? "I'm sorry..."

I'm not used to being gentle and soon winter will come
It's lonely being completely alone don't you think?
I'm not crying, I wonder, have I gotten stronger? "look..."

Don't you agree? I wasn't intending to hurt us
But we were always two strangers...

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32 KOUKEI NO KENJUU (32口径の拳銃/32-CALIBER PISTOL)

2009-09-07T17:09:00.000+09:00

KANJI VERSION
今宵はジメジメした「五月雨」です。
レア気味の本能がガラガラとうずく
ひきだしに隠してたホコリまみれの
32口径の冷たく重いピストル
六畳一間のこの部屋は何時も
七年前のアノ夜を抉り返す。

目をそむけてきた事実に追い詰められて
前には進めず　また途方に暮れてしまう

子供の頃　ずっとずっと一人ぼっちで
辛い時は気付いて欲しくて泣いてた
僕を捨てた父や母の顔を浮かべては
幾夜も幾夜も泣いて　…声をあげて

今宵はジメジメした「五月雨」です。
レア気味の本能がガラガラとうずく
安定剤漬けの毎日も今日で終了です。
ドクドクドクドク胸が張り裂けそうさ！

投げやりになれば楽になれたのに　ためらうばかりで身動きも取れず
もしも生まれ変われたら　その時は今より少しでもいい幸せになれたらって…
優しすぎの母親と、心配性の父親の愛を受けて育った僕は
臆病さを、弱き自分を憎んだ…

子供の頃　ずっとずっと一人ぼっちで
辛い時は気付いて欲しくて泣いてた
僕を捨てた父や母の顔を浮かべては
幾夜も幾夜も泣いて

いつか3人手を繋いで　またここで一緒に暮らそうねって
そう言ったから僕ずっと待ってたのに
どうして帰って来てくれなかったの？　ずっと…　待ってたんだ…

（信じ続けた少年は皮肉にも五日後の昼過ぎに両親の元に帰りましたとさ…）

ROMAJI VERSION
Koyoi wa JIMEJIMEshita "gogatsu ame" desu.
REA-gimi no honnou ga GARAGARA to uzuku
Hikidashi ni kakushiteta hokori mamire no
32koukei no tsumetaku omoi PISUTORU
Rokujou hitoma no kono heya wa itsumo
Nananen mae no ANO yoru wo kurikaesu.

Me wo somuketekita jijitsu ni oitsumerarete
Mae ni wa susumezu Mata tohou ni kureteshimau

Kodomo no koro Zutto zutto hitoribotchi de
Tsurai toki wa kizuite hoshikute naiteta
Boku wo suteta chichi ya haha wo kao wo ukabete wa
Ikuyo mo ikuyo mo naite ...koe wo agete

Koyoi wa JIMEJIMEshita "gogatsu ame" desu.
REA-gimi no honnou ga GARAGARA to uzuku
Dourakuzuke no mainichi mo kyou de owari desu. *
DOKUDOKUDOKUDOKU mune ga harisakesou sa!

Nageyari ni nareba raku ni nareta noni Tamerau bakari de miugoki mo torezu
Moshimo umarekawaretara Sono toki wa ima yori sukoshi de mo ii shiawase ni naretara tte...
Yasashisugi no hahaoya to, shimpaishou no chichioya no ai wo ukete sodatta boku wa
Okubyou sa wo, yowaki no jibun wo nikunda...

Itsuka sannin te wo tsunaide Mata kokode isshou ni karasou ne tte
Sou itta kara boku zutto matteta noni
Doushite kaettekite kurenakatta no? Zutto... mattetanda...

(Shinji tsuzuketa shounen wa hiniku ni mo itsuka ato no hirosugi ni ryoushin no moto ni kaerimashita to sa...)

ENGLISH VERSION
There is humid "early-summer rain" tonight.
This rare-like instinct aches almost emptily.
The 32-caliber, cold and heavy pistol
Hidden in my desk drawer and covered in dust.
This 6-mat room always
Repeats that night from seven years ago.

I'm cornered by the fact I looked away
Never went forward, and lost all direction.

When I was child, I was always, always alone.
I wanted you to notice when I was in pain and cried.
I see the faces of the father and mother who abandoned me,
And cry for so many nights ...screaming.

There is humid "early-summer rain" tonight.
This rare-like instinct aches almost emptily.
And the hobby I'm addicted to will end today, too.
My heart is likely to break in gushes!

Although I easily got used to being neglected,
I can't help but move with hesitation
If I were born again, if I could find more happiness than I have now at that time...
I, who was raised with the love of a mother too kind and a father prone to worrying,
Hated my own cowardice, my weakness...

Our three hands will hold each other one day. And we will live here together again.
I waited the whole time because you said that.
But why didn't you come back for me? I was waiting... the whole time...

(It is said the boy who continued to believe ironically returned to his parents' origin five days later in the afternoon)

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BEAUTIFUL 5 [SHIT]ERS

2009-09-07T17:05:00.001+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION

Hotoke setsu maka hannya nami ra mitsu ta kokoro kei
kan jizai bosatsu
Gyou shin hannya nami ra mitsu ta toki
Shou ken go un mina sora
Do issai ku yaku
Sha rishi
Shoku fu i sora
Sora fu ishoku
Hikisokuzekuu
Kuusokuzeshiki
Aisou gyou shiki mata fuku jo kore
Sha rishi
Kore sho hou sora sou
Fu nama fumetsu
Fu aka fujou
Fu zou fumetsu
Kore yue kuuchuu
Mushoku buaisou gyou shiki
Mu me jibi shita mi i
Mushoku koe ban aji shokuhou
Mugen kai naishi muishiki kai
Mu mumyou mata mu mumyou jin
Naishi mu rou shi mata mu rou shi jin
Mu ku shuu metsu

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ITO (絲/THREAD)

2009-09-07T16:51:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
付き合い始めてからもうすぐ１年半
それなりにケンカや別れ話もした
一緒にいれる時間がだんだん少なくなって
お互いの価値観が違うようになってきた

君の明るい笑顔を奪ったのは僕

忘れかけてた君への気持ちに
やっと気付くなんて今更だよね
ずっと一人で泣いてたんだよね
ごめんね寂しい思いばかりさせて

「６月８日晴れ今日は君の誕生日
小さなショートケーキ子供のよう喜ぶ
全てが幸せに満たされて満たされて満たされていた
何年も何年も何年もずっと変わらぬままね」

君の明るい笑顔を壊したのは僕
誰よりも君の事を理解ってるつもりでした

君と２人で歩いた浜辺に
今は足跡一つだけ摘き
あれだけ近かった心は
見えなくなる程遠くて

思い出すのはいい思い出ばかり
今思えば幸せすぎて
何もかもが遅いけれど
君に出逢えて本当に良かった

「失くした君がいたあの夏に帰りたい・・・
失くした君がいたあの夏に帰れない・・・」

ROMAJI VERSION
tsukiai hajimete kara mou sugu ichinen han
sore nari ni KENKA ya wakare mo shita
isshou ni ireru jikan ga dandan sukunakunatte
otagai no kachikan ga chigau you ni natte kita

kimi no akarui egao wo ubatta no wa boku

wasurekaketeta kimi e no kimochi ni
yatto kizuku nante imasara da yo ne
zutto hitori de naiteta n'da yo ne
gomen ne sabishii omoi bakari sasete

"rokugatsu yokka hare kyou wa kimi no tanjoubi
chiisana SHOOTO KEEKI kodomo no you yorokobu
subete ga shiawase ni mitasarete mitasarete mitasarete ita
nannen mo nannen mo nannen mo zutto kawarenu mama ne"

kimi no akarui egao wo kowashita wa boku
dare yori mo kimi no koto wo wakatteru tsumori deshita

kimi to futari de aruita hamabe ni
ima wa ashiato hitotsu dake tsuki
are dake chikatta kokoro wa
mienaku naru hodotookute

omoidasu no wa ii omoide bakari
ima omoeba shiawase sugite
nani mo ka mo osoi keredo
kimi ni deaete hontou ni yokatta

"nakushita kimi ga ita ano haru ni kaeritai ...
nakushita kimi ga ita ano haru ni kaeritai ..."

ENGLISH VERSION
Soon it's been one and a half years since we've met each other
As we had several quarrels we did seperate
Gradually the time we spent together became less
Our mutual values became different

The one who took away your cheerful smile was me

I started to forget the feelings I had towards you
At last now as it is too late I become aware of them
Because I've always cried alone
I'm sorry, I only created feelings of loneliness

"It's the 8th of June, this bright day is your birthday
You're delighted by this small shortcake like a kid
Everything seemed to be seemed to be seemed to be full of happiness
In whatever year whatever year whatever year it never changed"

The one who broke your smiling face was me
More than anyone else I hoped I would understand you

On the beach where we walked together
Are only one pair of footprints left
You're heart that was so near is so far away
That I have lost sight of it

The memories I have are fairly only good memories
When I remember them now they are more than happy
However I remember everything too late
I am really glad that I have met you

"I want to return to that spring when I was with you, whom I have lost
I want to return to that spring when I was with you, whom I have lost"

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WAIFU (ワイフ/WIFE)

2009-09-07T16:45:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
僕は自己中ワイセツViolencer
盛りがついた変質的TYPE B
餓鬼の頃から人間失格さぁ!
欲情腹グロイドの極上Porno Psycho STAR

あの日あの時あの場所で見つけたおかっぱ頭の女の子
小さい黒い目の奥で蠢いた　悲しきかな遠き記憶

痛く苦しく絡ませ合って　下品な声で誘って来てよ
気持ちが良い事大好きで　腹黒い奴だと思った?
下心なんてもんじゃない。

あの日あの時あの場所で見つけたあの子は血走った目で
いい人を装った僕を見上げて　不幸を願った。嗚呼…

痛く苦しく絡ませ合って　下品な声で誘って来てよ
奇麗が大嫌いで切れそうでした
ベラベラうるさいその口を　ガタガタにしてやろうか?
足元から聞こえました。「信じてたのに。嬉しかったのに。」って
最後はいつも自分ばかりさ　なにせ僕は典型的な

「B型ですから…(含笑)」

ROMAJI VERSION
boku wa jiko juu WAISETSU Violencer
sakari ga tsuita henjitsu mono TYPE B
gaki no koro kara ningen shikkaku saa !
yokujou hara GUROIDO no gokujou Porno Psycho STAR

ano hi ano toki ano basho de mitsuketa　　okappa atama no onna no ko
chiisai kuroi me no oku de ugomeita　　kurushiki kana tooki kioku

itaku kurushiku karamaseatte　gehin na koe de saotte kite yo
kimochi ga ii koto daisuki de　haraguroi yatsu da to omotta ?
shitagokoro nante mon janai.

ano hi ano toki ano basho de mitsuketa　ano ko wa chibashitta me de
ii hito wo yosootta boku wo miagete　fukou wo negatta. aa ...

itaku kurushiku karamaseatte　gehin na koe de saotte kite yo
kirei ga daikirai de kiresou deshita
BERABERA urusai sono kuchi wo　GATAGATA ni shite yaro ka ?
ashimoto kara kikoemashita. "shinjiteta no ni. ureshikatta no ni." tte
saigo wa itsumo jibun bakari sa　nanise boku wa tenkeiteki na
"B-gata desu kara ..."

ENGLISH VERSION
I am a Violencer of obscenetiy inside myself
I'm a degenerating TYPE B who's at his best
Since I was a brat I've been disqualified as a human !
Because of my lower body with its grotesque sexual desire I'm the best Porno Psycho STAR　　　

I found you that day at that time at that place　　Girl with bobbed hair
I squirmed inside your small black eyes　　It's a painful and far away memory

Painfully agonizingly we're entangled　　I'm calling out for you in a vulgar voice
With love these feelings are good　　Did you think I was a malicious guy ?
It's not like this was my secret intention.

I found you that day at that time at that place　　Girl with bloodshot eyes
You looked up at me who dressed like a good person　　You begged for a disaster. Ah ...

Painfully agonizingly we're entangled　　I'm calling out for you in a vulgar voice
Your beauty seemed to be worn out by hate
This noisy non-stop talking mouth　　Should I make it clatter ?
I heard it from your gait. You said "Because I believed you. Because I was happy."
In the end it's always only myself　　At any rate I am a typical　　
"Because I'm a B-type ..."

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RAY

2009-09-07T16:40:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
叫んだ...声が枯れるまで光指すあの場所まで届け

視線は潰され何一つ見えず、何一つ感じない
手探りまかせの曖昧な景色不安に絶え切れず
一人きりが恐い疎外感に狂うここからは逃げられない
ひどく頭が痛い吐き気が止まらないいっそ殺してくれ

「if these eyes didn't know the ray」

叫んだ...声が枯れるまで光指すあの場所まで届け
叫んだ...喉が焼き付く程光無きここから逃げ出せるまで

重く圧し掛かるのは不安と失望感のみで
自分がどこの誰かもだんだん解んなくなって
誰かにすがり生きてくのがこんなにも辛く苦しくて
死んだ方がましだと何時も思っていました...

光指す方へ...

ROMAJI VERSION
sakenda ... koe ga kareru made hikrai sasu ano basho made todoke

shisen wa tsubusare nani hitotsu miezu, nani hitotsu kanjinai
tesaguri makase no aimai na keshiki fuan ni taekirezu
hitorikiri ga kowai sogaikan ni kuruu koko kara wa nigerarenai
hidoku atama ga itai hakike ga tomaranai isso koroshite kure

「if these eyes didn't know the ray」

sakenda ... koe ga kareru made hikrai sasu ano basho made todoke
sakenda ... nodo ga yakitsuku hodo hikari naki koko kara nigedaseru made

omoku oshi kakaru no wa fuan to shitsuboukan no mi de
jibun ga doko no dare ka mo dandan wakannaku natte
dare ka ni sugari ikiteku no ga konna ni mo tsuraku kurushikute
shinda hou ga mashi da to nanto mo omotte imashita ...

hikari sasu hou e ...

ENGLISH VERSION
I cried ... until my voice died　I point to this light until I reach that place　

My eyes are wasted, I can't see anything, I don't feel anything
I'm only relying on groping in this unclear scenery I'm not stopped from dying from this anxiety
I'm afraid of being all alone I'm getting mad at the feeling of alienation I can't escape from here
My head hurts cruelly The nausea won't stop I'd rather die

「if these eyes didn't know the ray」

I cried ... until my voice died　I point to this light until I reach that place
I cried ... So much that my throat was burning until I am able to escape this place which is without light

A heavy weight is pressing down on me I have had more than enough of this anxiety and this despair
Wherever I am, gradually I don't understand anyone anymore
I cling onto someone to live but this is so painfully painful
It would be much better to die this is what I'm always thinking ...

I am pointing towards the light ...

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ONI NO MEN (鬼の面/MASK OF A DEMON)

2009-09-07T16:34:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
赤く血しぶく提灯抱え　悪さ悪さの子をまた喰らう
母の土産と首を片手に　今宵も仏を睨む

月夜に舞う花吹雪の中　鬼の面で我をかくし
刀を抜きいざ向かおう　母の敵討とうぞ鬼と成りて

赤く滴る刀を振って　一つ二つと「悪」切り殺す
母の見舞いと首を引き擦り　今宵も仏を睨む

月夜に舞う花吹雪の中　鬼の面で我をかくし
刀を抜きいざ向かおう　母の敵命に代えて
悔いは無いと歩む道は　無念の「苦」が雨にヌレル
此の身腐るまで負は背負わん　三日月歪む今宵も鬼と成りて

ROMAJI VERSION
Akaku chi shibuku chouchin kakae
Warusa warusa no ko o mata kurau
Haha no miyage to kubi o katate ni
Konshou mo hotoke o nimu

Tsukiyo ni mau hana fubuki no naka
Oni no omo de ware o kakushi
Katana o nuki izamukaou
Haha no kataki utouzo oni to harite

Akaku shitataru katana o futte
Hitotsu futatsu to aku kiri korosu
Haha no mi mai to kubi o hiki suri
Konyori mo hotoke o nimu

Tsukiyo ni mau hana fubuki no naka
Oni no omo de ware o kakushi
Katana o nuki izamukaou
Haha no kataki maimyou ni kaete
Kui wa nai to ayumu michi wa

Munen no 'ku' ga ame ni nureru
Kura no kusaru made uhase owan
Mikazuki yugamu konyoi mo oni to narite

ENGLISH VERSION
I'm carrying a paper lantern that is splashed with red blood　　Again I eat an evil evil kid
A souvenir of my mother and a head in one hand　　I'm scowling at Buddha again tonight

In the dancing cherry blossoms in a moonlit night　　I'm covering myself with the mask of a demon
I'm drawing my blade and face it　　I'm becoming my mother's avenging demon

I'm swinging my dripping red blade　　One by one I'm slaying the "evil"
Ripping their heads and the sympathy of my mother　　I'm scowling at Buddha again tonight

In the dancing cherry blossoms in a moonlit night　　I'm covering myself with the mask of a demon
I'm drawing my blade and face it　　I'm changing into the fate of my mother's enemies
The path I walk without any regret　　The agony of my grudge is getting wet in the rain
Until this body will rot I will be burdened by my loss　　The crescent moon is distorted, tonight I'll again become the demon

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☆BEST FRIENDS☆

2009-09-07T16:21:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
幼きころ夢見た　未来予想図は
今も色あせず　鮮やかに前を向いている
大きくなれるように　背伸びしてみた景色
時にはくじけそうになるから　ぐっと涙こらえて

ひとつの大きな夢に向かい走り始めた
大切な仲間がいるから　がんばれたんだ

強く生きる少年たちよ
一人じゃない勇気を出して
突き進んだその先には
仲間と笑い輝く君がいる

これから歩く険しい道は　光に落ちたイバラに道だ
良くも悪くも最初で最後　どうせやるなら夢は叶える
見守ってくれる人のために　大好きな人や自分らのダメに
意識のレベル超HIGHにして　今日も歩く己の道

一つの大きな夢に向かい走り始めた
大切な仲間がいるから　がんばれたんだ

僕らが今歩く道を
高い壁が防がれても
止まらないさぶち壊して
夢に向かい進んでいく

強く生きる少年たちよ
一人じゃない通気を出して
突き進んでその先には
仲間と笑い輝く僕がいる

[Dear my friends]

ROMAJI VERSION
Osanaki koro yume mita miraiyosouzu ha
Ima mo iroasezu hanayaka ni mae wo muite iru
Ookiku nanreru you ni senobi shite mita keshiki
Toki ni ha kujikesou ni naru kedo gutto namida koraete

Hitotsu ooki na yume ni mukai hashiri hajimeta
Taisetsu na nakama ga iru kara gambattetanda

Tsuyoku ikiru shounen tachi yo
Hitori jya nai yuuki wo dashite
Tsukisusunde sono saki ni ha
Nakama to warai kagayaku kimi ga iru

Kore kara aruku kewashii michi ha hikari ni ochita ibara no michi da
Yoku mo waruku mo saisho de saigo douse yaru nara yume ha kanaeru
Mimamottekureru hito no tame ni daisuki na hito ya jibunra no dame ni
Ishiki no reberu chou HIGH ni shite kyou mo aruku onore no michi

Hitotsu no ooki na yume ni mukai hashiri hajimeta
Taisetsu na nakama ga iru kara ganbaretanda

Bokura ga ima aruku michi wo
Takai kabe de fusegaretemo
Tomaranai sa buchikowashite
Yume ni mukai susunde iku

Tsuyoku ikiru shounen tachi yo
Hitori jya nai yuuki wo dashite
Tsukisusunde sono saki ni ha
Nakama to warai kagayaku boku ga iru

[Dear my friends]

ENGLISH VERSION
I had a dream when I was a child; my predicted future map
Even now, it hasn't gone dull as I progress brilliantly ahead
As if I've grown up, I stood on my tiptoes and I saw the scenery
Though at times I feel like I've been crushed, that's why, with a lump in my throat, I break into tears

I've started running towards this one big dream
I'm able to do my best only because I have my treasured friends with me

Live strong you young men
You're not alone, so show your courage
Push forward because at the end
friends, laughter and a brilliant you will be there.

This inaccessible road I'm about to walk down, is really a sunshine path of roses
The good and the bad, beginnings and endings, after all, if I'm gonna do it, I'll at least realize my dreams
For those who've looked after me,　for those who I love and for our hopeless selves
I'll make my level of consciousness uber HIGH, on this high road of yours

I've started running towards this one big dream
I'm able to do my best only because I have my treasured friends with me

The road we're walking down now
Although it might be defended with a high wall
Don't stop, just crash through it
And head on towards our dreams

Live strong you young men
You're not alone, so show your courage
Push forward because at the end
Friends, laughter and a brilliant me will be there.

[Dear my friends]

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WAKAREMICHI (別れ道)

2009-09-07T16:16:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
大好きだったのにお別れです
ケンカばかりの毎日でした。
これからは一人で生きなくちゃ　
もう泣かないよ…
本当は辛くて苦しくて淋しいよ　
だけどね君には強がっていたいから　
ごめんね最後くらい笑顔でいようなんて　
バカだよね本当は自分が泣きたいだけなのに　
色々な顔を見てきたから　
すぐにわかったよ。冷めている訳じゃないんだけど
お互いに見失って生きてくより　
「がんばってね」って別の道を歩く方が…(涙)いいのかなぁ？

さよならまたね元気でいてね　ずっとずっと忘れないから
さよならきっとまた会えるよね？　約束だよ！指きりげんまん
7月8日3ヶ月記念日　
覚えてるかなぁ？
初めて会った日の事を　
うつむく君は照れくさそうに　
泣いてた…

楽しくて仕方がなかった毎日でした　
短かったけれど幸せでした幸せなのに…
色々な顔を見てきたから　
すぐにわかったよ。冷めている訳じゃないんだけど
お互いに見失って生きてくより　
「がんばってね」って別の道を歩く方が…
さよならまたね元気でいてね　ずっとずっと忘れないから
さよならきっとまた会えるよね？　約束だよ！指きりげんまん

指切りげんまん繋ぐ小指があと少しだけ解けないでと
いつかまた笑える日が来たらすれ違うことのない二人で…

いつかまた笑える日が来たら　
振り向けば涙を君に見せるから　
背を向け手を振った　
ずっと忘れないよ。変わらないでいてね　
大好きな君のままで…

さよならまたね元気でいてね　
さよならきっとまた会えるよねぇ？　
大好きな君はとても大切な思い出に変わる　
淋しくて死にそうなくらい　君の声が頭から離れない！

ROMAJI VERSION
Daisuki datta no ni owakare desu
Kenka bakari no mainichi deshita
Korekara wa hitori de ikinakucha
Mou nakanai yo

Hontou wa tsurakute kurushikute sabishii yo
Dake do ne kimi ni wa tsuyogatte itai kara
Gomen ne saigo kurai egao de i you nante
Baka da yo ne hontou wa
Jibun ga nakitai dake na no ni

Iro iro na kao o mite kita kara
Sugu ni wakatta yo sameteru wake ja nain dake do
Otagai ni mi ushinatte ikiteku yori
Ganbatte ne'tte betsu no michi o aruku hou ga...

Sayonara mata ne genki de ite ne
Zutto zutto wasurenai kara
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne
Yakusoku da yo yubikiri genman

Shichigatsu youka sankagetsu kinenbi
Oboeteru kanaa
Hajimete atta toki no koto o
Utsumuku kimi wa terekusa sou ni
Naiteta...

Tanoshikute shikata ga nakatta mainichi deshita
Mijikatta keredo shiawase deshita shiawase na no ni
Iro iro na kao o mite kita kara
Sugu ni wakatta yo sameteru wake ja nain dake do
Otagai ni mi ushinatte ikiteru yori
Ganbatte ne'tte betsu no michi o aruku hou ga...

*Sayonara mata ne genki de ite ne
Zutto zutto wasurenai kara
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne
Yakusoku da yo yubikiri genman*

Yubi kiri genman tsunagu koyubi ga ato sukoshi dake hodokenai de to
Itsuka mata waraeru hi ga kitara
Sure chigau koto no nai futari de
Itsuka mata waraeru hi ga kitara

*Furimukeba namida o kimi ni miseru kara
Se o muke te o futta
Zutto wasurenai yo. Kawaranaide ite ne
Daisuki na kimi no mama de...*

Sayonara mata ne genki de ite ne
Zutto zutto wasurenai kara
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne
Yakusoku da yo yubikiri genman

Sayonara mata ne genki de ite ne
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne

Daisuki na kimi wa totemo taisetsu na omoide ni kawaru
Sabishikute shini sou na kurai
Kimi no koe ga atama kara hanarenai

*only sung in the new version

ENGLISH VERSION
I loved you a lot, but it's time to part.
Everyday was full of quarrelling.
I have to live alone from now on.
I won't cry anymore.
Truthfully, it's harsh, it's painful and lonely.
But that's because you're pretending to be strong
I'm sorry. I was stupid to think we could smile till the end
Even though I just want to cry.
I quickly understood, because I've seen many expressions up till now.
It's not that we've lost interest, but rather than losing sight of each other
It's better to say "Do your best" and walk our own separate roads
Farewell, see you again, be well.
I'll never never forget
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign
8th of July, our third month anniversary. I wonder if you remember
The time we first met?
You, looking down in shame, were crying...
Those were enjoyable, inevitable days.
It was short, but we were happy.
Even though we were happy...
I quickly understood, because I've seen many expressions up till now.
It's not that we've lost interest, but rather than losing sight of each other
It's better to say "Do your best" and walk our own separate roads
Farewell, see you again, be well.
I'll never never forget
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign
Hooking little fingers in a promise, you said 'Just a little while more, don't take yours away'.
One day, when we can laugh again, as two people who won't miss each other...
One day, when we can laugh again...
(If I turn around you'll see my tears, so waved with my back facing you.
I'll never forget. Don't change, and stay as the you whom I love.)
Farewell, see you again, be well.
(I'll never never forget)
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
(It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign)
You, whom I love, became a precious memory.
It's lonely to the point of death, your voice won't leave my mind

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BLACK SPANGLE GANG (ブラックスパンコールギャング)

2009-09-07T16:11:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
夜更けのゴーストネオン　凶気に飢えたアウトローシティ
止まらぬ初期衝動が　イカれた鐘を鳴らす
荒れ狂うこの街で　シャバイ権力は通じないぜ
パンクス気取った奴らが　反逆シンボルかざす

ローライダーから流れる　TLCのバズーカーホーン
「LESSON1」の合図で　怪しげなテンション
エルム街　カリスマプレジデント

ブラックレザー　フラットチェアー
ハイドロカスタム　ローリングダンス
ブラックスパンコール　ルードハイウェイ

「この街は俺の物」

フルスモーク　ナイトキャバレー
ゴージャスストリップ　キャットウォーク
ビップルーム　ドンペリシャワー
暴いたワイロは FAKE MONEY

「この街は俺の物」

ROMAJI VERSION
yofuke no GHOST NEON　　kyouaku ni ueta OUTLAW CITY
tomaranu shoki shoudou ga　　IKAreta kane wo narasu
arekuruu kono machi de　　SHABAI kenryoku wa tsuujinai ze
PUNKS kidotta yatsura ga　　hangyaku SYMBOL kazasu

LOW RIDER kara nagareru　　TLC no BAZOOKA HORN
「LESSON1」 no aizu de　　ayashige na TENSION
ELM gai　　CHARISMA PRESIDENT

Black leather　　Flat chair
Hydro custom　　Rolling dance
Black spangle　　Rude highway

"kono machi wa ore no mono"

Full smoke　　Night cabaret
Gorgeous strip　　Catwalk
Vip room　　Donperi shower
abaita WAIRO wa FAKE MONEY

"kono machi wa ore no mono"

ENGLISH VERSION
The ghost neon late at night　　An outlaw city that starves for brutality
An everlasting initial impuls　　rings a broken bell
In this raging city　　the shabai authority isn't leading
The guys who look like punks　　hold up symbols of rebellion

The bazooka horn of TLC is　　flowing from the low rider
It's the sign of "LESSON1"　　A suspicious tension
ELM street　　CHARISMA PRESIDENT

Black leather　　Flat chair
Hydro custom　　Rolling dance
Black spangle　　Rude highway

"This town is mine"

Full smoke　　Night cabaret
Gorgeous strip　　Catwalk
Vip room　　Donperi shower
The exposed bribe is FAKE MONEY

"This town is mine"

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LINDA ~CANDYDIVE PINKY HEAVEN~

2009-09-07T16:04:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
全てを投げ捨て
迷うことなんてないさ
ギラギラ輝く星☆
になろうぜ「リンダ・・」

Pinky heven or Bloody hell
『生』か『死』の
アブノーマルゲーム
Candy voice ＆ Devil's smile
Highkick'in the your head

前代未聞異端芸者團
風雲児のごとく此処見参だ！
老若男女踊る心臓
響き渡る重低音の嵐
荒々しいリズムに乗り
恐ろしいほど爆弾的ノリ
感度バリバリのオーディエンスのみ
教えてしんぜよう我道's ノリ

大人が作ったルールなんて壊して
お日様上がるまで
踊り明かそうぜ「リンダ・・・」

腐った世界を
スプレーで塗りつぶして
ここから始めよう
新しい日々を・・
全てを投げ捨て
恐いものなんてないさ
ギラギラ輝く星☆
になろうぜ「リンダ・・」

「candy dive Pinky heven ☆」

ROMAJI VERSION
subete wo nagesutete
mayou koto nante nai sa
GIRAGIRA kagayaku hoshi ☆
ni narou ze "LINDA ..."

Pinky heven or Bloody hell
『sei』ka『shi』no
ABNORMAL GAME
Candy voice ＆ Devil's smile
Highkick'in the your head

zendai mimon itan geisha dan
fuuunji no gotoku koko genzan da !
roujaku danjo odoru shinzou
higikiwataru juuteion no arashi
araarashii RIZUMU ni nori
osoroshii hodo bakudan-teki NORI
kando BARIBARI no AUDIENCE no mi
oshiete shinze you ware's NORI

otona ga tsukutta RUURU nante kowashite
o-hisama agaru made
odori akasa sou ze "LINDA ..."

kusatta sekai wo
SUPUREE de nuritsubushite
koko kara hajime you
atarashii hibi wo ..
subete wo nagesutete
kowai mono nante nai sa
GIRAGIRA kagayaku hoshi ☆
ni narou ze "LINDA .."

「candy dive Pinky heven ☆」

ENGLISH VERSION
Throw everything away
There's nothing that makes you lose your way
Let's become a dazzling
Sparkling star ☆ "LINDA ..."

Pinky heven or Bloody hell
It's an ABNORMAL GAME
of『life』or『death』
Candy voice ＆ Devil's smile
Highkick'in the your head

A unique heresy geisha association
Here we meet like heroes !
The dancing hearts of all men and women of all ages
The storm of the resounding deep bass
In a violent rhythm
Powerful like a bomb
I'll tell my way only to an audience with real sensivity

Destroy all those rules made by adults
Until the sun rises
Let's spend our time dancing "LINDA ..."

This rotten world
Varnish it with spray
Let's start from here
Our new days ..
Throw everything away
There's nothing to be afraid of
Let's become a dazzling
Sparkling star ☆ "LINDA ..."

「candy dive Pinky heven ☆」

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[DIS]

2009-09-04T19:57:00.002+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
"Sensen" kurai yo ni uchikonda PIACE MARK wa itsuwari ka?
gendai shakai wa kusatta nante iu [GAKI] ga iru jidai
Nihon wo kaeru sou itta seiji wa hanzaisha tsumi wo kenkei wa
tsumi wo okashi tsuneni fukaku shazai nanika okashiku nee kai?

"Heisei" jidai jitai kaero "Hanran"

"Houdou" nisen-san nenshuu kaku rachi kara kakusen e henka
[BOKE] tomo wo mite sodatta [GAKI] ga okoshita satsujinjiken
yononaka kurutte kita zo sekai ga owacchi mau kamo dazo?
imakoso tachiagare tatakau yatsu wa te wo agero!

"Heisei" jidai jitai kaero "Hanran"

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KORE DE YOKATTAN DESU... (これで良かったんです…/BECAUSE IT WAS GOOD LIKE THIS ...)

2009-09-04T19:48:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
あなたとの出逢いで
あたしは昔よりもずっと笑えるようになった
嫌われないように覚えた
料理や洗濯もあなたのため
だからそばにいさせて
がんばるから

あなたを愛しています。
こんなに愛してます。
あなたは気付いてますか？
あたしの片思い…

行かないでここにいて
あなたのそばにいたい
少しでいい少しでいい
あたしにふり向いて
不安で不安で…
胸が「キュッ」て痛いよ
やっぱり　あたしじゃだめなのかな…

声が聞きたい聞きたくて
鳴らない電話を見てる
会いたい会えずに待ってる　どこへ行けば会えますか？

こんなあたしは　あなたのために何が出来るのでしょう

いつもあたしは　あなたの優しい笑顔に励まされて…

少しでいい　あなたの思い出にさせて
そしたら　きっとね忘れられるから
サヨナラは言わないの　涙しそうだから
最後は笑って　ありがとうって…バイバイ
アタシノ片思イ…

ROMAJI VERSION
anata to no deai de
atashi wa mukashi yori mo zutto waraeru you ni natta
kirawarenai you ni oboeta
ryouri ya sentaku mo anata no tame
dakara soba ni isasete
ganbaru kara

anata wo ai shite imasu.
konna ni ai shite imasu
anata wa kizuitemasu ka ?
atashi no kataomoi ...

ikanaide koko ni ite
anata no soba ni itai
sukoshi de ii sukoshi de ii
atashi ni furimuite
fuan de fuan de ...
mune ga "kyu" te itai yo
yappari　　atashi ja dame na no ka na ...

koe ga kikitai kikitakute
naranai denwa wo miteru
aitai aezu ni matteru　　doko e ikeba aemasu ka ?

konna atashi wa　anata no tame ni nani ga dekiru no deshou

itsumo atashi wa　anata no yasashii egao ni hagemasarete ...

sukoshi de ii　anata no omoide ni sasete
soshitara　　kitto ne wasurerareru kara
SAYONARA wa iwanai no　namidashi sou dakara
saigo wa waratte　arigatou tte ... BAIBAI
ATASHI NO kataomoi ...

ENGLISH VERSION
Since I have met you
I became able to always laugh more than in the past
I memorised it so that I wasn't disliked
I also cooked and did the laundry for you
Therefore make me stay by your side
Because I'm trying my best

I love you.
I love you like this
Will you become aware of it ?
Of my unrequited love ...

Don't go, be here
I want to be at your side
With a little it's fine, With a little it's fine
Look at me
In anxiety, in anxiety ...
My chest contracts painfully
Still　　I wonder whether I'm really useless ...

I want to hear your voice, I want to hear it
I'm staring at the phone that doesn't ring
I want to meet you, I can't meet you, I'm waiting　　Where should I go so that I can meet you ?

I guess that this me　　must be able to do anything for you

I am always　　encouraged by your gentle smile ...

It's fine with only a little　　You will make me one of your memories
Then　　Certainly, because I will be forgotten
I won't say goodbye　　I seem to start crying, therefore
I will laugh in the end　　I say thank you ... bye bye
My unrequited love ...

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THE MURDER'S TV

2009-09-04T19:44:00.002+09:00

ENGLISH VERSION
Welcome to the Spicy horror
who killed? who killed? who killed? mommy?
Welcome to the damians horror
13th friday murders show
Welcome to the sensual horror
who killed? who killed? who killed? daddy?
Welcome to the spicy horror
spicy joke murders show

Bad in fluence shit program
Bad in fluence communication
Bad in fluence scum program
Bad in fluence more bad in fluence

Hey Hey gibbet a head of news caster
Hey Hey trash society
Trash social sucide party
Hey Hey gibbet a head of super star
Fuck social mad murder's TV show

Bad in fluence shit program
Bad in fluence communication
Bad in fluence scum program
Bad in fluence more bad in fluence

Hey Hey gibbet a head of news caster
Hey Hey trash society
Trash social sucide party
Hey Hey gibbet a head of super star
Fuck social mad murders TV show

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RED MOTEL

2009-09-04T19:37:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
歓楽街のQUEENと呼ばれた
妖艶な君は金に喰らいつく売女
ギラつくふるまいむせかえるコロン
ブロンズの髪を振り乱し踊ってる
JUNKの僕は尻軽の君を
汚い金で手に入れたんだ
ワイングラスにほんの少しだけ　哀とDOPEを
混ぜて虜にさせたんだ

「早く・・・早く・・・早く・・・」　ねぇ　欲しいの？

赤い赤いスリトリクを濡らし喘ぐシルエット
淫らダラダラと蜜を垂れ流し愛し合おう
赤い赤いベッドの上　君は僕のモルペット
鬼畜柄の愛撫で死ぬまでイカせてやろうか？HONEY？

可愛らしい君は　悶えながら求めてくる
可愛そうな君を　ふしだらな遊びで壊した

ズブ濡れになった君がうつろな目で泣いてる
振り落とされたナイフに訳も分からず泣いてる
赤い赤いベッドの上　血生臭いモルペット
君と同じで僕には変わりはいくらでもいるから・・・

Good bye SWEET my honey

ROMAJI VERSION
kanrakugai no QUEEN to yobareta
youen na kimi wa kane ni kuraitsuku baita
GIRA tsuku furumai musekaeru KORON
BURONZU no kami o furimidashi odotteru
JUNK no boku wa shirigaru no kimi o
kitanai kane de te ni ireta n’da
WAIN GARASU ni hon no sukoshi dake ai to DOPE o
mazete toriko ni saseta n’da

“hayaku… hayaku… hayaku…” nee hoshii no?

akai akai SURITORIKU o narashi aegu SHIRUETTO
midara DARA DARA to mitsu o tarenagashi aishiaou
akai akai BEDDO no ue kimi wa boku no MORU PETTO
kichiku gara no aibu de shinu made IKAsete yarou ka? HONEY?

kawairashii kimi wa modae nagara motomete kuru
kawai sou na kimi wo fushidara na asobi de kowashita

ZUBUnare ni natta kimi ga utsurona me de naiteru
furiotosareta NAIFU ni wake mo wakarazu naiteru
akai akai BEDDO no ue chinamagusai MORU PETTO
kimi to onaji de boku ni wa kawari wa ikura demo iru kara...
Good bye SWEET my honey

ENGLISH VERSION
You're known as a pleasure quarter queen
fascinating you is a bitch that lives off money
dazzling, you vomit as you choke on my cologne 1
your bronze hair becomes dishevelled as you dance
JUNK me places dirty money
in the hand of promiscuous you
after only a few glasses of wine　love and dope mix
and I make you my slave

“Faster… faster… faster…”　hey　is that what you want?

Red red SURITORIKU2 is　made wet by your gasping silhouette 3
lewd continuously dripping honey is discharged, let’s love one another!
on top of a red red bed　you are my mole pet
in the harsh grip of my caress until you die, won't you let me REVIVE you, you bastard? HONEY? 4

Lovely you is　in agony while begging to come
the lovely seeming you is　broken by our messy game

I become SOAKING wet as I'm moved to tears by your vacant eyes
shaking off this knife I'm moved to tears by the meaning of what I've done
on top of a red red bed　a mole pet lies reeking of blood
Because I have countless replacements just like you 5

Good bye SWEET my honey

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ANATA NO TAME NO KONO INOCHI. (貴女ノ為ノ此ノ命。)

2009-09-04T19:28:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
「春風香る四月に謌う純恋歌…」

根暗、引篭もりの僕、無口だけが取り柄です。
寂しくなんてないよ、だからお構いなく。
悪趣味異性観察、楽しくて堪らないよ。

理解不能奇声罵声、今日も張り切って生きますです。
幼稚プレイは飽きました。さらば人口幼少褄。
どうせならリアルでしょう?窓際レンズを覗く。
何時間経ったでしょう?理想そのもの貴女。
運命の人と気付くのは遅すぎた…。

何故ですか?貴女を知らないのに、こんなにも胸が痛むのは。
理解らないだけど愛しい。苦しいよ、貴女を見てる「脳」が。

名前も知らぬレンズ内の貴女、声は届かず触れる事もない。
こっちを向いて僕は隠れるから、
悲しすぎるよこんなに側に居るのに…。

いつか僕に気付く日があるとしたら、貴女はきっと怖がるだろう。
逃げ出すだろう。不安に気が狂う。

独り歩きの届かずの想い、理解ってるのに止まらぬが恋。
貴女が僕に気付く日は来ない。理解ってました。諦めてました。
ある晴れた早朝、いつものようにレンズに映る名も知らない貴女。
声も掛けれぬ触れられもしない。だってそうでしょ?

「全ては妄想だもの…(死笑)」

ROMAJI VERSION
"harukaze kaoru shigatsu ni utau jun ranka...."

Nekura, hikikomori no boku, mukuchi dake ga tori kara desu.
Sabishiku nante nai yo, dakara okamainaku.
Akushumi isei kansatsu, tanoshikute tamaranai yo.
Rikai funou kisei basei, kyou mo jarikitte ikimasu desu.

Youchi purei wa akimashita. saraba jin kouyoushou tsuma.
Douse nara riaru deshou? madobe renza wo nozoku.
Nan jikan tatta deshou? risou sono mo no kimi.
Unmei to kiduku no wa ososugita.

Naze desu ka? anata wo shiranai no ni, konna ni mo mune ga itamu no wa.
Wakaranai dakedo itoshii. kurushii yo, anata wo miteru "nou" ga.

Namae mo shiranu renza uchi no anata, koe wa todokazu fureru koto mo nai.
Kocchi wo mokoite boku wa kakureru kara, kanashi sugire yo konna ni soba ni iru no ni...

Itsu ka boku ni kiduku toki ga aru toshitara, anata wa kitto kowagaru darou
Nigedasu darou. fuan ni ki ga kuruu.

Hitoriaruki no todokazu no omoi, rikaitteru no ni tomara tomaranu ga koi.
Anata ga boku ni kiduku hi wa kitanai. rikaittemashita. akirametemashita.

Aru hareta asa, itsu mo no you ni renza ni sharu na mo shiranai kimi.
Koe mo kakeranu furerare mo shinai. datte sou deshou?

"harukaze kaoru shigatsu ni utau jun ranka...."

ENGLISH VERSION
“In an April smelling like spring breeze, the pure love song is sung”

Dark natured and socially withdrawn,
reticence is my only redeeming quality.
Because I am not lonely, don't worry about me.
The horrible observation of the opposite sex is fun and intolerable.

Understanding the strange voice's jeers at my weak points,
Today also is full of vigor and freshness
I have tired of childish play
Good bye, artificial childhood wife
Well, in any case, what is real?
I peered through the window lens.
I wonder how many hours past?
The ideal thing itself is you.
I was too late to recognize the you were the fated person

Why is this? Even though I don't know you,
Even like this, my chest hurts.
I don't understand, but, loved one,
It is painful, I can see you in my memory.

I don't know even your name, you inside the lens,
This voice can't touch or reach you.
Because when you look at me I hide.
The pain is too much, even just to be this close…

Some if the day when you notice me comes,
You will probably be afraid.
You will probably run away. In anxiety, you will go crazy.

Why is this? Even though I don't know you,
Even like this, my chest hurts.
I don't understand, but, loved one,
It is painful, I can see you in my memory.

Thinking about how far I can reach walking alone.
Even though I don't understand, I cannot stop this passion.
The day when you notice me does not come.
I understand. I give up.
That sunny morning, in the habitual Lens,
the name that reflects also is unknown to you.
This voice as well can't begin to work.
Is that what will happen?

“In an April smelling like spring breeze, the pure love song is sung”

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SUMIRE (菫/ VIOLETTES)

2009-09-04T19:22:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
置き手紙に記したごめんねの意味に戸惑う

電話のベルが痛い内容はきっとアレだろう
ただ真実に逃げてるだけ臆病だね解ってるさ
君を想い気が付いたら走り出してた

楽しかった日々は今も胸の中で生きてます
やり直せる君とだから歩き始めたアノ頃のように...

降りしきる雨君に向かう程に冷たい

目の前には息を引き取った君
反応の無い「殻」無言がただ痛い

君の笑顔、君の涙、君の寝顔、君の声、君の体、君の僕、君にもう会えない

楽しかった日々はずっと胸の奥で生きるから
君は僕の記憶の中で明るい笑顔見せて

夢の中で逢う君は相変わらず泣き虫で
このままずっとこの夢が覚めないようにそっと願った

消えないようにそっと願った
消えないようにそっと願った...

ROMAJI VERSION
Uh... Okitegami ni shirushita
Uh... Gomen ne no imi ni tomadou

Uh... Denwa no (BERU) ga itai
Uh... Naiyou wa kitto (ARE) darou
Tada jijitsu ni nigeteru dake
Okubyou da ne wakatte iru sa
Kimi wo omoi kigazuitara hashiridashiteita

Tanoshikatta hibi wa ima mo
Mune no naka de ikite masu
Yaru naoseru kimi to dakara
Aruki hajimeta (ANO) koro no you ni...

Furishikiru ame, kimi ni mukau you ni tsumetai...

Menomaeni wa iki wo hikitotta kimi
Hannou no nai "kara" mugon ga tada itai

Kimi no egao, kimi no namida
Kimi no egao, kimi no koe
Kimi no karada, kimi no boku
Kimi ni mou aenai

Tanoshikatta himi wa zutto
Mune no oku de ikiru kara
Kimi wa boku no kioku no naka de
Akarui egao misete...

Yume no naka de au kimi wa
Aikawarazu nakimushi de kono mama zutto
Kono yume ga samenai you ni sotto negatta

Kienai you ni sotto negatta... Kienai you ni

ENGLISH VERSION
I'm confused about the meaning of "I'm sorry" written in the letter you left behind

The ringing of the phone hurts, I suppose it's about THAT.
I'm just running from the truth in vain, I know I'm a coward.
I think of you, and as I noticed it, I already started running

The good times still live on in my heart
'cause I can start over with you again, like back when I first began to walk (away)...

The falling rain, was getting colder the more I headed towards you

You, who took your last breath right before my eyes
A 'husk' without reaction The silence just pains me

Your smiling face, your tears, your sleeping face, your voice, your body, your me, I can never see you again.

Because the good times live on forever in my heart
you're showing me that cheerful smiling face in my memory

You're a cry baby, as always, when I meet you in my dream
To remain like this I prayed softly not to awake from this dream

I prayed softly that you wouldn't fade away
I prayed softly that you wouldn't fade away...

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NO.[666]

2009-09-04T19:19:00.002+09:00

ENGLISH VERSION
Red grotesque jelly + bad system baby
Let's dance! let's dance! crash!
Bloody high toy story
Black grotesque night = bad friday night
Let's dance! let's dance! "..."
Downer's show time
Motherfucker [1]
[g] [m] [f]
Bloody birthday!
R-20 mad party
Bloody anniversary!
Endless mad red party
Listen to the music [2]
"happy birthday to damian..."

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RUDER

2009-09-04T19:15:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
天狗主義のアイドルがお高く止まって笑った
「チュチュチュル　チュチュチュ爛々」
媚びた声で叫んでる
ビジネスラブ腹黒丈悪金が欲しいか？そらやるぞ
「チュチュチュル　チュチュチュ fuck 」
弱肉強食で行くぜ

見下してればいい馬鹿を見るのはお前の方さ！

I am ruder! I am ruder! 笑いたければ笑えばいいさ
I am ruder! I am ruder! 怠の道を蹴り上がるのさ

自傷好きの Maniacker 奇知害ぶるな反吐が出るぜ
態度極上馬鹿げた Joke メッキ仕掛けの錆びた面
「チュチュチュル　チュチュチュ爛々」
気付いた頃には遅いぜ

I am ruder! I am ruder! 笑いたければ死ぬまで笑え
I am ruder! I am ruder! 馬鹿で悪いか ? ル一ルなんてねえ
I am ruder! I am ruder! 異端最高 Fuck off 偽善者
I am ruder! I am ruder! 俺は暴走

「 JAPANIES RUDER 」さぁぁぁぁぁぁ！
イェェェイ

ROMAJI VERSION
Dengu jugi no aidoru ga otakaku tomatte waratta"chuchuchuruchuchuchu ranran"Kobita koe de sakenderuBijinesu rapu haraguro jou aku kane ga hoshii ka? sora
yaruzo"chuchuchuruchuchuchu ranran"Jakunikukyoushoku
de ikuzeMikushitereba ii naka wo miru no wa
omae no au sa!I am ruder!i am ruder!
waraitakereba waraeba ii saI am ruder!i am ruder! odore
[1] no machi wo kari ue garu no saJi kizu suki
no maniacker kichi gaiburu na hedi ga deruzeTaido gokujou
baka geta joke mekki jikake no sabita men"chuchuchuruchuchuchu ranran"Kiduita goro ni wa
osoizeI am ruder!i am ruder! waraita keriya
shinu made waraeI am ruder!i am ruder! baka de warui ka?
ruuru nante neeI am ruder!i am ruder! itan saikou fuckoff
kizenshaI am ruder!i am ruder! ore wa bousou"japanese ruder" saaaaaaaa!Ieeeeeeei![1] this is written as something pronounced completely
different, but i wanted a more singable version.

ENGLISH VERSION
the idol full of themselves
laughs from their high horse
'chu chu churu chuchu ran ran'
scream ing with a coy voice
business love black hearted bitch,
you want money? here, take it.
'chu chu churu chu chu chu fuck'
let's go with survival of the weakest

go ahead and look down on them,
you're the one watching these idiots!

I am ruder! I am ruder!
If you want to laugh, go ahead and laugh
I am ruder! I am ruder!
kick up the road of misfortune.

a maniac who likes to hurt themselves
don't pretend you're a headcase
it makes me sick to my stomach.
a stupid high brow joke,
a metal plated rusted mask
'chu chu churu chuchu ran ran'
by the time you notice, it's too late.

I am ruder! I am ruder!
if you want to laugh, laugh til you die.
I am ruder! I am ruder!
is it wrong to be stupid? there're no rules.
I am ruder! I am ruder!
the greatest heresy, Fuck off, hypocrites.
I am ruder! I am ruder!
I'm going bezerk.

'Japanese Ruder' Yeah!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!

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SHIIKURETA HARU, KAWARENU HARU (飼育れた春、変われぬ春)

2009-09-04T19:08:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
雨に溺れながら　問い掛ける、あたしは道具なの?
心などなければ　どれだけ　むくわれるのだろう

繋れてた the reason for being…
断ち切れれば　幸ある未来

髪に絡みついた　むせ返る　男性の香り
弄ばれた　体の傷　数えれば　苦悩と成りて

逃げられぬsorrowful dirty of me
もう誰も愛して紅

さよなら来来(ライライ)　さよなら来来(ライライ)
生きてく事　つらくなって
I'm say with love good bye my detre
先逝く不幸　どうか許して

誰かあたしを助けて下さい…
このままじゃ凍えてしまうわ...
誰かあたしを助けて下さい…
誰かあたしを助けて下さい

Scared...scared　子供のようにふるえて
声を出して　叫んだ

さよなら来来(ライライ)　さよなら来来(ライライ)
生きてく事　つらくなって
I'm say with love good bye my detre
先逝く不幸　どうか許して

I do say with love...good bye my detre…

ROMAJI VERSION
Ame ni obore nagara toikakeru, atashi wa dougu na no?
kokoro nado nakereba doredake mukuwareru no darou

Tsunagareteta The reason for being...
tachikirereba sachi aru mirai

Kami ni karami tsuitamuse kaeru dansei no kaori
moteasobareta karada no kizu kazoereba kunou to narite

Nigerarenu sorrowful dirty of me
mou daremo aishite kurenai

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

Dareka atashi wo tasukete kudasai... kono mama ja kogoete shimau wa...
dareka atashi wo tasukete kudasai... dareka atashi wo tasukete kudasai

Tsunagareteta The reason for being...
tachikirereba sachi aru mirai

Scared... Scared kodomo no you ni
Scared... Scared furueru yo
Scared... Scared koe wo dashite
Scared... Scared sakenda

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

I do say with love... good bye my detre...

ENGLISH VERSION
Drowning in the rain I ask myself

Am I an instrument?

If I didn't have a heart,
just how much would I get out of this?

the reason for being that binds
the happy future that awaits should I sever it

the paper wound around,
the choking scent of men
when I count the number of wounds you toyed with
it becomes my agony

unable to escape, sorrowful dirty of me
no one will ever love me now

goodbye, (lai lai) goodbye (lai lai)
living has gotten tough

I'm say with love, good bye my detre
forgive me for grieving you by passing first.

someone please save me... if things keep like this, I'll freeze...
someone please save me... someone please save me

Scared... Scared trembling like a child
screaming out.

Goodbye, (lai lai) goodbye (lai lai)
living has gotten tough

I'm say with love, good bye my detre
forgive me for grieving you by passing first.

I do say with love... good bye my detre...

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MAD MARBLE HELL VISION

2009-09-04T19:01:00.001+09:00

ENGLISH VERSION
I don't believe the shit of god
I wanna push it like over dooming point
Christ follower put that shit back
and follow what you see
(YOUR EYES)

And I kept inside that fist
To blind to see for that freaky time
I like just this time
When I can hear your freaky soul

CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
SHOWTIME SHOWTIME COUNTLESS KEPT

And I kept inside that fist
To blind to see for that freaky time
I am to blind to see
When I can hear your freaky soul

CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
SHOWTIME SHOWTIME COUNTLESS KEPT

(ONE NIGHT)
press them off the doorlock
(ONE NIGHT)
system of the nightmare
(ONE NIGHT)
listen just to know this
MAD OHH MARBLE OHH HELL VISIONS

(ONE NIGHT)
press them off the doorlock
(ONE NIGHT)
system of the nightmare
(ONE NIGHT)
listen just to know this
MAD OHH MARBLE OHH HELL VISIONS

We've got to think that
You like to have that freaky time
I like to celebrate
When I hear you make that freaky tone

CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
CHAOSTIME AND NIGHTMARE
SHOWTIME SHOWTIME COUNTLESS KEPT

(ONE NIGHT)
press them off the doorlock
(ONE NIGHT)
system of the nightmare
(ONE NIGHT)
listen just to know this
MAD OHH MARBLE OHH HELL VISIONS

SHOWTIME BABY
(JUST LISTEN)
SHOWTIME BABY
(JUST LISTEN)
SHOWTIME BABY
(JUST LISTEN)
JUST LISTEN JUST LISTEN

(ONE NIGHT)
press them off the doorlock
(ONE NIGHT)
system of the nightmare
(ONE NIGHT)
listen just to know this
MAD OHH MARBLE OHH HELL VISIONS

(ONE NIGHT)
press them off the doorlock
(ONE NIGHT)
system of the nightmare
(ONE NIGHT)
listen just to know this
MAD OHH MARBLE OHH HELL VISIONS

SHOWTIME BABY
(JUST LISTEN)
SHOWTIME BABY
(JUST LISTEN)
SHOWTIME BABY
(JUST LISTEN)
JUST LISTEN JUST LISTEN!!!

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SARABA (さらば/FAREWELL)

2009-09-03T20:44:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
平和そのもののこの町輪今日も会うゾラ日本晴れです
黒い飛行機雲、やまぬ空襲の音
日本の平和もこれで終わりですか？
ラジオやテレビ輪他国の犠牲さらす
次わが身と語らぬじゃアナリスト
他人面下、偽善者輪決まって
戦争輪仕方がないという
帆船の声輪いつまでたっても届かない
教えて、なぜ同じ人間同士が争うの？

平和がいつも人も甘やかすから
現代の日本輪来るってしまった
政治や警察や学校や家庭輪今じゃお互い木津付けあってる
ふざけるな、山手暮れこのまま腐って
行くのか日本世

昔、人々輪国のために悔いなく
死んだ居間を生きる魏とよいつか重いでして

さらば国のため散ってゆった人たちよ
さらば日本を愛していた人たちよ
きっとこのまま誰も日本を帰れぬ日
の丸いつか沈んでしまうだろう
だから僕ら輪歌うよ

An anti war song I will sing all together
An anti war song sound this world
An anti war song I will sing all together
An anti war song sound this world

さらば、この日本を守るために命を落とした人たちよ
同じ日本で生まれた国を葉こりに思う
あなたたちが見をもって教えてくれた
戦争の無意味さ、悲しみ、痛み、阻止他氏
一生忘れません
ありがとう、さらば、風になった人々よ
日の丸輪守ります
さらば

ROMAJI VERSION
Heiwa sono mono no kono machi wa kyou mo aozora nihonbare desu
Kuroi hikoukigumo, yamanu kuushuu no oto
Nihon no heiwa mo kore de owari desu ka?
Rajio ya terebi wa takoku no gisei sarasu
Tsugi wagami to kataranu jaanarisuto
Tanin tsura shita, gizensha wa kimatte
Sensou wa shikata ga nai to iu
Hansen no koe wa itsu made tatte mo todokanai oshiete, naze onaji ningendoushi ga arasou no?

Heiwa ga itsu mo hito mo amayakasu kara gendai no nihon wa kurutte shimatta
Seiji ya keisatsu ya gakkou ya katei wa ima ja otagai kidutsuke atteru
Fuzakeru na, yametekure kono mama kusatte yuku no ka nihon yo

Mukashi, hitobito wa kuni no tame ni kuinaku shinda ima wo ikiru hito yo itsu ka omoideshite

Saraba kuni no tame chitte yutta hitotachi yo saraba nihon wo aishiteita hitotachi yo
Kitto kono mama dare mo nihon wo kaerenu hi no maru itsu ka shizunde shimau darou
Dakara bokura wa utau yo

An anti war song i will sing all together
An anti war song sound this world
An anti war song i will sing all together
An anti war song sound this world

Saraba, kono nihon wo mamoru tame ni inochi wo otoshita hitotachi yo
Onaji nihon de umareta kuni wo hakori ni omou
Anatatachi ga mi wo motte oshietekureta
Sensou no muimi sa, kanashimi, itami, soshita shi
Isshou wasuremasen
Arigatou, saraba, kaze ni natta hitobito yo
Hi no maru wa mamorimasu
Saraba

ENGLISH VERSION
A city during peace, today is also perfect Japanese weather
Black airplane smoke, and the endless sounds of the air-raids
Is Japan's peace over with this?
The radio and tv show all the victims of foreign countries
Next is myself and a journalist who wouldn't talk
The hypocrite who changed into a different person,
Decidedly said war can't be helped
No matter how much the anti-war voices sound they don't reach him
Tell me, why do humans fight each other, when we're all the same?

Peace always spoils people, so modern Japan has gone crazy
The government, police, schools, and families are all hurting each other
Stop fooling around, please stop it, at this rate Japan will rot away

Once long ago, people died for the country without any regrets
Those of you living now, remember that someday

Farewell those who have fallen for the country
Farewell those who have loved Japan
At this rate, surely no one will change Japan
The sun's circle will one day sink thats why I will sing

An anti war song I will sing all together
Until the day that this world overflows with smiles
An anti war song Sound this world
So that no one hurts each other any more
An anti war song I will sing all together
And for those who sacrificed their bodies too
An anti war song Sound this world
Until the day the world overflows with happiness and smiles

Farewell
Those who have thrown away their lives to protect this country, to protect Japan
I take pride at being born in that same Japan
You have taught me with your bodies
War's meaninglessness, sadness, pain, and death
I won't forget it for my entire life
Thank you
Farewell, those who have become the wind
I will protect the sun's circle
Farewell

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SHICHI GATSU YOUKA (7月8日)

2009-09-03T20:39:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
君と別れて二年が経つね
なんだか昨日のように思えるよ
別々の道歩いてるけど
まだ少し君の方向いてしまうよ

あの頃みたいに戻りたいなんて
格好悪くて言えないけど
本当は今でもどうしようもないくらい
君が好きだよ･･･
情けないくらい毎晩泣いてた
辛いから忘れようともした
でも思い出しちゃうね。
やっぱり寂しいよ･･･

君は今何処で何をしてるの？
大切な夢掴めたのかな･･･
心配なんて余計な事かもね
お願い、君の中から僕を消さないで

覚えて居るかい？涙と笑顔が
溢れてた大切な日々を
二人泣きながら
また会えるよねって、忘れないよって･･･
こんな泣き虫で弱い僕だけど
また一緒に歩いてくれるかい？
そんな日が来るまで何年でも待ってるよ

どうか声を聞かせて　僕は此処に居るから
もう何処にも行かないよ此処にずっとずっと居るから

声が聞きたい、電話をしてみよう　やっぱり今日もつながらない･･･
避けているの？それすら理解らない　そんなある日君を見つけたよ
幸せそうな笑顔の君今は愛する人と手を繋いでる

大人びた君はとっても綺麗で
悲しいはずなのに嬉しくて
元気そうな顔見れただけでいいなんて･･･格好つけて
声もかけれずに涙を堪えて
ただ小さく手を振ってみた
ありがとうねって、元気でいてねって

さよなら君へ
僕は今でも君の幸せを願ってるよ
もう会えなくなる大好きな人
本当にありがとう心から
さよなら元気でね
また会う日まで･･･

ROMAJI VERSION
kimi to wakarete ni nen ga tatsu ne
nanda ka kinou no you ni omoeru yo
betsu betsu no michi aruiteru kedo
mada sukoshi kimi no hou muite shimau yo

ano koro mitai ni modoritai nante
kakkou warukute ienai kedo
hontou wa ima demo doushiyou mo nai kurai
kimi ga suki da yo...
nasakenai kurai maiban naiteta
tsurai kara wasure you tomo shita
demo omoida shichou ne.
yappari sabishii yo...

kimi wa ima doko de nani wo shiteru no?
taisetsu na yume tsukameta no kana...
shinpai nante yokei na koto ka mo ne
onegai, kimi no naka kara boku wo kesenai de

oboeteiru kai? namida to egao ga
afureta taisetsu na hibi wo
futari naki nagara
mata aeru yo ne tte, wasurenai yo tte...
konna naki mushi de yowai boku dakedo
mata issho ni aruite kureru kai?
sonna hi ga kuru made nannen demo matteru yo

douka koe wo kikasete boku wa koko ni iru kara
mou doko ni mo ikanai yokoko ni zutto zutto iru kara

koe ga kikitai, denwa wo shite mi youyappari kyou mo tsunagaranai...
saketeiru no? soresura wakaranai1sonna aru hi kimi wo mitsuketa yo
shiawase sou na egao no kimi ima wa aisuru hito to te wo tsunaideru

otona bita kimi wa tottemo kirei de
kanashii hazu na no ni ureshikute
genki sou na kao mireta dakede ii nante... kakko tsukete
koe mo kakerezu ni namida wo koraete
tada chiisaku te wo futte mita
arigatou ne tte, genki de ite ne tte

sayonara kimi e
boku wa ima demo kimi no shiawase wo negatteru yo
mou aenaku naru daisuki na hito
hontou ni arigatou kokoro kara
sayonara genki de ne
mata au hi made...

ENGLISH VERSION
Two years have passed since you and I broke up
but somehow it still seems like it was just yesterday
We've both gone our separate ways, but
occasionally I still [find myself] passing you on the other side of the street

I can't really say
that I'd like to return to that time, because it was very difficult, but
the truth is, even now I can't help but feel sad
because I still love you...
I was miserable, sad, and cried every night
You broke my heart, so I tried to forget you,
but [for some reason] I still think about you, don't I?
I'm just so lonely...

Where are you now, and what are you doing?
I wonder if you were ever able to fulfill those dreams that were so important to you...
Maybe I just worry too much about things like that, but
please, don't erase me from your life

Do you still remember? The tears and the smiles
that overflowed in those precious days
Then we wept together,
and said we'd meet again, that we'd never forget...
Even though I'm such a weak crybaby,
could we maybe walk together again?
I'll wait as many years [as it takes] for that day to come

Please let me hear your voiceI'm still right here
I'm not going anywhereI'll always, always be right here

I want to hear your voice, so I'll try calling you on the phoneBut as I expected, you won't take my call...
Are you avoiding me? I don't understand itThen one day I ran into you
You looked so happy, smiling, holding hands with the person you're in love with now

You looked so grown-up, so very beautiful
and although it should have made me sad, I was kind of happy for you
Just seeing your face and that you're doing well is enough...so I tried to act cool
I couldn't say anything, though, as I tried to hold back my tears
So I just gave you a little wave
to say "thanks" and "I'm doing fine"

So goodbye to you
Even now, I still wish you nothing but happiness
You, the person who I love so much, who soon I won't get to see anymore
Really, thank you from the bottom of my heart
So goodbye, please be well
Until the day we meet again...

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ANTI POP

2009-09-03T20:31:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
調子いい事ばっか並べてほざいて
ステージ立ちゃ　可愛コぶって　媚び売って
洒落だか何だか知らねぇけれどカッコわりぃぜ
お家に帰ってMOMMYの胸でも揉んどけ
AND IT DOES NOT COME OUT!
退屈だった昨日に唾吐いて
規制に従うPOPに中指立てて
やりたいようにやるさ周りは関係ねぇぜ
ぶち壊そうぜ IN MY WAY!!

LET'S GO IT IS OUR TURN
STAND UP! RISE YOUR FIST!
LET'S GO IT IS OUR TURN
DESTRUCTIVE MUSIC YEAH

ROMAJI VERSION
choushi ii koto bakka narabete
hozaite
Stage tacha kaai KObutte kobiutte
share daka nani naka shiranee
keredo KAKKOwarize
o-ie ni kaette MAMMY no mune demo
mondoke
AND IT DOES NOT COME OUT!
taikutsu datta kinou ni tsuba
tsuite
kisei ni shitagau POP ni
nakayubi tatete
yaritai you ni yarusa mawai wa
kenkei neeze
buchi kowasouze IN MY WAY!!

LET'$ GO IT IS OUR TURN
STAND UP! RISE YOUR FIST!
LET'$ GO IT IS OUR TURN
DESTRUCTIVE MUSIC YEAH

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S×D×R

2009-09-03T20:26:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
蛇革のベッドで煙草をふかすカートコバーンは
コートニーをナイフであやす
胸をはだけて腰を振るからPIL吐かせて
Suck my dick oh ... HIGH SEX!
ブラックテンション　COKEをキメてラリってても
FAKEのまま変わりゃしないぜ
Listen to the music　聞いてくれ
糞ったれで構
わないぜGO A HEAD !

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD !?

Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD　誰かが言ったその通りさ
図星だろ？とっくに終わってる
意味ねぇSHOUTや格好ばかりじゃマルコムに
笑われんぜ？「糞のたしにもならねぇ」

Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit

Oi !Oi !Oi ! EXPLOSION
Oi !Oi !Oi ! RECKLESS RUN
Oi !Oi !Oi ! A BAD BRAT
WHICH WILL PLAY ROCK N ROLL !

ROMAJI VERSION
hebigawa no BEDDO de tabako wo fukasu Curt Cobain wa
Courtney wo NAIFU de ayasu
mune wo hadakate koshi wo furu kara PIL tsukasete
Suck my dick oh ... HIGH SEX !
BLACK TENSION　COKE wo KIMEte RARIttete mo
FAKE no mama kawarya shinai ze
Listen to the music　kiite kure
kusottare de kamawanai ze GO A HEAD !

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD !?

Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD　dare ka ga itta sono toori sa
zuboshi daro ? tokku ni owatteru
imi nee SHOUT ya kakkou bakari ja Malcolm ni
waraware n'ze ? "kuso no tashi ni mo naranee"

Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit

Oi !Oi !Oi ! EXPLOSION
Oi !Oi !Oi ! RECKLESS RUN
Oi !Oi !Oi ! A BAD BRAT
WHICH WILL PLAY ROCK N ROLL !

ENGLISH VERSION
Curt Cobain who's smoking cigarettes on a snake-skin bed
Is dandling Courtney with a knife
After she'd bared her breast and shook her hip she vomits the PIL
Suck my dick oh ... HIGH SEX !
BLACK TENSION　Although we're high we decide on COKE
This FAKE state won't change
Listen to the music　Listen to it
You're not different from an asshole GO A HEAD !

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD !?

Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD !?
NO! NO! ROCK N ROLL IS NOT DEAD !

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD　Who said such a thing
Does this hit the nail on the head ? It ended a long time ago
The meaning was only SHOUTing and appearance and then Malcolm
Are you laughing at him ? "You're even less worth than shit"

ROCK N ROLL IS DEAD !?
NO! NO! ROCK N ROLL IS NOT DEAD !

Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rhythm of shit
Its head can be danced off !!
In the rock of shit

Oi !Oi !Oi ! EXPLOSION
Oi !Oi !Oi ! RECKLESS RUN
Oi !Oi !Oi ! A BAD BRAT
WHICH WILL PLAY ROCK N ROLL !

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TOKYO SHINJUU (東京心中)

2009-09-03T20:16:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
愛する人が今の私の全てです
貴方がいるから私が私でいられるの

「父さん、母さん。　私、あの人と東京で暮らす事にしました。
馬鹿な事だとは十分解ってます。
私だってもう子供じゃありません。自分で考えれます。
ごめんなさい。最後のわがまま許して下さい…」

あの日貴方から渡された東京行きの切符と
打ち明けてくれた、将来と夢は
「この街を出て東京で一緒に暮らしてくれないか？」
私は少し戸惑いながらも嬉しかった
不安なんて少しもなかった　愛する人が一緒ですから
辛い時や寂しい時も多少あるでしょうが
頼る家族も捨ててきました　馬鹿な甘えや未練も全部
貴方との新しい人生と夢の為に
貧しさが身に染み渡る　だけど貴方が居るから
帰りを待つ時間さえも幸せで溢れてる
心を込めて作った貴方が好きな料理
喜ぶ顔が早く見たい…　見たいです
　「東京の生活にも慣れてきました。
あの人は毎日夜遅くまでお仕事がんばってます。
そのせいでしょうか、最近元気が無い様に思えます。
私が聞いても、ただくたびれた笑顔を見せるだけで
答えてくれません。心配で仕方ないです。」

　「ただいま。」
とても優しい貴方の声
辛いときはいつも二人で支え合った
どんなに不幸でも二人なら大丈夫だった
愛が冷めた訳じゃない　ただお互いの気持ちが
そっぽを向いてただけ

初めて貴方が泣いてた　社会に破れた夜
何て声をかけたらいいか、、、教えて
夢の為に無くした幸せな家庭は
前を向けずただ悔しくて泣いている

貧しさが身に染みる　二人は手を取って
季節外れの線香花火を見つめてる
この火種が落ちて　未練が無くなったら
目を閉じて極寒の海へ、、、　二人で。
繋いだ手がほどけて　無になる私と貴方。
　「貴方と過ごした十三ヶ月間。本当に色々ありましたね。
一緒に居たからよく解ります。頑張り過ぎてつかれたでしょ？
もう大丈夫　私ずっと一緒にいるから。
ごねんね父さん、母さん。
あたしこの人無しじゃ生きて行けない。
心配させてごめんなさい。
ごめんなさい。ごめんなさい…」

ROMAJI VERSION
Aisuru hito ga ima no watashi no subete desu
Anata ga iru kara watashi ga watashi de irareru no

"Tou-san, kaa-san. Watashi, ano hito to Toukyo de kurasu koto ni shimashita
Baka na koto da to wa juppun wakattemasu
Watashi datte mou kodomo ja arimasen
Jibun de kankaeraremasu
Gomen nasai. Saigo no wagamama yurushite kudasai..."

Ano hi anata kara watasareta Toukyo yuki no kippu
Uchiakete kureta, shourai to yume wa

"Kono machi wo dete Toukyo de isshoni kurashite kurenai ka?"
Watashi wa sukoshi tomadoi nagaramo ureshikatta

Fuan nante sukoshimo nakatta aisuru hito ga issho desu kara
Tsurai tokiya sabishii toki mo tashou aru deshou ga
Tayoru kazoku mo sutetekimashita baka na amae ya miren mo zenbu
Anata to no atarashii jinsei to yume no tameni

Mabushisa ga minishimi wataru dakedo anata iru kara
Kaeru wo matsu jikan sae mo shiawase de afureteru
Kokoro wo komete tsukutta anata ga suki na ryouri
Yorokobu kao ga hayaku mitai... mitai desu

"Toukyo no seikatsu ni mo narete kimashita
Ano hito wa mainichi yoruosoku made oshigoto ganbattemasu
Sono sei deshouka, saikin genki ga nai you ni oboemasu
Watashi ga kiite mo, tadaku tabireta egao wo miseru dakede
Kotaete kuremasen
Shinpai de, shinpai de, shikatanai desu"

"Tadaima"

Totemo yasashii anata no koe
Tsurai toki wa itsumo futari de sasae atta
Donna ni fukou demo futari nara daijoubu datta
Ai ga sameta wake janai tada otagai no kimochi ga
Soppo wo muite ita dake

Hajimete anata ga naiteta shakai ni yabureta yoru
Nante koe wo kaketara ii ka... oshiete
Yume no tameni nakushita shiawase na katei wa
Mae wo mukezu tada kuyashikute naiteiru
Mazushisa ga minishimiru futari wa te wo totte
Kisetsu hazure no senkou hanabi wo mitsumeteru
Kono hidane ga ochite miren ga nakunattara
Me wo tojite gokkan no umi e... futari de
Tsunaida te ga hodokete mu ni naru watashi to anata

"Anata to sugoshita juusan kagetsu. Hontou ni iroiro arimashita ne
Isshoni itakara yoku wakarimasu. Ganbari sugite tsukareta n'desho?
Mou daijoubu watashi zutto isshoni iru kara. Gomen ne Tou-san, Kaa-san
Atashi kono hito nashi ja ikite yukenai. Shinpai sasete gomen nasai
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai..."

ENGLISH VERSION
Father, Mother. I have gone to live with that person in Tokyo.
I know full well that it's a foolish decision.
But I'm no longer a child.
I can think on my own.
I'm sorry. Please forgive this last act of selfishness...

The person I love is my everything now.
It's because of your existence that I'm able to live as myself.
That day, I received from you,
A ticket to Tokyo
And a confession.
In my future and dreams,
When we get out of this town, won't you live in Tokyo with me?

While I was a bit confused I was also overjoyed.
There wasn't the least bit of insecurity or worry.
Because the person I loved asked if we could be together.
Even though tough or disheartening instances would probably more or less arise.
I came, throwing away the family I depended on.
My foolish presumptions and lingering were all
For the sake of the new life and dream that I would share with you.
Poverty spread to our bodies,
However because you were there,
Even the time I spent waiting for your return was one overflowing with happiness.
I cooked the dishes you loved, worked my heart into them.
I want to see your delighted face as soon as possible... I yearn to see it.

I have grown used to the life in Tokyo.
That person works hard and late into the night everyday.
Maybe it's because of that, I feel that he doesn't seem very energetic recently.
Even when I ask, all he does is show me a tired smile.
He won't give me an answer. I'm helpless in my worries.

I'm back

Your voice is so gentle.
The both of us have always been supporting each other during tough times
No matter what sort of unhappiness came about,
It was alright as long as we were together.
It's not that the love has become cold,
It's just that our feelings have been looking and facing away from each other.
The first time you cried
Was the night you were torn in society
How can my voice connect with you... please tell me how.
The family which I lost up for the sake of our dream
Was facing the front, just crying regretfully.
Poverty has hit us
We take each other's hand
As we watch the off-season sparklers.
This fire falls, it's lingering presence has passed away
Closing our eyes, we face the arctic-cold ocean... the both of us together.
Our linked hands were unseparable.
You and I became nothing.

The thirteen months I spent with you.
A lot has happened hasn't it?
We lived together so I can know that well.
You're tired from working too hard aren't you?
It's alright now because I will always be with you.
I'm sorry Father, Mother.
I can't live without this person.
I'm sorry for making the both of you worry.
Sorry. Sorry

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HANA KOTOBA (花言葉/THE LANGUAGE OF FLOWERS)

2009-09-03T20:10:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
干涸びてふみ潰されるのならせめて貴方に
綺麗な花の隣でもいい側に居たいです
幸薄く短命　変わる事などない
愛しくただ愛しく貴方を・・・
貴方は何時も通りすがる度に優しく撫でて呉れた
雨の無い日は水を呉れた　強く生きる様にと
貴方は何時もしか姿を消し　私また一輪虚しく[咲く]*
枯れるだけの花に呉れる水などない
腐るだけの花に注ぐ光などない
ただ死期に怯えながら闇の中這いずり回る
今光を採しながら闇の中這いずり回る

誰か私に同情するのならとても綺麗な花を[咲かせて]*
誰にでも愛されるような存在になりたい

枯れる醜き花に呉れる水などない
腐るだけの花は蕾みすら残せず
目を前は闇で塞がれ　もがく私を潰す
貴方なら貴方だったら
此処から助けて呉れると思っていた
走馬灯の中で泣いてた
貴方が呉れた感触は
欲が生んだ夢なのか
解らぬままじきに腐

ROMAJI VERSION
hikarabite fumi tsubusareru no nara semete anata ni
kirei na hana no tonari demo ii soba ni itai desu
sachi usuku tanmei kawaru koto nado nai
itoshiku tada itoshiku anata wo...
anata wa itsumotoori sugaru tanbini yasashiku nadete kureta
ame no nai hi wa mizu wo kureta tsuyoku ikiru you ni to
anata wa itsumoshika sugata wo keshi watashi wa mata ichirin munashiku [saku]*
kareru dake no hana ni kureru mizu nado nai
kusaru dake no hana ni sosogu hikari nado nai
tada shiki ni obie nagara yami no naka haizuri mawaru
ima hikari wa sai shinagara yami no naka haizuri mawaru

dareka watashi ni doujousuru no nara totemo kirei na hana wo [sakasete]*
darenidemo ai sareru you na sonzai ni naritai

kareru minikuki hana ni kureru mizu nado nai
kusaru dake no hana wa tsubomi sura nokosezu
me wo mae wa yami de fusagare mogaku watashi wo tsubusu
anata nara anata dattara
koko kara tasukete kureru to omotteita
soumatou no naka de naiteita
anata ga kureta kanshoku wa
yoku ga unda yume nanoka
wakaranu mama jiki ni kusaru

ENGLISH VERSION
If I'm to dry up completely and be crushed, at least let it be by you
I'm surrounded by beautiful flowers, but I would rather be close to you
This brittle happiness is short-lived Things like that cannot be changed
My beloved, my beloved is simply you...
I always relied on you, and every time, you would caress me gently
On days when there was no rain, you would give me water so I could live strong
But before I knew it, you disappeared I'm still just one flower [blooming]* in vain
Flowers can only wither if they are not given water
Flowers can only die if no light falls on them
As it is, in my final hours I am afraid as the darkness creeps in and encircles me
Even now while I try to find the light, the darkness creeps in and encircles me

If someone would take pity on me, then I could [bloom]* into an exceedingly beautiful flower
Everyone wants to live being loved by someone
Flowers can only become ugly and wither if no one gives them water
Dying flowers don't leave a bud behind
Before, my eyes were shrouded in darkness I struggled but was being crushed
As for you, if it were really you
I felt that you would come rescue me from this place
Where I'm crying inside this revolving lantern**
The feeling you gave me
Was it just a dream created by my desires?
It seems that soon I'll wither away without knowing the answer

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MAXIMUM IMPULSE

2009-09-03T20:03:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
ガンガンガン震えるガンガンガン鼓動が
アウトローな行動がもたらす症状は
マジやべぇぐらいにマジハイテンションだ
ダンダンと震える脳髄刺激する
耳鳴り超音波聞こえる幻聴が
最高にイカレてんぜCOKEの効果
ドンドンと視界がドンドン開けるぜ
CUCUMBER DEVILがブラウン管に登場だ
マジ効いて来た笑いが止まんねぇ
ガンガンガン震えるガンガンガン鼓動が
やめらんねぇ現状が体に決定打
分かっちゃいるがそれがCOKEの罠

楽しけりゃいいさ　UPPER'S RISKY POGO DANCE
気持ち良けりゃいいさ　UPPER'S RISKY YEAH

The impulse and dream of teens
to run until the body breaks
do not stop...
It consents with the reckless thing
however. I continue wanting
to run until I die...

Feeling is lost little by little
surely singing even becomes impossible
Feeling is lost little by little
I am gazing at the heavenly direction

明日がもし無くなっても後悔なんてしないさ
たくさんの素敵な宝物を手にいれたんだから

ROMAJI VERSION
Gangangan furueru gangangan kodou ga
Autoroo na koudou ga motarasu shoujou wa
Maji yabee gurai ni maji hai tenshon da
Dandan to furueru nousui shigeki suru
Miminari chouonba kikoeru genchou ga
Saikou ni kare tenze coke no kouka

Dondon to shikai dondon akeruze
CUCUMBER DEVIL ga BURAUN kan ni toujou da
Maji kiite kita warai ga toman ne
Gangangan furueru gangangan kodou ga
Yameran ne genjou ga karada ni kettei da
Wakaccha iru ga sore ga coke no wana

Tanoshikerya ii sa UPPER'S RISKY POGO DANCE
Kimochi nozokerya ii sa UPPER'S RISKY YEAH

THE IMPULSE AND DREAM OF TEANS
TO RUN UNTIL THE BODY BREAKS
DO NOT STOP...
IT CONSENTS WITH THE RECLESS THING
HOWEVER, I CONTINUE WAITING
TO RAN UNTIL I DIE...

FEELING IS LOST LITTLE BY LITTLE
SURELY SINGING EVEN BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE
FEELING IS LOST LITTLE BY LITTLE
I AM GAZING AT THE HEAVENLY DIRECTION

Ashita ga moshi naku natte mo koukai nante shinai sa
Takusan no suteki na takaramono wo te ni iretanda kara

ENGLISH VERSION
Ding-dong, my heart, ding-dong, is beating.
The symptom of outlawed action is dangerously hyper.
Ding-dong shaking excites my brain.
Buzzing in the ears, the ultrasound from hallucination
It's so kinky coke's effect.
The view gets wider and wider.
Cucumber devil is appearing on a tv screen.
It really works now, I cannot stop laughing.
Ding-dong, my heart, ding-dong, it's beating.
The reality of addiction strikes the body.
I know it, but it's the trap of coke.

It's ok if it's fun. upper's risky pogo dance
It's ok if I feel good. upper's risky yeah
The impulse and dream of teens to run until the body breaks does not stop???
It consents with the reckless thing however,
I continue wanting to run until I die???

Feeling is lost little by little surely singing even becomes impossible
Feeling is lost little by little I am gazing at the heavenly direction.

I won't regret even if I don't have tomorrow.
'Ñause I got a lot of wonderful treasures.

-> BACK <-

CARRY?

2009-09-03T19:53:00.002+09:00

ENGLISH VERSION
The dearest fiancé is me
It whisper in sweet voice
You are having already died...
I did not find a translation
Me reflected in a mirror
Her who looks at it and cries
Please let me know someone
I am in such a figure why...
Carry... can you love such me?
Carry... may in a side all the time?
Carry...? do not already cry...
Carry... I do not go anywhere

Who made me such figure?
It is a already many
To die, if it was such a thing is easier
It is a too pitiable and is too unhappy...
I am not a ghost
It gives without seeing my by such eye
I have really become what?
The head is likely to be crazy
Please help me...It will die
Doesn't it understand? You are already dead...

It remembered at last At that time I was dead?
At that time it jumped down from building and died

Carry... can you love such me?
Carry... may in a side all the time?
Carry...? do not already cry...
Carry... I do not go anywhere

Carry... I love you forever...
Carry... Good bye dearest you...

-> BACK <-

ZAKUROGATA NO YUUTSU (ザクロ型の憂鬱)

2009-09-02T00:40:00.005+09:00

KANJI VERSION
泣いて泣いて泣きやんだら笑顔のままでいよう
泣いて泣いて笑顔くれたら僕の側にずっと

窓辺から差す朝日がいつもと違く見えた
気が重いのは先が見えたからだろう
花瓶に揺れる見舞いの花が枯れる頃は
君を残し全てを捨てて何処か遠くへ
君はいつも励ますようにふざけてみて
明るく接し自分のことよりも僕を、、、
辛いでしょ？こんな姿を見てるのは
疲れたと素直に云えばいいのに
君は嫌な顔一つせずただ優しくて
僕を抱きしめて泣いてくれた

生きたいよ、死にたくない。思う度涙はこぼれ
生きたいよ、君の為に何一つしてあげれてない

しばらく寝てしまってたようだ
隣には君の香りだけが残ってて
なんだか胸騒ぎがしてたんだ不安がこみ上げる
そして日は経ち帰り待つ僕に届いた
一枚のメモは君からで記されてた事実に言葉無くし
壊れた様に泣き叫んだ

僕の中で君はいつも見守って呉れてるんだね
目を閉じて君を想えば笑顔だって忘れないよね
これからもずっと同じ景色を見続けて生きて行こう
窓辺から差す朝日と潮風に吹かれ眠ろう
もしも二人が目覚めなくても

ROMAJI VERSION
naite naite nakiyondara egao no mama de iyou
naite naite egaokuretara boku no soba ni zutto

madobe kara sasu asahi ga itsumo chigaku mieta
ki ga omoi nowa saki ga mieta kara darou
kabin ni yureru mimai no hana ga kareru koro wa
kimi wo nokoshi subete wo sutete dokoka tooku he
kimi wa itsumo hagemasu you ni fuzakete mite
akaruku seshi Jibun no koto yori mo boku wo��¦
tsurai desho? Konna sugata wo miteru no wa
tsukareta to sunao ni ieba ii noni
kimi wa iya na kao hitotsu sezuta da yasashikute
boku wo dakishimete naite kurete

ikitai yo, shinitakunai. Omou tabi namida wa kobore
ikitai yo, kimi no tame ni nanihitotsu shite ageretenai

shibaraku nete shimatteta you da
tonari ni wa kimi no kaori dake ga nokottete
nandaka munasawagi ga shitetanda fuan ga komiageru
soshite hi wa tachi kaeri matsu boku ni todoita
ichimai no MEMO wa kimi kara de shirusareteta jujitsu ni kotoba nakushi
kowareta you ni nakisakenda

ENGLISH VERSION
cry and cry, and when the tears have stopped,
let's keep a smile on our faces cry and cry,
and if you smile to me,
ever by my side the morning light coming from the window
looks different than usual this ill air is because
I've seen what lay ahead when the get-well flowers
in the vase wilt I'll leave you,
discard everything and go somewhere far away you
always kid around to cheer me up cheerfully showing me kindness,
caring more about me than yourself...
It must be tough. Seeing me this way.
why don't you just come and say you're tired?
you never made a sour face,
you simply held me gently and cried for me.
I wanna live, I don't wanna die.
everytime I think of it, the tears spill I wanna live,
there's nothing I can do for you it seems like
I've been asleep quite awhile next to me only your scent remains
I felt a bit uneasy, the fear welling up within me and the days go by,
a memo came to me as I waited fro you to come home.
It was from you. I was left dumbfounded by what was written
I cried out as if I'd been broken.
(the memo) I'm sorry. for acting without your consent
I just wanted to help you.
If I could die for you nothing would make me happier...
you're always watching over me from within me when
I close my eyes and think about you,
I can't forget that smile.
from now I'll live my life looking at the same background
over and over blown by the sea breeze and the light coming from the window
I'll fall asleep. even if we never awake again.

-> BACK <-

THE $OCIAL RIOT MACHINE$

2009-09-02T00:31:00.004+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
RIOTS STAR!!!! Gomi gomi gouhou wa? Gomigomi gomigomigee.

Densen de waai, kuroukuri, concord roshi
Ee rafaa! Minna rafaa! raamen kure rafaa! Mizu, Why?
Kuroumin, koukou n toki no wasshoi! Fashion sense no Balance o today!
"Gyaran" tte no wa honki kai? Waiwai Turuukokkut bai
Kokusoubiko... kowai! Dame demo hoshii! Kabi soubiko... kowai!
Kimi no Manshon nugi nugi maguwai! Manmankou s***e waki ke!
Wa.wa.wa.wa.Shagii ma ni, dairi mawarima~su!

KA~RENDA~~
YuKyaffe Rakke Masshi keMakke Mekkera Yappa Rappa
Yappashi Kappe dappe kudappe sekkeda geppe Rappa
Yappashi Rappe katou Tsugyappe Kappe reppe Rappa
Yappashi Kappe dappe? Kubahha desse gepperraai

Ningen da waai, kuroushi, koukou no roshi.
Ieya! Pinku no Birabira monde kure yo Manshon nengen ugoitara hyakumanen
Juuden waai, To roshi, Concord reeshon
Ui chashanbanbanbangyan rendan baka Bowakawooi
Manko no Birabira rock way! Shaban shinda walk way!
Chanman rokuro way kuuei way wei baishuumeirobunku way!
Shinshuku no kuro Baichekyu wai & Manko no midare Kukkuwai Manko no
Reberuu gugou
Shaayabaa Bekyuu way!

KYAAASHUUU uwaaaaaaaaiihh.

Uuh RIOTS!
Uooh chie no wai 9 waa meitee... eigo raamen dabe naa?
Uooh shinobu WAI kyuu waa kyuu waa. Eigo REAWEEEEI.
WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

KA~RENDA~~��
Yukyaffe rakke MasshiI kemakke mekkera Yappa Rappa
Yappashi Kappe dappe kudappe sekkeda geppe Rappa
Yappashi Rappe katou Tsugyappe Kappe reppe Rappa
Yappashi Kappe dappe? Kubahha desse gepperraai

1-2-3-4-3-2-1-JAAA... WAAAAHH

Gomi gomi gouhou wa? gomigomi gomigomigee.

We can why? Rin'a manko Mankan wa, miru yo!

Miru baka no kao o bangumarii
F*** on the melon soda! Iro no green!
We can why? sweety! back on the break!
Otosu konsonshare reii no WAIOURAAAAAI!

Uuh RIOTS!
Uooh chie no wai 9 waa meitee... eigo raamen dabe naa?
Uooh shinobu wai kyuu waa kyuu waa. Eigo REAWEEEEI.
WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
Yuu RAISU!! Umai!! Amai!! Yabaaaaaaaaaai!! Rasshaa!?

-> BACK <-

SUGAR PAIN

2009-09-01T20:03:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
僕はまだ何も知らない　15度目のBlack cherry
果実を揺らすのは　紛れも無いあなたのシルエット

無抵抗な僕も何時かは　あなたで濡れるBlack cherry
求めるのは愛情じゃなく　横で眠る欲とmy mother

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you
excluding this act]

sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
眠れぬほどの痛みを二度とあなたを忘れぬよう
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
舌先で何度もあなたがくれたこの身体を
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
愛し合うよりも理性千切れる程あなたを感じたい

ROMAJI VERSION
boku wa mada nani mo shiranai juu go do me no Black cherry
kajitsu wo yurasu no wa magure mo nai anata no SILHOUETTE

muteikou na boku mo itsuka wa anata de nureru Black cherry
motomeru no wa aijou ja naku yoko de nemuru yoku to my mother

prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act]

sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
nemurenu hodo no itami wo nido to anata wo wasurenu you
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
shitasaki de nandomo anata ga kureta kono karada wo
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
aishiau yori mo risei chigireru hodo anata wo kanjitai

ENGLISH VERSION
I still don't understand anything 15 times black cherry
What shakes the fruit is undoubtedly your silhouette

Even non-resisting I will become wet due to you black cherry
What I'm looking for is not love but the lust that's lying next to me and my mother

prohibited education.

It is mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act]

suger pain...please sweet suger pain mother
Pain of the extent that I can't sleep so that I'll never forget you again
suger pain...please sweet suger pain mother
With my tongue I will *...this body that you gave to me again and again
suger pain...please sweet suger pain mother
More than trying to get your love, I want to feel you so much that my sanity rips apart

-> BACK <-

KATHERINE IN THE TRUNK

2009-09-01T20:00:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
もう　勝手（かって）に逃げないで
私の前では甘えてるだけでいいの
もう　一人にしないで
本当は私が甘えたいだけかしら
come on Katherine

もう　勝手（かって）に逃げないで
泣きたいときだけ　せめて隣に居て欲しい
もう　一人じゃないのね
あんたの前では　全てを許せるもの

生暖（なまあたた）かい風が　キャンドルを揺らしてる
火が消えれば私も消えたい
苛立（いらだ）ち隠すように　あんたを抱き上げる
あんたは私の涙を舐（な）める

愛しのbABy...言葉なんて形だけ
要（い）らないじゃない
私のbABy...I love you Katherine
あんたが居れば　それでいい
悲しきbABy...I need you Katherine
私だけのあんたで居て

孤独を癒（いや）すのは　ぬるい風とcamal
孤独を癒すのは　蒼い目したKatherine

もう　勝手（かって）に逃げないで
私の事が嫌（きら）いになってしまったの？
なんで　私を見てそんな悲しそうな
声で鳴くの...

生暖（なまあたた）かい風が　キャンドル（CANDLE）を吹（ふ）き消（け）し
火（ひ）が消えてあんたは鳴き止（や）んだ
弱く震えてた　小さい体はただ
私の前まで来てゆっくり倒（くず）れた

愛しのbABy...言葉なんて形だけ
要（い）らないじゃない
私のbABy...I love you Katherine
あんたが居れば　それでいい
悲しきbABy...I need you Katherine
私だけのあんたで居て

愛しきbABy　もう大丈夫　私はあんたに出逢えたから
愛しきbABy　疲（つか）れたでしょ　今夜（こんや）は私の膝（ひざ）の上（うわ）で
おやすみbABy　I love you Katherine　まだ暖（あたた）かい頬（ほ）を撫（な）で
おやすみbABy　忘れないわ　最期が私の目の前で良かった...

トランク（TRUNK）の中には青い目したKatherine
鳴り響くクラクション　迷いなど無かった
私とよく似（に）たひとりぼっちのKatherine
今度は私があんたを....

おわり

ROMAJI VERSION
mou katte ni nigenaide
watashi no mae de wa amaeteru dake de ii no
mou hitori ni shinaide
hontou wa watashi ga amaetai dake kashira

mou katte ni nigenaide
nakitai toki dake semete tonari ni ite hoshii
mou hitori janai no ne
anta no mae de wa subete wo yuruseru mono

namaatatakai kaze ga KYANDORU wo yurasu
hi ga kiereba watashi mo kietai
iradachi kasuyou ni anta wo dakiageru
anta wa watashi no namida wo nameru

itoshi no bABy ... kotoba nante katachi dake iranai janai
watashi no bABy ... I love you katherine
anta ga ireba sore de ii
kanashiki bABy ...　mou daijoubu anta wa watashi ni yoku niteru mono
watashi no bABy ... I need you katherine
watashi dake no anta de ite

kodoku wo iyasu no wa nurui kaze to camal
kodoku wo iyasu no wa aoi me shita katherine

mou katte ni nigenaide
watashi no koto ga kirai ni natte shimatta no ?
nande watashi wo mite sonna kanashisou na
koe de naku no ...

namaatatakai kaze ga KYANDORU wo fukikesu
hi ga kiete anta wa naki yanda
yowaku furueteta chiisai karada wa tada
watashi no mae made kite yukkuri taoreta

itoshiki bABy mou daijoubu watashi wa anta ni deaeta kara
itoshiki bABy tsukareta desho konya wa watashi no hiza no ue de
oyasumi bABy I love you katherine mada atatakai hoo wo nade
oyasumi bABy wasurenai wa saigo ga watashi no me no mae de yokatta ...

TORANKU no naka ni wa aoi me shita katherine
nari hibiku KURAKUSHON mayoi nado nakatta
watashi to yoku nita hitori bocchi no katherine
kondo wa watashi ga anta wo ...

ENGLISH VERSION
Don't escape to your selfishness anymore
Is it necessary to fawn on me ?
Don't do it alone anymore
In reality I only wonder
whether I want to be fawned on

Don't escape to your selfishness anymore
At least when you're crying I want to be on your side
We are not alone anymore, right
I'm the one who allows you everything when I'm facing you

The lukewarm wind shakes the candle
If the light goes out I want to vanish too
To hide my irritation I hold you up in my arms
You lick my tears off

Beloved bABy ... I don't need something in the form of mere words
My bABy ... I love you katherine
It would be nice if you stayed
Sad bABy ... I'm okay soon You are the one that resembles me so much
My bABy ... I need you katherine
Stay only with me

As for healing your loneliness　　Lukewarm wind and camal
As for healing your loneliness　　katherine with blue eyes

Don't escape to your selfishness anymore
Why did it end with you hating me ?
Why are you looking at me and why are you screaming
With this sad seeming voice ...

The lukewarm wind blows the candle out
The light went out and you stopped screaming
I touched you tenderly　　Your small body just
Came before me and fell down slowly

Beloved bABy I'm okay soon because I've came across you
Beloved bABy I guess you're tired This night you will be on my lap
Good night bABy I love you katherine I'm stroking your still warm cheek
Good night bABy I won't forget The last moment before my eyes was nice ...

In the Trunk is the blue-eyed katherine
The klaxon resounds I didn't have any doubts and the like
The lonely katherine who resembled me so much
Now I will ... you

-> BACK <-

LAST BOUQUET

2009-09-01T19:47:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
ねぇ　またそうやって　僕の顔色伺って
傷つけない様にって言葉探してるでしょ

「信じ合えないのは・・・？」君のせい？
「信じられなかった・・・？」僕のせい。

僕が笑う度に君は寂しそうな顔してる
僕が辛い時君は笑えているかい？　[やそう]
そう　また僕は君の言葉から逃げて
君の傷を深めて君の居場所　奪ってた

「気付いてやれなかった？」そうじゃない
「気付かない振りして」逃げてるだけ・・・

何度も聞こえた僕を呼ぶ君の声
僕はまた耳を塞ぎ無言の言葉・・・「[ごめんね]」1

君が僕を求める度　[Last bouquet]　この心は剝がれていく
君は必死に言葉を探す　[Last bouquet]　たった一つの居場所だったから
君が僕を愛する度　[Last bouquet]　この気持ちは剥がれていく
君の生きる支えとなった　[Last bouquet]　居場所にはもう戻れない　[あぁ]

[あぁ]　戸惑うままの君へ　もう糸は切れているのに

[僕が笑う度に君は寂しそうな顔してる
僕が辛い時君は笑えているかい？]

[君が僕を求める度　[Last bouquet]　この心は剝がれていく
君は必死に言葉を探す　[Last bouquet]　たった一つの居場所だったから
君が僕を愛する度　この気持ちは剥がれていく]

何度も何度も僕を呼ぶ　繋いでと泣く君の着信音
何度も何度も思い出す　卑怯な僕を許さないで
何度も何度も泣かないで　僕じゃ君を愛せないから
何度も何度も願うのは　これ以上愛さないで
こんな僕を恨んで欲しい　思い出になんてしないで
こんな僕を忘れて欲しい

3この歌は君への最後の花であり　最後の愛でもある
なにより卑怯な自分に気付いた瞬間である

ROMAJI VERSION
nee mata sou yatte boku no kao iro ukagatte
kizutsukenai you nitte kotoba sagashiteru desho

"shinji aenai no wa...?" kimi no sei?
"shinjirare na katta...?" boku no sei.

boku ga warau tabi ni kimi wa sabishi sou na kao shiteru
boku ga tsurai toki kimi wa waraete iru kai? [ya sou...]
sou mata boku wa kimi no kotoba kara nigete
kimi no kizu wo fukamete kimi no ibasho ubatteta

"kidzuite yare nakatta?" sou janai
"kidzukanai furishite" nigeteru dake...

nandomo kikoeta boku wo yobu kimi no koe
boku wa mata mimi wo fusagi mugon no kotoba wo... "[gomen ne]"1

kimi ga boku wo motomeru tabi [Last bouquet] kono kokoro wa hagareteiku
kimi wa hisshi ni kotoba wo sagasu [Last bouquet] tatta hitotsu no ibasho datta kara
kimi ga boku wo aisuru tabi [Last bouquet] kono kimochi wa hagareteiku
kimi no ikiru sasae to natta [Last bouquet] ibasho ni wa mou modorenai [aa]

[aa] tomadou mama no kimi e mou ito wa kirete iru no ni

[boku ga warau tabi ni kimi wa sabishi sou na kao shiteru
boku ga tsurai toki kimi wa waraete iru kai?]

[kimi ga boku wo motomeru tabi [Last bouquet] kono kokoro wa hagareteiku
kimi wa hisshi ni kotoba wo sagasu [Last bouquet] tatta hitotsu no ibasho datta kara
kimi ga boku wo aisuru tabi kono kimochi wa hagareteiku]

nandomo nandomo boku wo yobu tsunaide to naku kimi no oto2
nandomo nandomo omoidasu hikyou na boku wo yurusanai de
nandomo nandomo nakanai de boku ja kimi wo aisenai kara
nandomo nandomo negau no wa kore ijou aisanai de
konna boku wo urande hoshii omoide ni nante shinai de
konna boku wo wasurete

ENGLISH VERSION
Hey, you're watching my expressions like that
So you can find words that won't hurt my feelings, right?

"That we couldn't believe in each other is...?" Your fault?
"That I couldn't believe in you is...?" My fault.

Every time I laugh, your face looks so desolate
Is it because I laugh when you're heartbroken? [And so...]
So because of that, I'm running from your words again
I made your wounds deeper when I deprived you of your place

"You didn't notice?" That's not it
"You pretended not to notice" I was just trying to avoid you

I heard your voice calling out my name over and over again
But I just covered my ears and repeated those silent words... "[I'm sorry]"

Every time you yearn for me [Last bouquet] my heart is stripped away
You desperately try to find the right words [Last bouquet] because [you think] this is the only place for you
Every time you [say you] love me [Last bouquet] my feelings are stripped away
You can no longer go back to that place [Last bouquet] that had become your reason for living

[Ah] You're still confused, but the string [tying us together] has already been severed

[Every time I laugh, your face looks so desolate
Is it because I laugh when you're heartbroken?]

[Every time you yearn for me [Last bouquet] my heart is stripped away
You desperately try to find the right words [Last bouquet] because [you think] this is the only place for you
Every time you [say you] love me my feelings are stripped away]

You keep calling me, again and again; your ringtone wails for me to take your call
Over and over, again and again, I recall how so unforgivably cruel I was to you
Please don't keep sobbing over and over again just because I couldn't love you
Over and over, again and again, I find myself wishing that you didn't love me anymore
I want you to resent me to just wipe me from your memories
I want you to forget about me

This song is the last flower I'll give you, as well as the last love
More than anything, in this moment, I realize how cruel I really am

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COCKROACH

2009-09-01T19:39:00.001+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
Trash smell
fukaku nigotta teihen wo ugomeki
mitomerarenai hane wo hayashita ore wa "suteki kai?"
"buzama" na furumai ga oniai daro? sore de ii
ore wa ikiru kusatta very fuckin' doubter!

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is good as orange rotted(2)

te wo nobashi todoku hazu mo nai kabe niramu

Do you see this muzzle some time at your head now?
Now by this time a free hand
gives cockroach some time
Do you see this muzzle some time at your head now?
I am seen in the future when you fall on ground...

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is good as orange rotted!

te wo nobaseba todoku to shinjiteitai

Do you see this muzzle some time at your head now?
Now by this time a free hand
gives cockroach some time
Do you see this muzzle some time at your head now?
I am seen in the future when you fall on ground...

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is good as orange rotted

ENGLISH VERSION
I am moving on a deep and muddy bottom and
wearing unrecognized feathers. Am I "attractive"?
The "unreasonable" action suits me, doesn't it? That's fine.
I am living, spoiled very fuck'in doubter!

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is as good as rotted oranges

I stretch my arm and stare off a far wall.
Do you see this muzzle that aims at your head now?
Now by this hand in a free cockroach some time
Do you see this muzzle that aims at your head now?
I am seen. in the future when you fall on ground...

I wanna believe that I can reach it if I stretch my arm.

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is as good as rotted oranges!

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DIM SCENE

2009-09-01T18:37:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
嘲笑い過ぎた所為でその希求や価値は抜け落ち
隣で眠る断絶は愚行そう　崩れてく情景の意味を朽ちてく意味を
群がる鴉の元へ鳴き止む迄零に逃避する数は追う
歪に曲がるあるべき姿は縫い合わせる程深く解ける

瞳孔に浮かべる現実は殼麻痺した感情の所為か

空が跡切れ光が地に墜ちる嘆く声をあやす赤子の夢
塗り潰し過ぎて爛れてく嘘蝶の羽で落下する蛾
苦悩の裏で溺れている愛亡骸に手を伸ばす傍観者
這いつくばる明日を笑う老婆
どうか俺のままで

辺りを埋め尽くす宛て無き痛み
目を閉じ灯す歌に傷など癒せぬ

壁一面に咲き出した終焉誰もが忘却を願う度
葬失に焼かれた俺の詩は仄暗い虚無の底で溺れてる

ららら

ROMAJI VERSION
azawaraisugita sei de sono kikyuu ya kachi wa nukeochi
tonari de nemuru danzetsu wa gukou sou kuzureteku joukei no imi wo kuchiteku imi wo
muragaru karasu no moto he nakiyamu made zero ni touhi suru kazu wa ou
ibitsu ni magaru arubeki sugata wa nuiawaseru hodo fukaku tokeru

doukou ni ukaberu genjitsu wa kara mahi shita kokoro* no sei ka

sora ga togire hikari ga chi ni ochiru nageku koe wo ayasu akago no yume
nuritsubushisugite tadareteku uso chou no hane de rakka suru ga
kunou no ura de oborete iru ai nakigara ni te wo nobasu boukansha
haitsukubaru asu wo warau rouba
douka ore no mama de

atari wo umetsukusu atenaki itami
me wo toji tomosu uta ni kizu nado iyasenu

kabe ichimen ni sakidashita owari daremo ga boukyaku wo negau tabi
soushitsu ni yakareta ore no uta wa honogurai kyomu no soko de oboreteru

rarara

ENGLISH VERSION
For an over ridiculed reason that demand and value was amiss
The severance sleeping next to me was foolish so the meaning of that crumbling sight, the rotting meaning
To the origin of the gathering crow The numbers escaping for zero are chasing me
The ideal shape turning in an irregular way is fiercely melting like it is being sewed together

What is really floating in a pupil is a shell Is that the fault of my paralysed heart?

The light that is interrupting the sky is falling onto the earth The dream of a baby is sootheíng the grieving voices
An inflamed lie that was paint out too often A moth that is falling with the wings of a butterfly
Love that is drowning behind grief Onlookers that are reaching their hands out for the corpse
An old lady laughing about tomorrow that's groveling
Somehow that's the way I want it to be

Aimless pain is covering my surroundings completely
I'm closing my eyes, but enlightening the poem can't heal my wounds

Demise started to bloom all over the wall Everytime somebody asked for oblivion
My poem that got burned over a loss is drowning at the bottom of gloomy nothingness

lalala

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OGRE

2009-09-01T18:34:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
自我崩壊乱用覚醒浮遊錯乱Abuse
疎外自閉嫌悪欲情詭弁自慰性的Abuse
Ogre play
God is not a humanist

I-n-f-e-c-t-i-o-n

愛憎無言拒絶解離無択弱子遺棄絶縁
輪舞剥離孤独鬱　加害思想　弱者の群れ

Ogre play
God is a beast
God is a liar
You make money by faith

Ogre Play
You are the ogre who wore skin of God

ROMAJI VERSION
jiga houkai ranyou kakusei fuyuu sakuran abuse
sogai ji hei ken'o yokujou kiben jii seiteki abuse
ogre play
god is not a humanist

i-n-f-e-c-t-i-o-n

aizou mugon kyozetsu kai ri mu taku jaku ko iki zetsuen
rinbu hakuri kodoku utsu kagai shisou jakusha no mure

ogre play
god is a beast
god is a liar
you make money by faith

ogre play
you are the ogre who wore skin of god

ENGLISH VERSION
Self Decay Misuse Awakening Drifting Disorder Abuse
Alienation Self-isolation Disgust Lust Sophism Self-consolatory Abuse
Ogre play
God is not a humanist

I-n-f-e-c-t-i-o-n

Love and Hate Close-mouthed Rejection Dissociation Chosen Infant Abandonment Severed relations
Round dance Detachment Solitude Depression Thoughts of Assault Herd of The Weak

Ogre play
God is a beast
God is a liar
You make money by faith

Ogre Play
You are the ogre who wore skin of God

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IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS

2009-09-01T18:27:00.001+09:00

ENGLISH VERSION
The little freedom which I know
All which I should keep
It may be lost someday
Anyone is the same
I stood in this stage and have noticed it
Am I who sings there truth?
It is wrong! I am here

Let's deliver nonfiction
A song like misfortune pride
I vomit original pain
The only means to prove oneself

I have a beloved person and family
Nothing is different from you
Look as one human being

Honor and position aren't important
Do you remember it?
It becomes a motherfucker

The little freedom which I know
The dream which I should keep
It may be lost someday
Am I who sings there truth?
It is wrong! I am here
No one can be saved with lie

Let's deliver nonfiction
A song like misfortune pride
I vomit original pain
To ascertain each other's wound
Let's deliver all of me
A song like misfortune pride
In the middle of chaos
The only means to prove oneself

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SHIROKI YUUTSU (白き優鬱)

2009-09-01T18:17:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
白き優鬱
風に靡くドレープの向こう
薄弱な声に震えたのは身体じゃなく
初めて意識した「失い」

染み付いて離れぬ不安感
拭う手の温もりを忘れそう
白壁が連れ去る安心感
四月は何度見れば終わる

掛け違うだけでこんなに容易く崩れてゆける
そう　口に出すよりも脆く

ひらりひらりと悲しげに揺れる
返す笑みには映らない
優鬱よ何処へ
噛み締める弱さが知ったハカナさの意味
今は君を守る様に抱く様に…

答えが嘘だと言って　悪い夢なのと笑って

息も出来ずにただ堪えるだけ
詰まる言葉を覆い尽くす
優鬱よ何処へ
しがみつき願った明日は今も咲いてる
君を守るかのように
ゆら　ゆら　ゆら

ROMAJI VERSION
kaze ni nabiku doreepu no mukou
hakujakuna koe ni furueta no wa karada ja naku
hajimete ishiki shita "ushinai"

shimitsuite hanarenu fuankan
nuguu te no nukumori wo wasuresou
shirakabe ga tsuresaru anshinkan
shigatsu wa nando mireba owaru

kakechigau dake de konna ni tayasuku kuzurete yukeru
sou kuchi ni dasu yori mo moroku

hirari hirari to kanashige ni yureru
kaesu emi ni wa utsuranai
yuuutsu yo doko he
kamishimeru yowasa ga shitta hakanasa no imi
ima wa kimi wo mamoru you ni daku you ni...

kotae ga uso da to itte warui yume na no to waratte

iki mo dekizu ni tada kotaeru dake
tsumaru kotoba wo ooi tsukusu
yuutsu yo doko he
shigamitsuki negatta asu wa ima mo saiteru
kimi wo mamoru ka no you ni
yura yura yura

ENGLISH VERSION
White melancholie
On the other side of the drape that is fluttering in the wind
What I was trembleing for with a weak voice was no body
It was the 'loss' I noticed for the first time

Indelibly stained with a feeling of fear I can't get rid off
I seem to forget the warmth of that hand that was wiped away
The feeling of safety is taken away by the white walls
How many Aprils do I have to see until it'll end?

By crossing paths I'll be able to easily make this crumble
So this is more fragile than I can express

Lightly I'm swaying in sadness
It's not reflected in the ever returning smile
Where to with the melancholie
The meaning of transitoriness, I knew my weakness I reflected upon
At the moment it's like I'm protecting you, like I'm huging you...

I'm saying your answer is a lie Laughing about my bad dreams
I'm simply enduring that I can't even breathe
I'm completely hiding my blocked words
Where to with the melancholie
The clinging wanted tomorrow is still blooming
Like the flame that is protecting you
flickering flickering

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DISTRESS AND COMA

2009-09-01T17:06:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
Until your distress sleeps,
fill me up with your grief.
Until your distress sleeps... [x2]

Hello, dear my bride...
何を見ているの？
床に散った蝶も拾えぬその目で

忘れたいのは白過ぎた苦痛
信じてると言い聞かす傷は消えない

踊る踊る眠らせてと踊る
止まぬ涙
声を殺し弱く震える手に
唇を落とす

Hello, dear my bride...
足下を焼く
耳鳴りにもう近付く必要など

無意識に吐いた息が肌を沿う
寡黙揺らす刃に笑みを…
忘れたいのは白過ぎた苦痛
信じてると言い聞かす傷は消えない

痩せた夢に覚めぬ現実が映る
悲しみさえ
素顔だよと答えてくれるなら
傷付いてもいい

忘れないで
痛みを知るアナタに惹かれた事
此処…

「でおやすみ」

踊る踊る眠れるまで踊る
止まぬ涙
何も無いと心を塞ぐ度
枯れそうだと
痩せた夢に「もう一度」を歌う
悲しみさえ
自分だよと答えてくれるなら
傷付いてもいい…

終わる筈の夢に,
さよならが咲いてる

ROMAJI VERSION
Until your distress sleeps,
fill me up with your grief.
Until your distress sleeps... [x2]

Hello, dear my bride...
Nani wo mite iru no?
Yuka ni chitta chou mou hiroenu sono me de.

Wasuretai no wa shiro sugita kutsuu,
shinjiteru to iikikasu kizu ha kienai.

Odoru, odoru, nemurasete to odoru.
Yamanu namida...
Koe wo koroshi yowaku furu te ni
kuchibiru wo otosu.

Hello, dear my bride...
Ashimoto wo yaku.
Miminari ni mou chikadzuku hitsuyou nado.

Muishiki ni haita iki ga hada wo sou,
kamoku yurasu yabia ni emi wo... (emi wo)

Wasuretai no wa shiro sugita kutsuu,
shinjiteru to iikikatsu kizu ha kienai.

Yaseta yume ni samenu ima ga utsuru kanashimi sae.
Sugao da yo to kotaete kureru nara,
kizutsuite mo ii.

Wasurenaide itami wo shiro
anata ni hikareta koto
koko de...

[deoyasumi]

Odoru, odoru, nemureru made odoru.
Yamanu namida...
Nanimo nai to kokoro fusagu tabi
karesou da to.
Yaseta yume ni "mou ichido" wo
utau,
kanashimi sae.
Jubun da yo to kotaeta kureru nara,
kizutsuite mo ii...

Until your distress sleeps,
fill me up with your grief.
Until your distress sleeps...

Owaru hazu no yume ni,
sayounara ga saiteru...

ENGLISH VERSION
Until your distress sleeps…Fill me up with your grief

Hello…dear my bride. What is it that you're looking at?
Not even butterflies that have fallen to the floor can be gathered up in those eyes.

What I want to forget is that too-white suffering. The wound that convinces you I believe in you won't die away.

Dance, dance, when I'm allowed to sleep I dance. These unrelenting tears...
Killing my voice in these hands that shake weakly, I drop my lips down to you.

Hello…dear my bride. Your footsteps are scorched.
Somehow, it must be necessary that they’re already becoming a ringing in my ears.

The breath I let out without thinking runs across my skin. On a restrained, swaying sword, your smile...
What I want to forget is that too-white suffering. The wound that convinces you I believe in you won't die away.

In my emaciated dreams, this moment I can't wake up from is reflected. God, even sadness...
If you will answer that you’re genuine, then I don't mind getting hurt.

Don't forget it, that I was captivated by you who knows pain.

Right here, goodnight.

Dance, dance, until I'm able to sleep I dance. These unrelenting tears...
Every time I close my heart off when there's nothing left, when it feels like I'll wither away…
In my emaciated dreams, I sing “one more time”. God, even sadness...
If you will answer that this is you, yourself, then I don't mind getting hurt.

In these dreams that should end, our goodbye is blooming.

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13STAIRS[-]1

2009-09-01T17:02:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
退廃思想　浮世離れのGrave
Discrimination against music
合法の13
The loser who was brainwashed

Bullshit

Commit suicide in with-it-ness
Right now…
In front of me!

You cannot understand my vulgar thought
It is a correct answer
It is your duty to train a slave waving a waist

Rotten buyer
Shame on you!
Commit suicide in with-it-ness
In front of me!
Bravely…

Rotten seller
Know yourself!
Commit suicide in with-it-ness
Before that…
Suck my dick

The industry has been already over
The red base
All the losers sing a hymn in hell
Enjoy a vulgar play

さぁ笑え　飛び降りれぬループ　数式に喰われた核
さぁ笑え　まだやれるんだろう?　13まであと少し

Can't get back
A loser of the uncontrollability
Enjoy a vulgar play

Can't get back

ROMAJI VERSION
taihai shisou ukiyobanare no Grave
Discrimination against music
gouhou no 13
The loser who was brainwashed

Bullshit

Commit suicide in with-it-ness
Right now…
In front of me!

You cannot understand my vulgar thought
It is a correct answer
It is your duty to train a slave waving a waist

Rotten buyer
Shame on you!
Commit suicide in with-it-ness
In front of me!
Bravely…

Rotten seller
Know yourself!
Commit suicide in with-it-ness
Before that…
Suck my dick

The industry has been already over
The red base
All the losers sing a hymn in hell
Enjoy a vulgar play

saa warae tobiorirenu ruupu suushiki ni kuwareta kaku
saa warae mada yareru n darou? 13 made ato sukoshi

Can't get back
A loser of the uncontrollability
Enjoy a vulgar play

Can't get back

ENGLISH VERSION
Decadence of thought A grave that is seperated from the fleeting life
Discrimination against music
Legal 13
The loser who was brainwashed

Bullshit

Commit suicide in with-it-ness
Right now…
In front of me!

You cannot understand my vulgar thought
It is a correct answer
It is your duty to train a slave waving a waist

Rotten buyer
Shame on you!
Commit suicide in with-it-ness
In front of me!
Bravely…

Rotten seller
Know yourself!
Commit suicide in with-it-ness
Before that…
Suck my dick

The industry has been already over
The red base
All the losers sing a hymn in hell
Enjoy a vulgar play

Well you can laugh now A ring you can't jump off of A core that was eaten up by numerical formula
Well you can laugh now Can you still do it? It's only a little longer until 13

Can't get back
A loser of the uncontrollability
Enjoy a vulgar play

Can't get back

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GUREN (紅蓮/CRIMSON LOTUS)

2009-09-01T16:55:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
ごめんね　あと少し　アナタの名前と眠らせて

寄り添った過ぎし日は痛みを喜び合い
両手に映し出す　アナタを想い泣いている
其処(そこ)に降る悲しみは知らないままでいいよ
安息に震えを覚えた足りぬ目は何を見る

※薄れないで　アナタよ
僅(わず)かな吐息を聞かせて欲しい
小さな鼓動で泣く
アナタよ　此処(ここ)までおいで※

変わらない夢に続きがあるなら
どうか途切れずに…
幸福と呼べなくても溺れて重ならぬ日々を

(※くり返し)

「救いの手さえも曖昧で
秒刻みの繭(まゆ)は糸を千切れずに灰に成る」

薄れないで　アナタよ
僅かな吐息で聞いてて欲しい
小さな鼓動の音(ね)に掠(かす)れぬ祈りよ届け
呼べぬ名前を抱いて
指折り数える明日は消えない
耳を塞(ふさ)ぎ聞いてた　揺籠(ゆりかご)揺れる音
取り戻せぬ春に紅蓮の花が咲く

ROMAJI VERSION
gomen ne, ato sukoshi anata no namae to nemurasete

yorisotta sugishi hi ha itami wo yorokobi ai
ryoute ni utsushidasu anata wo omoi naiteiru
soko ni furu kanashimi ha shiranai mama de iiyo
ansoku ni furue wo oboeta tarinu me wa nani wo miru

usure naide anata yo wazuka na toiki wo kikasete hoshii
chiisana kodou de naku anata yo koko made oide
kawaranai yume ni tsuzuki ga aru nara douka togirezuni
koufuku to yobe nakutemo oborete kasanarunu hibi wo

usurenaide anata yo wazuka na toiki wo kikasete hoshii
chiisana kodou de naku anata yo koko made oide
sukui no te sae mo aimai de byou kizami no mayu wa
ito wo chigirezuni hai ni naru

usure naide anata yo wazuka na toiki de kiitete hoshii
chiisana kodou no oto ne ni kasure nu inori yo todoke
yobenu namae wo daite yubiori kazoeru asu wa kienai
mimi wo fusagi kiiteta yurikago yureru oto

torimodose nu haru ni guren no hana ga saku

ENGLISH VERSION
I'm sorry... just a little while more, let me sleep by your name.

The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched with joy
Reflecting in both hands
I cry when I think of you
The sadness that rains there
It's fine to not know about it
In my rest I remembered the shivering
What are these insufficient eyes looking at?

Please don't fade away
Let me hear the tiny sigh
Crying in the small heartbeat
I want you come here!

If there's a continuation in unchanging dreams
Don;t let it stop somehow...
Even if it isn't called happiness
The drowning days that don't overlap

Please don't fade away
Let me hear the tiny sigh
Crying in the small heartbeat
I want you come here!

Even the hands of salvation it remains ambiguous
The cocoon of shredded seconds
Will the string be torn off and reduced to ashes?

Please don't fade away
I want to hear the tiny sigh
In the sound of the small heartbeat
Please let the ungrazed prayer reach you
Embracing the name which I cannot call out
Counting on my fingers, tomorrow won't disappear
I heard with clogged ears
The sound that swayed the cradle

In the spring that can't be retrieved, the crimson lotus blooms

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HEADACHE MAN

2009-09-01T16:45:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
All is true.. and all is a lie..
Shut up, mother fucker!

Show your brain, which I cannot understand.
観音面の　ＤＡＤ　妄想の構想常に暴走
Stop the bad joke!

You are a romancer! [x8]

Please do not confuse my band,
by a lie anymore.
You are too awkward a man.
Leave here before a ditch deepens...

I am a cause of your headache,
and this is your song. [x2]

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens. [x2]

Show your brain which I cannot understand.
観音面の　ＤＡＤ　妄想の構想常に暴走
Stop the bad joke.

I am a cause of your headache,
and this is your song. [x2]

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens. [x2]

Get out, dear dick man!

All is true.. and all is a lie..

ROMAJI VERSION
All is true.. and all is a lie..
Shut up, mother fucker!

Show your brain, which I cannot understand.
Kannon tsura no DAD bousou no kousou tsune ni bousou.
Stop the bad joke!

You are a romancer! [x8]

Please do not confuse my band,
by a lie anymore.
You are too awkward a man.
Leave here before a ditch deepens...

I am a cause of your headache,
and this is your song. [x2]

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens. [x2]

Show your brain which I cannot understand.
Kannon tsura no DAD bousou no kousou tsune ni bousou.
Stop the bad joke!

I am a cause of your headache,
And this is your song. [x2]

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens. [x2]

Get out, dear dick man!

All is true.. and all is a lie..

ENGLISH VERSION
All is true...and all is a lie...
Shut up, motherfucker!

Show your brain, which I cannot understand.
Dad with the mask of Kannon*,
A plan of delusion and endless rampage.
Stop the bad joke.

You are a romancer! [x8]

Please do not confuse my band
By a lie anymore.
You are too awkward a man;
Leave here before a ditch deepens...

I am a cause of your headache,
And this is your song. [x2]

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens. [x2]

Show your brain, which I cannot understand.
Dad with the mask of Kannon*,
A plan of delusion and endless rampage.
Stop the bad joke.

I am a cause of your headache,
And this is your song. [x2]

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens. [x2]

Get out, dear dick man!

All is true...and all is a lie...

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NAKIGAHARA (泣ヶ原)

2009-09-01T16:39:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
安息に狂える春色忘れてしまえるものならば
朽壊の美に両目沈め只　孤独なのだと笑える
第三に飼われる春色　息潜め泥濘を泳ぐ
バタ足で溺れてゆく様は想像通りでつまらない
現実を殺す利き手より
容易く傷を付けれただろう
名を埋めて

腐敗した根が水面揺らす歪むように廻る歯車
軋む音に耳を傾ける綺麗に狂えてるだろうか
全ては禁句の浅い海鮮やかと見間違える程　汚れ

さようなら　無法の闇に堕ちてゆく
さようなら　これで終わり

涙　慟哭の雨　虚無と向き合う度溢れ
綴る言葉が滲む
涙　いつかは涸れ　静寂に殺される
影踏みの終わりに血迷い

腐敗した根が水面揺らす　歪むように廻る歯車
軋む音に身を投げ気付いたソレと似ている事に気付いた

涙　慟哭の雨　虚無と向き合う度溢れ
綴る言葉が滲む
涙　孤独と散る　静寂に生きるなら
二度と笑えぬ様に刻んで

貴方を愛した私がいる貴方を見つめた私がいる
貴方を求めた私がいる貴方を失くした私がいる
私を愛した貴方がいる私を見つめる貴方がいる
私を壊した貴方がいる私を奪った貴方がいる
私を殺した貴方がいる

ROMAJI VERSION
ansoku ni kurueru haruiro wasurete shimaeru mono naraba
kyuukai no bi ni ryoume shizume tada kodokuna no da to waraeru
daisan ni kawareru haruiro iki hisome nukarumi wo oyogu
bataashi de oborete yuku sama wa souzou toori de tsumaranai
genjitsu wo korosu kikite yori
tayasuku kizu wo kitsukereta darou
na wo umete

fuhai shita ne ga minamo yurasu yugamu you ni mawaru haguruma
kishimu ne ni mimi wo katamukeru kirei ni kurueteru darou ka?
subete wa kinku no asai umi azayaka to mimachigaeru hodo kegare

sayounara muhou no yami ni ochite yuku
sayounara kore de owari

namida doukoku no ame kyomu to mukiau tabi afure
tsuzuru kotoba ga nijimu
namida itsuka wa kare seijaku ni korosareru
kagefumi no owari ni chimayoi

fuhai shita ne ga minamo yurasu yugamu you ni mawaru haguruma
kishimu ne ni mi wo nage kizuita sore to nite iru koto ni kizuita

namida doukoku no ame kyomu to mukiau tabi afure
tsuzuru kotoba ga nijimu
namida　kodoku to chiru seijaku ni ikiru nara
nidoto waraenu you ni kizande

anata wo aishita watashi ga iru anata wo mitsumeta watashi ga iru
anata wo motometa watashi ga iru anata wo nakushita watashi ga iru
watashi wo aishita anata ga iru watashi wo mitsumeru anata ga iru
watashi wo kowashita anata ga iru watashi wo ubatta anata ga iru
watashi wo koroshita anata ga iru

ENGLISH VERSION
Colors of the spring, you can go mad by their ease If I could just forget
One can get depressed by watching the beauty of decay with both eyes One can laugh thinking that it's just loneliness
The colors of the spring were raised for the third time Keeping my breath slow I'm swimming in the dirt
It's not convenient to have the illusion that I'll drown with flutter kick
Better than my dominant hand surpressing reality
I'd rather hold onto my light wound
Bury your name

Rotted roots are swaying on the water's surface Cog-wheel are turning like they are distorted
I'm carefully listening to the creaking sounds Can I go completely mad?
All this is a shallow ocean of taboo words It's dirty as much as you can mistake it as clear

Good-bye I'll fall into a lawless darkness
Good-bye It ends with this

Tears Rain of lamentation Every time I'm facing nothingness they're flowing over
The spelled words are blurrying
Tears Somewhen they'll dry I will be killed by silence
At the end of walking in shadows I'll lose my mind

Rotted roots are swaying on the water's surface Cog-wheel are turning like they are distorted
I noticed throwing my body towards the creaking sounds I noticed something similar to that

Tears Rain of lamentation Every time I'm facing nothingness they're flowing over
The spelled words are blurrying
Tears They are scattering with loneliness when you live in silence
Engraved in the fact that I'd never be able to smile again

There is me who loved you There is me who stared at you
There is me who wanted you There is me who lost you
There is you who loved me There is you who stares at me
There is you who destroyed me There is you who snatch me away
There is you who killed me

-> BACK <-

LEECH

2009-09-01T16:31:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
Nobody believes you.

Marbleの壁は高く泥に塗れていたよ
殴りつけられたような痛みが俺を離さねぇ
大量に零れた Imperfection 完全に飲まれた Expression
I who sings black again.
I who dyes black again.
何度も頭を潰す Insult

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
[Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.]
未だ見えねぇ行方知れずの物纏わせたのは全て上辺だけ
売り飛ばされたのは思想の偽造凝りもせずまた寄って来やがる

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your face.]
目に映る答えを描く
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
黒き日は今も褪せぬまま
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

流れた欠陥と無表情と無力時が忘却に飢えても忘れる事はしない

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
[Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.]
未だ見えねぇ行方知れずの物纏わせたのは全て上辺だけ
売り飛ばされたのは思想の偽造凝りもせずまた寄って来やがる

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your face.]
目に映る答えが消える
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
黒き日を葬る無意味さに
I felt humiliation.

美しき静寂が悲しげに揺れてる目を塞ぐ事さえ罪
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?!

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live. [x2]

Fuck off.

ROMAJI VERSION
Nobody believes you.

Marble no kabe wa takaku doro ni mamirete ita yo,
naguritsukerareta youna itami ga ore wo hanasanee,
tairyou ni koboreta Imperfection,
kanzen ni nomareta Expression,
I who sings black again.
I who dyes black again.
Nandomo atama wo tsubusu Insult.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
[Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.]
Imada mienee yukue shirezu no mono matowaseta no wa subete uwabe dake uritobasareta no wa shisou no gizou shikori mo sezu mata yotte kiyagaru.

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your face.]
Me ni utsuru kotae wo egaku.
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
Kuroki hi wa ima mo asenu mama.
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

Nagareta kekkan to muhyoujou to muryoku toki ga boukyaku ni uete mo wasureru koto wa shinai.

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
[Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.]
Imada mienee yukue shirezu no mono matowaseta no wa subete uwabe dake uritobasareta no wa shisou no gizou shikori mo sezu mata yotte kiyagaru.

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your face.]
Me ni utsuru kotae ga kieru.
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
Kuroki hi wo houmuru muimi sa ni.
I felt humiliation.

Utsukushiki seijaku ga, kanashige ni yureteru,
me wo fusagu koto sae tsumi.
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?!

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live. [x2]

Fuck off.

ENGLISH VERSION
The marble wall is highly covered in dirt
A pain like I have been beaten up won't release me
Imperfection peeked through in large quantity Expression swallowed in perfection
I who sings black again. I who dyes black again.
Insult that smashed my head many times

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
Your whereabouts which I can't see yet, something I can't know is that what you show off is only the surface
What sold off is forgery of thought Without any uneasiness you approach again

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
Depicting the answer reflected in your eyes
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
The black day still won't fade
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

Washed away faults and expressionlessness and powerlessness Even if time is longing for oblivion I won't forget

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.
Your whereabouts which I can't see yet, something I can't know is that what you show off is only the surface
What sold off is forgery of thought Without any uneasiness you approach again

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
The answer reflected in your eyes vanishes
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
Burying the black day in meaningless
I felt humiliation.

With my sad look the beautiful silence is wavering, even closing my eyes is a sin
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain? The president.
You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

-> BACK <-

A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN

2009-09-01T16:27:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
床下のHigh society 寸劇の狂喜は美しい
Abnormal culture＝Modern normal
自滅的で美しい

A sense of beauty…Supply and demand

酷く高価なMasquerade 麻痺してゆく快感に溺れる
Abnormal beauty＝Modern beauty
引き攣った笑みは綺麗

目の前で手招いて巧みに羽粉を撒く

Fakeに悦楽 Alcoholじゃ溶けぬART
表面だけじゃ Without a doubt
freedom of expression 良く出来てる
The product of the sense of beauty
OrangeのHead

You resemble a butterfly
It is only a pretense
You forget to have been called a moth sometime…

A sense of beauty… Supply and demand
他者が作った表情でも唯一の存在

床下のHigh society

ROMAJI VERSION
yukashita no High society sungeki no kyouki wa utsukushii
Abnormal culture＝Modern normal
jimetsuteki de utsukushii

A sense of beauty…Supply and demand

hodoku houkana Masquerade mahi shite yuku kaikan ni oboreru
Abnormal beauty＝Modern beauty
hikitsutta emi wa kirei

me no mae de temaneite takumi ni hane ko wo maku

Fake ni etsuraku Alcohol ja tokenu ART
hyoumen dake ja Without a doubt
freedom of expression yoku dekiteru
The product of the sense of beauty
Orange no Head

You resemble a butterfly
It is only a pretense
You forget to have been called a moth sometime…

A sense of beauty… Supply and demand
tasha ga tsukutta hyoujou de mo yuiitsu no sonzai

yukashita no High society

ENGLISH VERSION
High society under the floor The wild joy during skit is beautiful
Abnormal culture＝Modern normal
Self-destroying and beautiful

A sense of beauty…Supply and demand

Cruelly expensive masquerade Drowning in the pleasant feeling of being paralyzed
Abnormal beauty＝Modern beauty
A tense smile is beautiful

In front of my eyes you're inviting me and smartly scatter the dust from your wings

Joy over Fake ART that can't melt to Alcohol
It's only surface Without a doubt
freedom of expression You're doing well.
The product of the sense of beauty
A Head of Oranges

You resemble a butterfly
It is only a pretense
You forget to have been called a moth sometime…

A sense of beauty… Supply and demand
Even with a facial expression made by soneone else you're an unique existance

High society under the floor

-> BACK <-

THE INVISIBLE WALL

2009-09-01T16:12:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself

In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

瓦礫の下で真実がのたうち回る絵は何ょりも深い
[The invisible wall]
孤独　憎悪　嫉妬　不安虚無に咲いた無表情　何よりも思い
[The invisible wall]

惨状覆う　不条理に思えた笑う青空

In the maze without an end...
過ちに溺れ
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
償い続け...And die

Pig is that soaked in soup of crime...
In the maze without an end...

「Hate yourself」
過ちに溺れ
In the maze without an end...
「Hate yourself」
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
愛情も知らぬ孤独なパレード

Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

ROMAJI VERSION
Pig that is soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself

In the maze without an end,
why do you still breathe?

Gareki no shita de shinjitsu ga notauchimawaru e wa,
Naniyorimo fukai [The invisible wall],
Kodoku zouo shitto fuan,
Kyomu ni saita muhyoujou naniyorimo omoi[The invisible wall]

Sanjou oou fujouri ni omoeta warau aozora

In the maze without an end,
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end,
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark dead sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.

Pig that is soaked in soup of crime

In the maze without an end,「Hate yourself」
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end, 「Hate yourself」
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark dead sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Aijou mo shiranu kodoku na parade,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark dead sea
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.

Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

ENGLISH VERSION
Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself

In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

The picture in which the truth coils up below the rubble
Is the deepest of all
[The invisible wall]
The facial inexpressiveness
In which isolation, hatred, jealousy, anxiety
And nothingness bloom is the heaviest of all
[The invisible wall]

The blue sky that seemed to be absurd
Concealed a terrible spectacle

In the maze without an end...
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
Keep on recompensing it...And die

Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
In the maze without an end...

"Hate yourself"
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
"Hate yourself"
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
A lonely parade that doesn't even know about love

Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

-> BACK <-

TAION (体温)

2009-08-26T16:52:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen ? Someone should answer ...

どうか酷い夢だと答えて欲しい
どれだけ叫び　悶え　苦しめばいい
どうか酷い夢だと教えて欲しい
ちぎれそうな声で何度も叫んだ

There is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is mixed in the midwinter.

声を殺して枯れそうな自分に言い聞かせていた
生きる事を見失わぬよう
声を殺して震えた夜は痛みに溺れていく
途切れそうな息を許して...

どうか酷い夢だと答えて欲しい
どれだけ叫び　悶え　苦しめばいい
どうか酷い夢だと教えて欲しい
最後にもう一度だけ笑ってみたい

ROMAJI VERSION
A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer...

Douka hidoi yumedato kotaetehoshii
Doredake sakebi modae kurushimebaii
Douka hidoi yumedato oshietehoshii
Chigiresouna koe de nandomo sakenda

There is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is
mixed in the midwinter.

Koe wo koroshite karesouna jibu ni ikikaseteita
Ikirukoto wo miushinawanuyou
Koe wo koroshite furuete yoruwa itami ni oboreteiku
Togiresuna iki wo yurushite...

Douka hidoi yumedato kotaetehoshii
Doredaka sakebi modae kurushimebaii
Douka hidoi yumedato oshiete hoshii
Saigo ni mouichido dake warattemitai

ENGLISH VERSION
A wintry sky and the broken street light, cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up, a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum, it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer...

I wish you'll somehow answer me, that it's all a horrible dream.
To what extent should I shout, writhe and suffer till it's alright?
Please, I wish you'll tell me it's all a horrible dream.
With voice that seemed broken, I cried out over and over again.

There is no hand preparing the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum, a faint temperature is
mixed in the midwinter.

Suppressing my voice and ordering my withered self to live on,
To not lose sight of the living.
Suppressing my voice, I'll remember the trembling night in pain
Forgive my uninterrupted breath...

I wish you'll somehow answer me, that it's all a horrible dream.
To what extent should I shout, writhe and suffer till it's alright?
Please, I wish you'll tell me it's all a horrible dream.
In the end, I just want to try and laugh once more

-> BACK <-

DISCHARGE

2009-08-26T16:35:00.002+09:00

ENGLISH VERSION
OHHH

Here's one fucking text
So full of madness!

...
...
reborn, reborn, reborn, evil children of death
...
Test one three we were reborn yeah
Time to be evil, that's about that text
...
...

We are fucking japanese
And it was that during
And we're right!
You are ready?

OHH

Follow this shit!
This time it never was
Follow this shit!
Japanese it's not to late
Follow this shit!
Surely everyone
Follow this shit!
Surely it wasn't to late
Follow this shit!
As I swear you won't forget
Follow this shit!
I stand with you in hell!
Follow this shit!
And wasn't it ok?
Follow this shit!
Follow this shit!

I'd like you let me join that simple party people
Please let me join that fuckers

OHH

...
...
...
...

...
...
...
...

That is what I tell
That is what I tell
...
She was a motherfucking fan of myself

OHH

Follow this shit!
Surley it never was
Follow this shit!
Japanese isn't lost!
Follow this shit!
Japanese never die!
Follow this shit!
Just tell me one word
Follow this shit!
Listen to my fucking text!
Follow this shit!
You son of a bitch...
Follow this shit!
I won't tell you a second one
Follow this shit!
Japanese

-> BACK <-

SILLY GOD DISCO

2009-08-26T16:23:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to the chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I’m already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let’s go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

踊らないか？Real Cinderella　傷だらけのガラスのマーチンで

Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?

聞かせてよ「bodies」
絶頂を教えてやるよtonight

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let’s go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you
踊らないか？ Real Cinderella 傷だらけのガラスのマーチンで

Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?

歪みを上げて
響かせてくれtonight
どうにでもしてくれ
狂い出した夜に[DO LUCK]よりも甘いFuck’n rollぶち込んでくれ

ROMAJI VERSION
It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to the chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I’m already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let’s go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

Odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no garasu no maachin de!

Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God Are you ready?

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let’s go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

Odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no garasu no maachin de!

Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?

Kikasete yo bodies
zecchou wo oshiete yaru yo tonight
hizumi wo agete
hibiki kasetekure tonight
dou ni demo shitekure

ENGLISH VERSION
It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to be chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against
a high wall hereafter
I'm already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore it at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom
and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

Shall we dance? Real Cinderella, with the flawed glass martin!

Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God Are you ready?

I swore it at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom
and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

Shall we dance? Real Cinderella, with the flawed glass martin!

Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?
Hey God! Are you ready?

Please, sing "bodies" for me
I will tell you the top tonight
Increasing the distortion
Please, echo tonight
You can do anything to me.
Please throw the sweet Fuck'n roll rather than
the mad night do luck

-> BACK <-

CASSIS

2009-08-26T16:11:00.005+09:00

KANJI VERSION
ずっと繰り返してたずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて僕は動けぬまま
あなたに触れる事が何故こんなに苦しいのですか？
きっと同じ事を繰り返しあなたを失ってしまうのが怖かったから

寄り添う事で拭おうとした忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずにこの手を握ってくれたね

明日あなたの気持ちが離れてもきっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくてもきっと変わらず愛している。

And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

辛い事さえ忘れるくらいあなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に焦がれる胸

かけ違いの寂しさ募るどうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても信じ合える二人でいよう

どうかこのまま笑っていたいあなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度薄れて行ったあんな想い繰り返したくない
明日あなたの気持ちが離れてもきっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくてもきっと変わらず愛している。
どうか僕だけを見つめていてどうか　この手が解けぬよう

And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

ROMAJI VERSION
zutto kurikaeshiteta zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
kitto anata sae mo kizutsukete boku wa ugokenu mama
anata ni fureru koto ga naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?
Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara

yorisou koto de nuguou to shita wasure kire nakatta hi wo
anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigette kureta ne

ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo kitto kawarazu aishite iru
ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu aishite iru.

I will walk together, the future not promised yet
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are..

tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai anata wo omotte iru
aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni kogaeru mune

kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru douka hitorikiri de nakanai de
donna ni hanarete ite mo shinji aeru futari de iyou

douka kono mama waratte itai anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta anna omoi kurikaeshitaku nai
ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo kitto kawarazu aishite iru
ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shite iru.

douka boku dake wo mitsumete ite douka kono te ga togukenu you

And we'll will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future which in which you are...

ENGLISH VERSION
Always, over and over again
Always, I did nothing but make you sad
Surely I've hurt you, even now I still can't move

Why does it hurt so much to be touched by you?
Surely, the same things will repeat themselves
Because I'm scared I'll lose you

By drawing close I tried to wipe away
That day which I couldn't completely forget
You just held these hands without asking anything, didn't you?

Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail

And we'll walk together, the future's not promised
it keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

At least I can forget all the hard times
Thinking about you
Counting the number of nights I can't see you
My heart yearns for you

Inviting the loneliness of misunderstanding
Somehow, please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are
Let's believe in each other

I want to keep smiling like this no matter what
Not being made to hurt you
The number of time lapses are fading away
I don't want to repeat those feelings

Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail

Somehow, please look only at me
Somehow, please don't let go of this hand

And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

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JASMINE YOU

2009-08-19T21:59:00.004+09:00

...WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ;[...

DIM

2009-07-19T01:21:00.017+09:00

01. Hakuri (剥離) - 1:43
02. THE INVISIBLE WALL - 4:36
03. A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN - 2:57
04. LEECH - 4:12
05. Nakigahara (泣ヶ原) - 7:19
06. Erika (エリカ) - 0:53
07. HEADACHE MAN - 3:52
08. Guren (紅蓮) - 5:23
09. Shikyuu (子宮) - 0:43
10. 13STAIRS[-]1 - 5:02
11. DISTRESS AND COMA - 5:15
12. Kanshoku (感触) - 0:52
13. Shiroki Yuutsu (白き優鬱) - 4:29
14. IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS - 3:02
15. Mourou (朦朧) - 0:23
16. OGRE - 3:14
17. DIM SCENE - 5:12

Disc two (DVD, limited edition)
01. THE INVISIBLE WALL (Pv)
02. THE OTHER SIDE OF [DIM]

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BARETTA (バレッタ)

2009-04-20T23:49:00.005+09:00

KANJI VERSION
「雨に濡れている向日葵達は二人の次を願って
見守るように…穏やかな顔で優しく咲いて　来る日を待つ」

水溜りを覗き君を浮かべ　今も傍に感じているよ
すれ違う中で君を叱った手が今でも痛い

君を連れて行く静けさが見せた
幸福とは呼べない走馬灯はきっと静止のあの日を忘れさせないため

聞こえるその声に寄り添えば　ただ懐かしさに戸惑ってしまう
少しずつ溶け込んで思い出しあの日をまた映して欲しいと

「いかないで」と願った
あの日と同じ五月終わりの雨とさよならは
二度目の再会を濡らし揺らすの
そして全てが夢だと僕を笑うだろう

触れ合う指先で感じ合う　明日への不安は言葉にならない
ただ　抱き合うことよりも心にある二人の事実が消えぬ事を

ほんの少しだった夢のような日々　穏やか過ぎた最期の言葉に

「わすれないで」と願った
あの日と同じ6月初めの雨上がりの空
二度目の別れを告げた太陽
そして全てが夢だと僕を笑った　果敢ない夢だと

君が残した「バレッタ」を見つめて　今日を生きる

ROMAJI VERSION
"ame ni nureteiru himawaritachi wa futari no tsugi wo negatte
mimamoru you ni ... odayaka na kao de yasashiku saite kuru hi wo matsu"

mizutamari wo nozoki kimi wo ukabe ima mo soba ni kanjiteiru yo
surechigau naka de kimi wo shikatta te ga ima demo itai

kimi wo tsurete iku shizukesa ga miseta
koufuku to wa yobenai soumatou wa kitto seishi no ano hi wo wasuresasenai tame

kikoeru sono koe ni yorisoebatada natsukashisa ni tomadotte shimau
sukoshizutsu tokekonde omoidashi ano hi wo mata utsushite hoshii to

"ikanaide" to negatta
ano hi to onaji gogatsu owari no ame to sayonara wa
nidome no saikai wo nurashi yurasu no
soshite subete ga yume da to boku wo warau darou

fureau yubisaki de kanjiau asu e no fuan wa kotoba ni naranai
tada dakiau koto yori mo kokoro ni aru futari no jijitsu ga kienu koto wo

honno sukoshi datta yume no you na hibiodayaka sugita saigo no kotoba ni

"wasurenaide" to negatta
ano hi to onaji rokugatsu hajime no ame agari no sora
nidome no wakare wo tsugeta taiyou
soshite subete ga yume da to boku wo waratta hakanai yume da to

kimi ga nokoshita "BARETTA" wo mitsumete kyou wo ikiru

ENGLISH VERSION
「The sunflowers which were drenched in the rain; they're wishing for a next time for the two of us
Watching over us...they await the day when they'll bloom gracefully with a calm face」

Looking into the puddles, you surface
Even now I feel your presence by my side
In the midst of passing by and missing each other, the hand which scolded you hurts even now

You showed me the silence which took you along with it
For the revolving lantern which cannot be called "happiness", surely it won't make us forget the stillness of that day

If you move closer to the voice which can be heard, you'll just bewildered by the nostalgia
Melting into it little by little, I recall that day and wish for it to be reflected again

「Don't go」, I pleaded
Just like that day, the rain at the end of May and the goodbye
It drenched and shook the second reunion
And then I guess everything would turn out to be a dream and it'd probably laugh at me

Feeling it with our touching fingertips, the uneasiness of tomorrow won't become words
Only, more than embracing each other, but the fact that the truth about the two of us in my heart is inerasable

The dream-like days were merely a few, in my last words which passed calmly

「Don't forget」, I pleaded
Just like that day, the sky after the rain at the start of June
The sun informed me about the second farewell
And then everything became a dream and laughed at me, a transient dream

You stared at the 「BARETTA」 which was left behind, and lived this day as it is

LIVE VERSION (ROMAJI)
"ame ni nureteiru himawaritachi wa futari no tsugi wo negatte
mimamoru you ni... odayaka na kao de yasashiku saite kuru hi wo matsu"

mizutamari wo nozoki kimi wo ukabe ima mo soba ni kanjiteiru yo
sure chigau naka de kimi wo shikatta te ga ima demo itai

kimi wo tsureteiku shizukesa ga miseta
koufuku to wa yobenai soumatou wa kitto seishi no ano hi wo wasuresasenai tame

kikoeru sono koe ni yorisoeba tada natsukashisa ni tomadotte shimau
sukoshizutsu tokekonde omoidashi ano hi wo mata utsushite hoshii to

"ikanaide" to negatta
ano hi to onaji gogatsu owari no ame to sayonara wa
nidome no saikai wo nurashi yurasu no
soshite subete ga yume da to boku wo warau darou

fureau yubisaki de kanjiau asu e no fuan wa kotoba ni naranai
tada dakiau koto yori mo kokoro ni aru futari no jijitsu ga kienu koto wo

honno sukoshi datta yume no you na hibi odayaka sugita saigo no kotoba ni

"wasurenaide" to negatta
ano hi to onaji rokugatsu hajime no ame agari no sora
nidome no wakare wo tsugeta taiyou
soshite subete ga yume da to boku wo waratta hakanai yume da to

LIVE VERSION (ENGLISH)
The wet sunflowers hope hope for the future for the two of us.?They bloom kindly with calm faces, it is like protecting us.?They await the day.

I look at a puddle and float you there. I still feel you by my side now.?I scolded you when we didn�t understand each other well.?The hand is still painful.

You were taken by the silence, and I saw it.?The illusion which cannot be called happiness helps me?not to forget the day

When I close my ear to the voice, I get just confused with the memories.?I want you to remember the days.

Please, stay here, so I hoped. The rain and separation at the end of May are the same as that day. They make the second time meeting wet and shakey. And I will laugh about the fact that everything was a dream.

I cannot describe the fear for tomorrow. I can feel it when we touch fingers. Only. I wish for the realities in the two of us rather than hug you.

The dream-like days are too short. Your dying words are so calm and

Please do not forget, so I hoped. The sky after the rain at the beginning of June is the same as that day. The sun said good-bye for a second time. And it laughed at me about the fact that everything was a dream, a daring dream.
Today I live for seeing the [Barrette] which you left.

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SHADOW VI II I

2009-04-20T23:45:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
曖昧な曖昧な躊躇う左のScar　弱音を弱音をRedでぼかうす
II IX II IX II IX浅く　意味深く　曖昧に曖昧に息を繋ぐScar

Under the sun 最上階　片手離しのEGO
目隠しの裏側で -Asking foR lifE-歌ってる
II VI II VI II VI 不安定な呼吸　　曖昧に曖昧に息を繋ぐScar

君へ。いつかその痛みを越えて　全てが癒えたら笑ってくれるかい

ninP wolS

自分には何も無いって
強がる弱さと生きる　傷
押し潰されそうな夜は
君を追い詰める影を抱いて

白い白い糸にぶら下がって
おやすみ　今夜は眠れるだろうか
II IX II IX II IX低速で締め付け　安楽を安楽を喉で感じるScar

Never hold the breath…
And, it keeps believing tommorow's happiness.

nwoD wolS

その傷はいつか無くなり
悲しみの果てへ連れて行くよ
まだRedを欲しがるけど
君は歩ける事　知ってるはずさ

ROMAJI VERSION
aimai na aimai na tebanau midari no Scar jaku o jaku o Red de bokasu
II IX II IX II IX asuku imi fukeku　aimai ni aimai ni iki o tsunagu Scar

Under the sun saijoukai　katate hanashi no EGO
mekagushi no uragawa de -Asking foR liFE-utatteru
II IV II IV II IV fuantei na kokyuu　aimai na aimai na asu o tsunagu Scar

kimi e. itsuka sono itami o koete　subete ga ietara watte kureru kai?

[Slow pain] jibun niwa nanimonai tte
[Slow pain] tsuyogaru yowasa to ikiru　kizu
[Slow pain] oshitsubusaresou na yoru wa
[Slow pain] kimi o oitsumeru kage o daite

shiroi shiroi ito ni fura sagatte
oyasumi　konya wa nemureru darou ka?
II IX II IX II IX teisoku de shimetsuke　anraku o anraku o inkou de kanjiru Scar

Never it hold the breath...
And, it keeps believing tomorrow's happiness.

[Slow down] sono kizu wa itsuka nakunari
[Slow down] kanashimi no hate e tsurete iku yo
[Slow down] made Red o hoshigaru kedo
[Slow down] kimi wa arukeru ore　shitteru wa zu sa

ENGLISH VERSION
Vague To hesitate the left hand's vague Scar　Weakness To obscure weakness in Red
II IX II IX II IX shallow　with profound meaning　vague to tie the vague breath Scar

Under the Sun Top floor　One hand Ego of dividing
The blindfold's lining -Asking foR lifE-Sung praises
II IV II IV II IV Unstable breaths　Vague To tie the vague Scar tomorrow

To you. Sometimes this pain makes me unconscious　The whole healing process is ridiculed, isn't it?

[Slow pain] "Myself1 for nothing"
[Slow pain] To lie2 is weakness and to live　Scar
[Slow pain] So this evening is crushed
[Slow pain] You are cornered　The shadow is held

White white thread dangles
Good night　Tonight, maybe I will sleep forever?3
II IX II IX II IX Slow speed tightens　Ease4 To feel the ease4 of my throat Scar

Never hold the breath…
And, it keeps believing tomorrow's happiness.

[Slow down] How soon will this pain disappear?
[Slow down] To take along the end of sadness
[Slow down] As yet, to desire Red but
[Slow down] You will walk towards this matter　And understand what will take place

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D.L.N.

2009-04-20T23:41:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
はじめから [はじめから] 理解ってた　だから悲しくはない
少しずつ [少しずつ]　少しずつ　数を数えるみたいね

草木の枯れる色がぼやけ　季節の終わりが理解らない

足跡を [足跡を] なぞる日は足跡を [足跡を] 聞く日を呼んでいるわ
望みもしない私に明日は変えられないもの

草木が枯れる音を辿り　季節の終わりを感じる
花が色付き咲き誇る頃　私には何が残るの

月がカーテンを閉じる　でも太陽が私を照らすの
はじめから理解ってた　だから悲しくはない

目が覚め夜が終わらなくても　そこに輝く星が無くても
街を彩る明かり達が全て消えても・・・
守るべき人の喜ぶ顔も愛した人の最後も
十分な程見て来れたから　もういいの　[もういいの]

Song of the sheep in dark long night

ROMAJI VERSION
Hajime kara wakatteta dakara kanashiku wa nai
Sukoshi zutsu sukoshi zutsu kazu wo kazoeru mitai ne

Kusaki no kareru iro ga boyake kisetsu no owari ga wakaranai

Ashiato wo nazoru hi wa ashioto wo kiku hi wo yonde iru wa
Nozomi mo shinai watashi ni ashita wa kaerarenai mono

Kusaki ga kareru oto wo tadori kisetsu no owari wo kanjiru
Hana ga irozuki sakihokoru koro watashi ni wa nani ga nokoru no

Tsuki ga kaaten wo tojiru demo taiyou ga watashi wo terasu no
Hajime kara wakatteta dakara kanashiku wa nai

Me ga same yoru ga owaranakutemo soko ni kagayaku hoshi ga nakutemo
Machi wo irodoru akaritachi ga subete kietemo...
Mamoru beki hito no yorokobu kao mo ai shita hito no saigo mo
Juubun na hodo mite koreta kara mou ii no

Song of the sheep in dark long night

ENGLISH VERSION
I knew it from the start so I'm not sad
Little by little, little by little, like being able to count the numbers
The color of the withering vegetation becomes dim; I can't tell when the season ends

The day I follow your footsteps is calling to the day I listen to them
To me, who has no desires, tomorrow is something which can't be changed

Following the sound of the withering vegetation, I can feel the season ending
When the flowers color and bloom in profusion, what will be left to me?

The moon pulls the curtain close, but the sun shines on me
I knew it from the start, so I'm not sad

Even if I open my eyes and the night isn't over, even if there are no shining stars there,
Even if the lights that color the streets all extinguish...
The smiling faces of those I must protect, the end of those I love,
I've seen enough of them so it's alright now

Song of the sheep in dark long night

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NAMAATATAKAI AME TO ZARATSUITA JOUNETSU (生暖かい雨とざらついた情熱/LUKEWARM RAIN AND A ROUGHLY FELT PASSION)

2009-04-20T23:36:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
崩れるように倒れていった被写体が忘れられない

ふらつく足を摩りあなたを待った　きっと許してはくれないだろう
雨の音に紛れて聞こえる　その音は私の目の前で止まった

ただ　あなたには　ただ　あなたには
秘め事一つさえしたくないけど
わかって欲しい　たった一度だけ
苦し紛れの嘘を目を瞑って　抱いて

嗚呼　このままどうにでもして　その手に偽りがないなら
ポケットの中のナイフごと「私を連れて逃げてよ」
まだ止まない雨に歌うわ　シャツにこびりついて消えない
錆臭い罪と罪と罪を早く洗い流してレイン

Darlyn...,あなたにまとわりつく嫉妬を奪った今
あなたの胸に沈む私は唯一なの？

傘もささずに息をきらして　私を探すあなたを見つけた時
とても嬉しかった　もうそれだけで ...
後は言葉も交わさずその時を待つわ

アスファルトと雨のワルツを聴きながら二人抱き合って
零れそうな弱さごまかして　甘いキスに溺れていたいの
優しい情熱で溢れる　あなたのその華奢な手は
いつかの約束を残し赤いサイレンに手を振る
サヨナラ　愛して止まぬ人　サヨナラ　遠ざかるあなたへ

ざらついた舌先に残る　最後のあなたを信じて
次逢うその日「雨」が降るなら　あなたに傘をさすから

ROMAJI VERSION
kuzureru you ni taorete itta hishatai ga wasurerarenai

furatsuku ashi wo sasuri anata wo matta　kitto yurushite wa kurenai darou
ame no oto ni magirete kikoeru　sono oto wa watashi no me no mae de tomatta

tada　anata ni wa　tada　anata ni wa
himegoto hitotsu sae shitakunai kedo
wakatte hoshii　tatta ichido dake
kurushii magire no uso wo me wo tsubutte　daite

aa　kono mama dou ni demo shite　sono te ni itsuwari ga nai nara
POKETTO no naka no NAIFU goto "watashi wo tsurete nigete yo"
mada yamanai ame ni utau wa　SHATSU ni kobiri tsuite kienai
sabi kusai tsumi to tsumi to tsumi wo hayaku arainagashite REIN

Darlyn ..., anata ni matowari tsuku shitto wo ubatta ima
anata no mune ni shizumu watashi wa yuiitsu na no ?

kasa mo sasazu ni iki wo kirashite　watashi wo sagasu anata wo mitsuketa toki
totemo ureshikatta　mou sore dake de ...
ato wa kotoba mo kawasazu sono toki wo matsu wa

ASUFARUTO to ame no WARUTSU wo kikinagara futari dakiatte
kobore sou na yowasa gomakashite　amai KISU ni oboreteitai no
yasashii jounetsu de afuru　anata no sono kasha na te wa
itsuka no yakusoku wo nokoshi akai SAIREN ni te wo furu
SAYONARA　aishite yamanu hito　SAYONARA　toozakaru anata e

zaratsuita shitasaki ni nokoru　saigo no anata wo shinjite
tsugi au sono me "ame" ga furu nara anata ni　anata ni kasa wo sasu kara

ENGLISH VERSION
I can't forget the photographic subject that fell so that it crumbled

I rubbed my staggering legs, waiting for you　Certainly you won't forgive me
It can hardly be heard in the sound of the rain　This sound stopped before my eyes

Only　From you　Only　From you
I don't want to have even one secret, however
I want you to understand　Only once
Close your eyes to that lie of painful confusion and embrace me

Ah　Keep doing it like this　If there is not lie in that hand
Together with the knife in my pocket "Escape together with me"
I sing into the never ending rain　It's sticking to my shirt and doesn't vanish
Rain, quickly wash away this rusty and stinking crime and crime and crime

Darlyn ..., The jealousy that has always been following you has been snatched away
Is the depressed me in your heart now the only one ?

I even haven't put up an umbrella and ran out of breath　When I found you who had been looking for me
I was very glad　For only just that ...
Then I waited for the time we won't even exchange words

While listening to the waltz of the asphalt and the rain we embraced each other
I was deceived by the overflowing weakness　Because I wanted to drown in that sweet kiss
Those delicate hands of yours were　flooded with gentle passion
Leaving behind that promise we had made someday in the past I wave my hands to the red sirens
Goodbye　Person I won't stop loving　Goodbye　To you who goes far off

I believe in the last you　Who remains on the rough tip of my tongue
Because if the next time I meet these eyes the "rain" is falling　I will hold up an umbrella to you

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MAGGOTS

2009-04-20T23:28:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
天狗鼻の独裁家　吐いた唾に反吐を重ねる
れ流す言葉全てが紛れも無いrealさ
突然変異の感情　慣れた手つきでimage潰す
自慰的意見と発想　夢見がちのmiscast
変わることを常に嫌い　のたうち回る理想を引きずっている
奴も奴も奴も奴も　落とし穴に震えているのさ

[Dictatorship] kill off inside
[The brain of a sow] kill off inside
[Crazy fraud lovers] kill off inside
[The coward who lovers] kill off inside

Sanction to a dirty sow
I’m not your shit box
Sanction to a dirty sow
It is different!
You are fat maggots!

ROMAJI VERSION
Kuzureru you ni taorete itta hishatai ga wasurerarenai

Furatsuku ashi wo sasuri anata wo matta kitto yurushite wa kurenai darou
Ame no oto ni magirete kikoeru sono oto wa watashi no me no mae de tomatta

Tada anata ni wa tada anata ni wa
Himegoto de hitotsu sae shitaku nai kedo
Wakatte hoshii tatta ichido dake
Kurushi magire no uso wo me wo tsubutte daite

Aa kono mama dou ni demo shite sono te ni itsuwari ga nai nara
Poketto no naka no naifu goto "watashi wo tsurete nigete yo"
Mada yamanai ame ni utau wa shatsu ni kobiritsuite kienai
Sabi kusai tsumi to tsumi to tsumi wo hayaku arainagashite rein

Darlin'... Anata ni matowaritsuku shitto wo ubatta ima
Anata no mune ni shizumu watashi wa yuiitsu na no?

Kasa mo sasazu ni iki wo kirashite watashi wo sagasu anata wo mitsuketa toki
Totemo ureshikatta mou sore dake de...
Ato wa kotoba mo kawasazu sono toki wo matsu wa

Asufaruto no ame no warutsu wo kikinagara futari dakiatte
Koboresou na yowasa gomakashite amai kisu ni nurete itai no
Yasashii jounetsu de afureru anata no sono kyasha na te wa
Itsuka no yakusoku wo nokoshite akai sairen ni te wo furu
Sayonara ai shite yamanu hito sayonara toozakaru anata e

Zaratsuita shitasaki ni nokoru saigo no anata wo shinjite
Tsugi au sono hi "ame" ga furu nara anata ni kasa wo sasu kara

ENGLISH VERSION
can't forget the subject of the photograph as it fell as if crumbling

I rubbed my legs as I staggered about waiting for you; you probably won't forgive me
I heart the sound mixed with the rain; that sound stopped before my eyes

I just, I just don't want
To have a single secret from you
I just want you to understand, it was just the once
Hold me, closing your eyes to my desperate lie

Ah, do what you will with me, if there's no lie in your hand
Along with the knife in my pocket, "take me with you and run"
I sing as the rain pours unceasing; the stain in my shirt won't disappear
Hurry and wash away the rusty smelling sin and sin and sin in the rain

Darlin'... Now that I've stolen the jealousy that twined about you
Am I the only one who sinks in your heart?

When I saw you searching for me, out of breath without even putting your umbrella up
I was just so happy, just from that...
Now I'll just wait for that time without exchanging words

We hold each other, listening to the rain's waltz on the asphalt
I want to get drenched by sweet kisses, bluffing the weakness that threatens to spill over
Your slender hands, overflowing with gentle passion
Leave our onetime promise behind and wave at the red siren
Goodbye, my dear, I can't stop loving you. Goodbye, my dear, as you get further away

With the rough taste of you left on my tongue, I'll believe in you as I saw you last
If the "rain" is falling the next time we meet, I'll put up my umbrella for you

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BATH ROOM

2009-04-20T23:25:00.001+09:00

KANJI VERSION
眠れないのは何故？静けさに酔いしれてた
湿った部屋で一人また　口ずさめば戯しく
眠れないのは何故？あなたが見えたから
視点は濡れた床　頭をかしげて眠ってる

知りたくもないような現実にただ無感情で
声も出さずずっと　瞬きすら忘れて　あなたに見とれていた

眠ってしまいたい　目覚めだけを恐れて
全てを忘れたい　身勝手な戯言ね
貴女の名前を呼ぶ　寡黙に気がふれる
痩せたかたを掴み叫んだ　か細過ぎた温もりに

知りたくもないような現実に深く心溺れ
唇を噛み堪えた涙さえ　意味が無いとしった

立ち尽くす僕の背後の声
吐き出す理由など　どうでもよかった
ただ　目の前のあなたがとても寂しそうな顔で
何一つ出来なかった　自分を死ぬ程憎んだ

名前をくれた唯一のあなたへ　このまま傍に居てくれないか
そう　僕にとって最後の優しき「母」

白い壁にそっと　真っ赤な絵の具であなたを縁取った
まだ暖かい頬をすり寄せて　静かに笑ってみせよう
目蓋を閉じ　温もりが消える頃　僕はあなたの傍で

ROMAJI VERSION
nemurenai no wa naze? shizukesa ni yoi shireteta
shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchizu sameba tawashiku
nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara
shiten wa nureta yuka
atama wo kashigete nemutteru

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
koe mo dasazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitorete ita

nemutte shimaitai mezame dake wo osorete
subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawagoto ne
anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
yaseta kata wo tsukami sakenda ka hososugita nukumori ni

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta

tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishi sou na kao de
nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda

namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
sou boku ni totte saigo no yasashiki "mama"

shiroi kabe ni sotto makkana e no gu de anata wo fuchi dotta
mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte mise you
mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de

ENGLISH VERSION
Why can't I sleep? I'm intoxicated by the silence.
If I hum to myself, awake in my damp room, it just makes me feel empty.
Why can't I sleep? Since I saw you, I sleep by myself on my side, keeping my eyes on the wet floor.

Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, I'm just emotionless.
Forgetting to even blink, I stared at you, speechless.

I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of waking up.
I want to forget you.
What selfish nonsense.
I call your name and the silence drives me mad.
I screamed at the lack of warmth as I grabbed your thin shoulder.

Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, my heart dreams.
I held back as I bit my lip; I knew there was no meaning to the tears.
As I stand there there's a voice behind me.
Whatever excuses you spit out, I don't care.
But because you were there before my eyes looking lonely, I couldn't do a single thing.
I hated myself so much I could die.

You're the one who gave me my name. Won't you please stay by my side like this?
You're my one and only, my "mother".

With bright red paint, I traced your outline on the white wall.
Pressing my still warm cheek to yours, I laugh softly.
My large tear drops seemed to cover you and I felt like we became one.
When I close my eyes and the warmth disappears, I'll be by your side.

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NAUSEA AND SHUDDER

2009-04-20T23:22:00.001+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
So long hikari no mukoue
So long namonaki jiyuue
So long fuanwo nomikome
So long dareyorimo takaku tobe

Anadarakeno hanewo haide tobikome mewo kojiakete
Sokoga doromamireno HEVEN darouga sumeba rakuenttesa
Mekkiga hageta hibiwo seoi tancyouna baseidomowo kurae
Kizuwo eguruyouni susume sou menomaeno Real ga subete

So long yamiwo saite
So long namonaki jiyuue
So long fuanwo nomikome
So long furueru kodou

LOOP jimonjitou LOOP jikokenno
LOOP suru kurusimino hate orewa HEVEN'S DOOR
wo nagameteiru

Murewo nashite nishie mukau toriwa yagate kodokuwo shiru
Soshite yaseta hanewo mite itta "sokoniwa nozomumono
subetega arunokai? "
Daremoga mita keshikiyorimo kageochiteiku chino hatewo
Soshite kieteshimaisouna hini tsuyoku inotta

So long yamiwo saite
So long namonaki jiyuue
So long fuanwo nomikome
So long furueru kodou

LOOP jimonjitou LOOP jikokenno
LOOP suru kurusimino hate orewa HEVEN'S DOOR
wo nagameteiru

In deep slowly sky.
Tesagurino miraini hurue tachitsukusunara sonomamadeii
Okizarino "Nameless Liberty" ga warainagara sou itta

Soshite ima kokode hikariwo abiru yuragu miraikara mewo
somukenukotowo chikatte

ENGLISH VERSION
So long, over the light
So long, to the nameless freedom
So long, swallow the anxieties
So long, jump higher than the others

Tear off the holy wing, jump, bursting the eyes
Even if HEAVEN is covered with mud, it becomes a paradise
when we live in it.
Carry on the daily life with gold plating coming off the
shoulders and gathering monotonous howls
Although the wound is digging in, keep on going
Yeah, the realities in front of your eyes are everything

So long, break the darkness
So long, to the nameless freedom
So long, swallow the anxieties
So long, shaking heart beat

LOOP ask myself, LOOP hate myself
At the end of this suffering of LOOP, I'm looking
at HEAVEN'S DOOR

A bird which belongs to a flock to the west will eventually
feel loneliness
Looking at the thin wing and you said: “Are there
everything you desired?”
The view which everyone saw is worse than the end
of the world getting dark
And I deeply prayed to a vanishing candle

So long, break the darkness
So long, to the nameless freedom
So long, swallow the anxieties
So long, shaking heart beat

LOOP ask myself, LOOP hate myself
At the end of this suffering of LOOP, I'm looking
at HEAVEN'S DOOR

In deep, slow sky
You can stay there, if you are afraid of the unknown future
That’s what the forgotten “Nameless Liberty”
used to say

Now light is poured here, swearing not to escape
from the unsettled future

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THE END

2009-04-20T23:15:00.001+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
(This is the lyric not anything else)

Theory, Free, Treasure, Fuck, Stand-up, Liberty, Raise, Past, Money, Alien

Inochi, Umi, Aisuru, Kamigami, Jintoku, Shinrai, Youen, Chuushini, Kizuna, Shinnen

Theory, Free, Treasure, Fuck, Stand-up, Liberty, Raise, Past, Money, Alien

-> BACK <-

☆BEST FRIENDS☆

2009-04-20T23:01:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
幼きころ夢見た　未来予想図は
今も色あせず　鮮やかに前を向いている
大きくなれるように　背伸びしてみた景色
時にはくじけそうになるから　ぐっと涙こらえて

ひとつの大きな夢に向かい走り始めた
大切な仲間がいるから　がんばれたんだ

強く生きる少年たちよ
一人じゃない勇気を出して
突き進んだその先には
仲間と笑い輝く君がいる

これから歩く険しい道は　光に落ちたイバラに道だ
良くも悪くも最初で最後　どうせやるなら夢は叶える
見守ってくれる人のために　大好きな人や自分らのダメに
意識のレベル超HIGHにして　今日も歩く己の道

一つの大きな夢に向かい走り始めた
大切な仲間がいるから　がんばれたんだ

僕らが今歩く道を
高い壁が防がれても
止まらないさぶち壊して
夢に向かい進んでいく

強く生きる少年たちよ
一人じゃない通気を出して
突き進んでその先には
仲間と笑い輝く僕がいる

[Dear my friends]

ROMAJI VERSION
Osanakigoro yume mita mirai yosouzu wa
Ima mo iroasezu asayakani mae wo muiteiru
Ookikunareru you ni senobishite mita keshiki
Toki ni wa kujikesouni naru keredo gutto namida koraete

Hitotsu no ookina yume ni mukai hashiri hajimeta
Taisetsuna nakama ga iru kara ganbaretanta

Tsuyoku ikiru shounentachi yo
Hitori janai yuuki wo dashite
Tsuki susunda sono saki ni wa
Nakama to warai kagayaku kimi ga iru

Kore kara aruku kewashii michi wa hikari ni ochita ibara no michi da
Yokumo warukumo saisho de saigo douse yaru nara yume wa kanaeru
Mimamotte kureru hito no tame ni daisuki na hito ya jibunra no tame ni
Ishiki no reberu chou HIGH ni shite kyou mo aruku onore no michi

Hitotsu no ookina yume ni mukai hashiri hajimeta
Taisetsuna nakama ga iru kara ganbaretanta

Bokura ga ima aruku michi wo, takai kabe de fusagarete mo
Tomaranai sa buchikowashite, yume ni mukai susunde iku

Tsuyoku ikiru shounentachi
Hitori janai yuuki wo dashite
Tsuki susunde sono saki ni wa
Nakama to warai kagayaku boku ga iru

[Dear my friends]

ENGLISH VERSION
As a child, I dreamt of the future
Even now it doesn't fade, but is vivid as I look forward
So that I'd grow, I'd hold the tears in as I watched the scenery I grew up with crush under time.

I began to run towards that one big dream
Because my good friends were with me, I did my best

Live well, young men
You're not alone, so muster your courage
Lunge forward, for right beyond this
You'll be laughing and shining with your friends

The steep path that you'll be walking will be lit, but full of thorns
Good or bad, from start to finish, you're gonna do it anyway, so make your dream come true
For those who watch over you, for the ones you love and for yourself
Get your senses to a super high level, and walk your own path today

I began to run towards that one big dream
Because my good friends were with me, I did my best
Even if there's a high wall in our way, we're not stopping
We'll break it down and go on towards our dream

Live well, young men
You're not alone, so muster your courage
Lunge forward, for right beyond this
You'll be laughing and shining with your friends

-> BACK <-

WAKAREMICHI (別れ道)

2009-04-20T22:56:00.002+09:00

KANJI VERSION
大好きだったのにお別れです
ケンカばかりの毎日でした。
これからは一人で生きなくちゃ　
もう泣かないよ…
本当は辛くて苦しくて淋しいよ　
だけどね君には強がっていたいから　
ごめんね最後くらい笑顔でいようなんて　
バカだよね本当は自分が泣きたいだけなのに　
色々な顔を見てきたから　
すぐにわかったよ。冷めている訳じゃないんだけど
お互いに見失って生きてくより　
「がんばってね」って別の道を歩く方が…(涙)いいのかなぁ？

さよならまたね元気でいてね　ずっとずっと忘れないから
さよならきっとまた会えるよね？　約束だよ！指きりげんまん
7月8日3ヶ月記念日　
覚えてるかなぁ？
初めて会った日の事を　
うつむく君は照れくさそうに　
泣いてた…

楽しくて仕方がなかった毎日でした　
短かったけれど幸せでした幸せなのに…
指切りげんまん繋ぐ小指があと少しだけ解けないでと
いつかまた笑える日が来たらすれ違うことのない二人で…

いつかまた笑える日が来たら　
振り向けば涙を君に見せるから　
背を向け手を振った　
ずっと忘れないよ。変わらないでいてね　
大好きな君のままで…

さよならまたね元気でいてね　
さよならきっとまた会えるよねぇ？　
大好きな君はとても大切な思い出に変わる　
淋しくて死にそうなくらい　君の声が頭から離れない！

ROMAJI VERSION
Daisuka datta no ni owakare desu
Kenka bakari no mainichi deshita
Korekara wa hitori de ikinakucha
Mou nakanai yo

Hontou wa saiwakute kurushikute sabishii yo
Dake do ne kimi ni wa tsuyogatte itai kara
Gomen ne saigo kurai egao de i you nante
Baka da yo ne hontou wa
Jibun ga nukitai dake na no ni

Iroi iroi na kao o mite kita kara
Sugu ni wakatta yo tsumeteru wake ja nain dake do
Otagai ni mi ishinatte ikiteku yori
Ganbatte ne'tte betsu no michi o aruku hou ga...

Sayonara mata ne genki da ite ne
Zutto zutto wasurenai kara
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne
Yakusoku da yo yubikiri genman

Shichigatsu hakka sankagetsu kinenbi
Oboeteru kanaa
Hajimete atta hi no koto o
Utsumuku kimi wa terekusa sou ni
Naiteta...

Ta noshikute shikata ga nakatta mainichi deshita
Mijikatta keredo shiawase deshita shiawasa na no ni
Iroi iroi na kao o mite kita kara
Sugu ni wakatta yo tsumeteru wake ja nain dake do
Otagai ni mi ushinatte ikiteru yori
Ganbatte ne'tte betsu no michi o aruku hou ga...

Yubi kiri genman tsunagu koyubi ga a
To sukoshi dake tokenai de to
Itsuka mata waraeru hi ga kitara
Sure chigau koto no nai futari de
Itsuka mata waraeru hi ga kitara

Sayonara mata ne genki da ite ne
Zutto zutto wasurenai kara
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne
Yakusoku da yo yubikiri genman

Sayonara mata ne genki da ite ne
Sayonara kitto mata aeru yo ne

Daisuki ni kimi wo totemo taisetsu na omoida ni kawaru
Sabishikutte shini sou na kurai
Kimi no koe ga atama kara hanarenai

ENGLISH VERSION
I loved you a lot, but it's time to part.
Everyday was full of quarrelling.
I have to live alone from now on.
I won't cry anymore.
Truthfully, it's harsh, it's painful and lonely.
But that's because you're pretending to be strong
I'm sorry. I was stupid to think we could smile till the end
Even though I just want to cry.
I quickly understood, because I've seen many expressions up till now.
It's not that we've lost interest, but rather than losing sight of each other
It's better to say "Do your best" and walk our own separate roads
Farewell, see you again, be well.
I'll never never forget
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign
8th of July, our third month anniversary. I wonder if you remember
The time we first met?
You, looking down in shame, were crying...
Those were enjoyable, inevitable days.
It was short, but we were happy.
Even though we were happy...
I quickly understood, because I've seen many expressions up till now.
It's not that we've lost interest, but rather than losing sight of each other
It's better to say "Do your best" and walk our own separate roads
Farewell, see you again, be well.
I'll never never forget
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign
Hooking little fingers in a promise, you said 'Just a little while more, don't take yours away'.
One day, when we can laugh again, as two people who won't miss each other...
One day, when we can laugh again...
(If I turn around you'll see my tears, so waved with my back facing you.
I'll never forget. Don't change, and stay as the you whom I love.)
Farewell, see you again, be well.
(I'll never never forget)
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
(It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign)
You, whom I love, became a precious memory.
It's lonely to the point of death, your voice won't leave my mind

-> BACK <-

BLACK SPANGLE GANG (ブラックスパンコールギャング)

2009-04-20T22:47:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
夜更けのゴーストネオン　凶気に飢えたアウトローシティ
止まらぬ初期衝動が　イカれた鐘を鳴らす
荒れ狂うこの街で　シャバイ権力は通じないぜ
パンクス気取った奴らが　反逆シンボルかざす

ローライダーから流れる　TLCのバズーカーホーン
「LESSON1」の合図で　怪しげなテンション
エルム街　カリスマプレジデント

ブラックレザー　フラットチェアー
ハイドロカスタム　ローリングダンス
ブラックスパンコール　ルードハイウェイ

「この街は俺の物」

フルスモーク　ナイトキャバレー
ゴージャスストリップ　キャットウォーク
ビップルーム　ドンペリシャワー
暴いたワイロは FAKE MONEY

「この街は俺の物」

ROMAJI VERSION
Yofuke no koosuto neon kyou ki ueta autoroo shiti
Tomarane shoki shodou ga ikareta kane wo narasu
Arekuruu kono machi de shabei kenryoku wa tsuuji nai se
Pankusu ki totta yatsura ga hangyaku shinboru kazura

Roo raida kara nagareru tlc no basuu kaaboon
Lesson 1 no aizu de ayashige na tenshon
Erumu machi karisuma purejidento

Burakku rezaa furatto cheaa
Haidoro kasutamu rooringu dansu
Burakku supan kooru ruudo haiweii

Kono machi wa ore no mono

Furu sumooku naito kyabaree
Goojasu sutorippa kyatto wooku
Bippurrumu donperi shawaa
Bouita wairo wa fake money

Kono machi wa ore no mono

ENGLISH VERSION
The ghost neon late at night　　An outlaw city that starves for brutality
An everlasting initial impuls　　rings a broken bell
In this raging city　　the shabai authority isn't leading
The guys who look like punks　　hold up symbols of rebellion

The bazooka horn of TLC is　　flowing from the low rider
It's the sign of "LESSON1"　　A suspicious tension
ELM street　　CHARISMA PRESIDENT

Black leather　　Flat chair
Hydro custom　　Rolling dance
Black spangle　　Rude highway

"This town is mine"

Full smoke　　Night cabaret
Gorgeous strip　　Catwalk
Vip room　　Donperi shower
The exposed bribe is FAKE MONEY

"This town is mine"

-> BACK <-

LINDA～CANDYDIVE PINKY HEAVEN～

2009-04-20T22:43:00.002+09:00

ITO (絲/THREAD)

2009-04-20T22:38:00.003+09:00

WIFE (ワイフ/WAIFU)

2009-04-20T22:28:00.003+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
Boku wa jikochuu waisetsu Violencer
Sakari ga tsuita henshitsu mono Type B
Gaki no koro kara ningen shikkaku saa!
Yokujoufuku gloid no kyokujo Porno Psycho STAR

Ano hi ano toki ano basho de mitsuketa okabba atama no onna no ko
Chiisai kurui me no oku de ugome ita
Kanashiki kana tooki kioku

Itaku kurashiku karam ase atte
Gehin na koe de sasotte kite yo
Kimochi ga you koto daisuke de hara kuroi do da to omotta?
Shito kokoro nante mon ja nai

Ano hi ano toki ano basho de mitsuketa
Ano ko wa chi hashitta me de
Ii hito o yosoutta boku o ni mi agete
Fukou o negatta... meiko...

Itaku kurashiku karamase atte gehin na koe de te yo sasotte...

Kirei ga daikirai de kiresou deshita
Bera bera urusai sono kuchi o gata gata ni shite yaro ka?
Asho moto kara kikoemashita? 'shinjiteta no ni. ureshikatta no ni' tte
Saigo wa itsumo jibun bakarisa nani se boku wa tenkeitekï na

'B gata desu kara... (ganshou)'

-> BACK <-

RAY

2009-04-20T22:22:00.002+09:00

ONI NO MEN (鬼の面)

2009-04-14T00:35:00.001+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION
Akaku chi shibuku chouchin kakae
Warusa warusa no ko o mata kurau
Haha no miyage to kubi o katate ni
Konshou mo hotoke o nimu

Tsukiyo ni mau hana fubuki no naka
Oni no omo de ware o kakushi
Katana o nuki izamukaou
Haha no kataki utouzo oni to harite

Akaku shitataru katana o futte
Hitotsu futatsu to aku kiri korosu
Haha no mi mai to kubi o hiki suri
Konyori mo hotoke o nimu

Tsukiyo ni mau hana fubuki no naka
Oni no omo de ware o kakushi
Katana o nuki izamukaou
Haha no kataki maimyou ni kaete
Kui wa nai to ayumu michi wa

Munen no 'ku' ga ame ni nureru
Kura no kusaru made uhase owan
Mikazuki yugamu konyoi mo oni to narite

ENGLISH VERSION
Pungent red blood wraps itself around the paper lantern
Again, I devour the bad, bad children
I hold Mother's gift and her neck in one hand
On this evening too, I glare at Buddha

On the moonlit night, in the midst of the whirling flowers in the snowstorm
I hide behind the demon's mask
pulling out my sword, I am now ready to face
Mother's attacking questions, as I become a demon

Shaking, the sword that is dripping red
cuts and kills one, two, and badness
I pull and rub at Mother's neck and her enquiries
On this evening too, I glare at Buddha

On the moonlit night, in the midst of the whirling flowers in the snowstorm
I hide behind the demon's mask
pulling out my sword, I am now ready to face
the replacement of Mother's revengeful life
The path on which I walk on is one of no regret
The pain of regret has been dampened in the rain
Until this body decays
I won't be defeated
As the cresent moon contorts
on this evening too, I become a demon

-> BACK <-

HARU NI CHIRIKERI, MI WA KARERU DE GOZAIMASU (春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス/IN THE WANING SPRINGTIME, ONE’S EXISTENCE WITHERS AWAY)

2009-04-14T00:09:00.005+09:00

SHIAWASE NA HIBI (幸せな日々/HAPPY DAYS)

2009-04-14T00:04:00.003+09:00

32 KOUKEI NO KENJUU (32口径の拳銃/32-CALIBER PISTOL)

2009-04-13T23:38:00.002+09:00

BEAUTIFUL 5 [SHIT]ERS

2009-04-13T23:19:00.004+09:00

ROMAJI VERSION

CHIZURU (千鶴)

2009-04-13T21:27:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
あなたの手紙には読めない字だけ
会ってその口から聞かせて欲しい

慣れない白は苦手　吐息さえ響く
空の色さえ知れたら救われるのに
上手く出来ぬ呼吸もいつか忘れたい
そう願える強さも干涸びそうで

「うつ伏せの明日」歌えば　棘を伝う睡眠
身体に絡ませられたRestraint
Even the mind seems to sleep
頬に触れた熱はとても懐かしく優しい
朦朧の狭間で見た影　暖色の夢

あなたに映る私の目が
あなたを見失う日が来ても
この目に焼き付いてくれている
木洩れ陽の日々とあなたは
連れて行かないで

滲む白が揺れる
言葉も忘れそう
涙は流れて何処へ行くの
私の名前を呼んで
砕けるくらい抱いて
これ以上失うのは怖い

あなたは何処で私の事歌っているの
耳をすましても響くのは不安定な鼓動
頬に残ってたはずの熱が思い出せない
朦朧の狭間で見たのは　寒色の現実

千羽のとても小さな
あなたの願いに寄り添って
笑顔も返せずにただ
吐息を数えていた記憶の最期に…
あなたの声が聞こえて
全てを無くした朝
「一つになれぬ二人」

ROMAJI VERSION
anata no tegami ni wa yomenai ji dake
atte sono kuchi kara kikasete hoshii

narenai shiro wa nigate toiki sae hibiku
sora no iro sae shiretara sukuwareru no ni
umaku dekinu kokyuu mo itsuka wasuretai
sou negaeru tsuyosa mo hikarabisou de

“utsubuse no asu” utaeba toge wo tsutau suimin
karada ni karamaserareta Restraint
Even the mind seems to sleep
hoho ni fureta netsu wa totemo natsukashiku yasashii
mourou no hazama demita kage danshoku no yume

anata ni utsuru watashi no me ga
anata wo miushinau hi ga kite mo
kono me ni yakitsuite kureteiru
komorebi no hibi to anata wa
tsurete ikanaide

nijimu shiro ga yureru
kotoba mo wasuresou
namida wa nagarete doko e yuku no
watashi no namae wo yonde
kudakeru kurai daite
kore ijou ushinau no wa kowai

anata wa doko de watashi no koto utatteiru no
mimi wo sumashite mo hibiku no wa fuantei na kodou
hoho ni nokotteta hazu no netsu ga omoidasenai
mourou no hazama de mita no wa　kanshoku no ima

senba no totemo chiisana
anata no negai ni yorisotte
egao mo kaesezu ni tada
toiki wo kazoeteita kioku no saigo ni…
anata no koe ga kikoete
subete wo nakushita asa
“hitotsu ni narenu futari”

ENGLISH VERSION
Your letter contains nothing but illegible signs
I wish I can see you and hear it from you yourself

I'm not used to the whiteness, the sigh resounds
If I understood the colors of the sky I'll be saved but,
I want to forget the inept breathing someday
And the strength to wish for that seems to have dried up

「The tomorrow that's inverted」if I sang that song, thorns accompany my sleep
Restraint that was entwined around my body
Even the mind seems to sleep
The warmth that stroked my cheeks is so familiar, so gentle
The shadow I saw at the ambiguous interval, the dream of warm colors

My eye which reflects you
Even if the day comes when it loses sight of you
Please remain scorching in these eyes
The days when the sunlight filters through the leaves
I won't bring you there

The blotted whiteness trembles
Even words seem to be forgotten
The tears which are flowing; where are they heading to?
Call out my name
Lock me in a crushing embrace
Beyond that, I'm afraid I'll lose them

Where are you singing the song about me?
Even if I clear my ears, the echo is an unstable heartbeat
I can't remember the fever that seemed to remain on my cheeks
The cold-colored reality that I saw at the ambiguous interval

The thousand wings are so tiny
They snuggle up to your wish
Even without returning your smile, just that
At the end of the memories which could count the sighs...
I can hear your voice
The morning where everything becomes nothing
「The two of us who couldn't become one」

-> BACK <-

CIRCLE OF SWINDLER

2009-04-13T21:22:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
私はあなたの良いツール
どのくらいのご購入先ですか？
レッツ交渉...
値の痛み

ご存知ですか？
何して削除する
は、党の会議室の代わりにその日に...
殺人は左のみする意図を持っ
これは笑いのワイングラス
素晴らしいトーストしてオールドメン！
この歌を親愛なるレッツ詐欺師を送信します。

ねえ、委員長
これらの耳で聞く
ガイド、それを地獄

物事を考えるようにお金をwho
この言葉レッツ送る
あなたと私を操作するようにすることはできません！
音楽マシンになることはできません！
がどれだけの量には、代替ですか？

私はあなたの良いツール
どのくらいのご購入先ですか？
レッツ交渉
痛みの値を... （お支払いいただくことですか？）

ご存知ですか？
何して削除する
は、党の会議室の代わりにその日に
これらは信頼と尊敬を
前に私の前にひざまずく
親愛なる委員長！

尾はたとえwaggedして、ヒットチャート
ヒットメーカーになることはできません。（今すぐあきらめる！）

あなたにお金を使うことについて考えwho
の最後の契約
あなたと私を操作するようにすることはできません！
これは、鉱山の方法ではそれ
この契約に署名

ROMAJI VERSION
I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate...
Value of the pain

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day...
Only intent to murder is left
It is laughing with the wineglass
A splendid toast to the old men!
Let's send this song to dear swindler.

Hey, chairman
Listen with those ears
Guide it to the hell

To you who think about things like money
Let's send this word
You and so on can't manipulate me!
It can't become a music machine!
Will any amount be in the substitute?

I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate
Value of the pain...(Can you pay it?)

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day
Those are trust and respect
Kneel before me
Dear chairman!

Even if the tail is wagged for the hit chart
You can't become a hit maker. (Give up right now!)

To you who think about things with money
The last contract
You and so on can't manipulate me!
This is the way that mine does it
Sign this contract
Don't show that dirty face again

ENGLISH VERSION
I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate...
Value of the pain

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day...
Only intent to murder is left
It is laughing with the wineglass
A splendid toast to the old men!
Let's send this song to dear swindler.

Hey, chairman
Listen with those ears
Guide it to the hell

To you who think about things like money
Let's send this word
You and so on can't manipulate me!
It can't become a music machine!
Will any amount be in the substitute?

I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate
Value of the pain...(Can you pay it?)

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day
Those are trust and respect
Kneel before me
Dear chairman!

Even if the tail is wagged for the hit chart
You can't become a hit maker. (Give up right now!)

To you who think about things with money
The last contract
You and so on can't manipulate me!
This is the way that mine does it
Sign this contract

-> BACK <-

FILTH IN THE BEAUTY

2009-04-13T21:18:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

幻惑の海　沈んだ蛍
否定は欲求上の嘘
矛盾で染まる体温
理性を被る愛撫に
踊り溶け込む春は不意に
汚らわしく…
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter…［Sexual disgrace］

吐息塞ぐ脈打つ「飢え」は
解り合えぬ紅蓮を求む

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

［Sexual disgrace］

Prohibited but…
Reckless driving cucumber…
The kin'collapses…
Near relatives on death…
The smell of cigarette smell breath & *****
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug［loop］

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter…［Sexual disgrace］

首を這わす舌先と手
望む表情　紅蓮に染まれ

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

ROMAJI VERSION
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
Sexual disgrace.
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

Genwaku no umi Shizunda hotaru
Hitei wa yokkyuujou no uso
Mujun de somaru taion
Risei wo kaburu aibu ni
Odori tokekomu shun wa fuini
Kegarawashiku...
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

Toiki fusagu myaku utsu 「ue」 wa
Wakari aenu guren wo motomu

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long, how long, how long
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited bud...
Reckless driving memory...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath and shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
And goes mad by the sweet bug

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

Kubi wo hawasu shitasaki to te
Nozomu hyoujou guren ni somare

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long, how long, how long
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
So long, so long, so long
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

ENGLISH VERSION
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

The firefly that sunk into the ocean of glamor
Denial is a lie over a desire
The temperature dyed in contradictions
The reasoning worn on caresses
Dancing and melting into the youth suddenly
Obscenely...

My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

The heartpounding hunger from stopping a sigh
Without comprehending, searching for guren

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited budd...
Reckless driving memory...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath&shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug

The tip of your tongue crawling on my neck, and your hands
Your desired facial expression Stain it with guren

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

-> BACK <-

GENTLE LIE

2009-04-13T21:14:00.003+09:00

KANJI VERSION
弱さのせいにしたのは　互いの「最愛」の為だろう

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... シルクに溶ける二人

愛し愛され哀を知り　口移しの溜め息
理解り合う素振りの繰り返し
ただ抱いて抱かれてそれだけ　他には何一つ望まず
Truth can't be seen. 「望むのなら　ほら」
No ... 少しずつ言葉を変えたいだけ

「最愛」を欲しがる前に　この手を離して欲しい

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... 戻れないと理解ってる

愛し愛され哀を知り　口移しの溜め息
理解り合う素振りの繰り返すのは
抱いて抱かれた感触に　孤独見えたから許せた

重ねた指に　さらわれそうになる
答えを求める滑稽さを理解ってたのに
溢れ出すSorrow シャドーを溶かす

哀し哀され愛を知り　絡め合う吐息に
抜け出せないのは嘘じゃなく
繰り返す度に熱を増す　その優しき嘘に
息が止まりそうで

また愛する事の重さに　戸惑いが見えても
目を塞げるのはあなたの方ね
孤独を拭う誰かに　揺らいで溺れて

この手　離すのは・・・　「私」

ROMAJI VERSION
yowasa no sei ni shita no wa tagai no "saiai" no tame darou

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... SHIRUKU ni tokeru futari

aishi aisare ai wo shiri kuchi utsushi no tameiki
kotowari au suburi no kurikaeshi
tada daite dakarete sore dake hoka ni wa nani hitotsu nozomazu
Truth can't be seen. "nozomu no nara hora"
No ... sukoshizutsu kotoba wo kaetai dake

"saiai" wo hoshigaru mae ni kono te wo hanashite hoshii

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... modorenai to wakatteru

aishi aisare ai wo shiri kuchi utsushi no tameiki
kotowari au suburi no kurikaesu no wa
daite dakareta kanshoku ni kodoku mieta kara yuruseta

kasaneta yubi ni saraware sou ni naru
kotae wo motomeru kokkeisa wo wakatteta no ni
afuredasu Sorrow SHADOO wo tokasu

ai shi ai sare ai wo shiri karame au toiki ni
nukedasenai no wa uso ja　naku
kurikaesu tabi ni netsu wo masu sono yasashiki uso ni
iki ga tomari sou de

mata ai suru koto no omosa ni tomadoi ga miete mo
me wo fusageru no wa anata no hou ne
kodoku wo nuguu dare ka ni yuraide oborete

kono te hanasu no wa ... "atashi"

ENGLISH VERSION
What made it the cause of weakness is surely the result of mutual “beloved”

Let’s see in the cold bed…
Please give me a gentle kiss… Two melt in silk

Love, be loved and get to know the sorrow Mouth-to-mouth sighs
Repetition of manners to try to match each other
No more than only being held and holding - I hope for nothing else
Truth can’t be seen. “Hey look, if you hope”
No… I just want to change the words little by little

Before I desire “beloved” I want to separate these hands

Let’s go in the cold bed…
Please give me a gentle kiss… I understand if I can’t come back

Love, be loved and get to know the sorrow Mouth-to-mouth sighs
What the repetition of manners to try to match each other is
Is in the feel of holding and have been held and be able to approve it after having seen the loneliness

Intertwined fingers they may become carried off
Even if I understood the humour in searching for answers
The Sorrow is overflowing The shadows melt

Hurt, be hurt and get to know love Intertwined sighs
That you cannot slip away is no lie
Every time you repeat it the heat increases - that gentle lie
Your breath seems to stop

There can even confusion be seen concerning the meaning of to love again
Closing your eyes is your way, huh?
For someone who wipes away loneliness You tremble and drown

The one separarting these hands is "me”

-> BACK <-

MOB 136 BARS

2009-04-13T21:10:00.003+09:00

A crazy man in the same trade.
Show me your face.
A violence society?
It can laugh.
Teach it to my mom.
You get your ass kicked.
Begin to scream like a man?

The destroyer of the anachronism.
I believed in all your words.
Though it became such a result now.
It was loved.

Absorb fear and die.
Know all the pain given to it.
Absorb fear and die.
Die staring at yourself.

Tell me a truth and a lie.
Am I being deceived?
Who is an enemy?
Tell me...

Obedience is the sign of death.
Think firmly with your brain.
Obedience is the sign of death.
Prosecute a man folly.

Tell me a truth and a lie.

-> BACK <-

SWALLOWTAIL ON THE DEATH WALLEY

2009-04-12T19:43:00.005+09:00

KANJI VERSION
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

崩れたBeauty 取り乱す背景
とてもじゃないけど笑えない
Night of pussy

造形の媚び　飲み込ます価値　麻痺したRealに笑えない
焼け付いた喉　「もう飛べない」　と君は言う

背に咲く　「事情」　抱き寄せても　きっと散らせないね
吐息に混ざる俺は偽善か愛か?

胸元から滲む目隠しの救い
零れそうな言葉　君には言えない
これ以上・・・　これ以上は・・・
溶けそうな身体と裏腹に　心は解け合えないから

歩けない君はやがて　また俺に縋ってくる
焼け付いた喉で　「もう飛べない」　そしてまた繰り返す

胸元から滲む目隠しの願い
零れそうな言葉　君に伝えたい
これ以上・・・　これ以上は・・・
溶けそうな身体と裏腹に　心は解け合えぬ

君はドレスをまとう
影を背負ったアゲハ
夢を奪った歓楽の砂漠で
貴方さえ・・・　貴方さえ・・・　と
俺を望んだ日々に付いた
消えぬ背の　「重ね傷」　と生きる

ROMAJI VERSION
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

kuzureta Beauty torimidasu haikei
totemo ja nai kedo waraenai
Night of pussy

zoukei no kobi nomikomasu kachi mahi shita Real ni waraenai　
yakezuita nodo de "mou tobenai" to kimi wa iu

se ni saku　"jijou" dakiyosete mo kitto　chirasenai ne
toiki ni mazaru ore wa kizen ka ai ka?

munamoto kara nijimu mekakushi no sukui
kobore sou na kotoba kimi ni wa ienai
kore ijou... kore ijou wa...
toke sou na karada to urahara ni kokoro wa tokeaenai kara

arukenai kimi wa yagate mata ore ni sugatte kuru
yakezuita nodo de "mou tobenai" soshite mata kurikaesu

munamoto kara nijimu mekakushi no negai
kobore sou na kotoba kimi ni tsutaetai
kore ijou... kore ijou wa...
toke sou na karada to urahara ni kokoro wa tokeaenu

kimi wa doresu wo matou
kage wo seotta ageha
yume wo ubatta kanraku no sabaku de
anata sae... anata sae... to
ore wo nozunda hibi ni tsuita
kienu se no "kasane kizu" to ikiru

ENGLISH VERSION
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

A collapsed Beauty distracted in a scenery
I can't really laugh at all
Night of pussy

I take in the modeled flattery, values paralyzed me and I can't really laugh
With your burned throat you say "I can't fly anymore"

Even if you embrace the "reasons" blooming on your back they surely won't disappear
Me who joins your sighs is that hypocrisy or love?

The relief in a blindfold is spreading from my chest
I can't say you the words that seem to overflow
Not less than this... Not less than this is...
My body seems to dissolve and in the contrary is my heart because it can't reconcile with it

You who can't walk will soon cling to me again
With your burned throat you say "I can't fly anymore" so you have to try it over again

The wish for a blindfold is spreading from my chest
I want to tell you the words that seem to overflow
Not less than this... Not less than this is...
My body seems to dissolve and in the contrary is my heart that can't reconcile with it

You're wearing a dress
A swallowtail burdened with a shadow
In the desert of pleasure that robbed your dream
Even you... even you... and
I'm attached to every day I was wishing for
You're living with "the lot of scars" on your back which can not fade away

-> BACK <-

CALM ENVY

2009-04-12T19:35:00.005+09:00

KANJI VERSION
降りしきる雨の音に沈みそうな
その約束は誰の夢で

「I want to see all of you.」
「I want to love all of you.」
どうかしてるね

繋ぐ手と逆の手には　いつも知らない香りがしてる
「I want to see all of you.」　「I want to love all of you.」
息はちゃんと出来てるのに　崩れしょうになる

言葉よりも深く　愛してくれなら
目の前に居るあなただけを　信じていける
不意に見せた過去に　触れる度に脆く
埋め尽くせない空白に　涙浮かべ

安らぎに甘えてても隣の　あなたが私の中から　途切れそうになる

「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
答えは笑みに溺れ
「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
掻き消せない程　抱えてる

あなたに投げた言葉も　愛してくれるなら
目の前に居るあなただけを　信じていける
不意に見せた過去に　触れる度に脆く
埋め尽くせない空白に　涙浮かべ
これ以上私の前で　笑わないで　

「さよなら」を隠す二人じゃなく　　
「さよなら」に泣く二人でいたい
思い返すより忘れて欲しい
そして私を空白に置いて
もう過ぎた日々を追ったりしないで

もうかれ以上置いて行かないで　　　
「せめて・・・」
さよならを握り眠る私の
仄かな熱を煙草のように消して

帰らない日々を愛した人よ。

ROMAJI VERSION
furishikiru ame no ne ni　 shizumi sou na
sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou

「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
dou ka shiteru ne

tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
iki wa chan to dekiteru no ni kuzure sou ni naru

kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kure nara
me no mae ne iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
uzumetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe

yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no　　anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru

「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
kotae wa emi ni obore
「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru

anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
me no mae ne iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
kizukarenai you ni namida wa nuguu kara
kono ijou watashi no mae de warawanaide

"sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
"sayonara" wo naku futari de itai
omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide

mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
"semete..."
sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
honokana netsu wo tabako no you ni keshite

kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo

ENGLISH VERSION
Seems like I'm getting melanchlic from the sound of the downpouring rain
Who's dream is this promise in, who is this dream for I wonder?

「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
Please do it for me

When our hands are connected, there is usually a unknown scent coming from the reverse hand.
「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
Even though I breath out regularly, it seems like I'm going to crumble

If you would love me deeper than those words
I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
In the suddenly shown past, it was easy every time we would touch
Tears are floating in the blank spaces that I can't fill

It seems like you're breaking away from my inside, you who is beside me also when we snuggle up in peace

「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
The answer is drowning in a smile
「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
I embrace them in my arms the more I can't make them disappear

If you would love me, even though I threw those words at you
I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
In the suddenly shown past, it hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I wipe away my tears so you won't be able to notice them

There is nothing more to laugh about in front of me.

We aren't anymore, just hiding the 'goodbye'
I want to be together with you, crying about this 'goodbye'
More than thinking back upon I want to forget.
and now leave me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don’t leave anything more than what’s already left.
"At least..."
Holding onto this goodbye
Me, sleeping as I hold onto this good bye,
and my faint heat that vanishes like tobacco.

A person that loved the days that won't come back

Notes: The Song is written out a woman's point of view. She doesn't want her boyfriend to leave.

-> BACK <-

REGRET

2009-04-12T18:38:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
解きかけた糸に気付き
ずっと繋ぎ止めてれば良かった
溢れ出して流れ出た物は
あの日の君と同じ色だろう

君が捨てた言葉を拾い集めて
何度も耳にあてては頷いて見せた
君を探せぬ意味と灯るPinkのネオンに
叫びはやがてかき消され滑稽な自分に笑えた

解きかけた糸に気付き
ずっと繋ぎ止めてれば良かった
溢れ出して流れた物は
あの日の君と同じ気がしてた

君が落とした涙を拾い集めて
何度も槌るように寂寞を酌もうと

路上にくたびれた赤い花
君とよく似たピアスの舌
君とよく似たリングを着けて
君とよく似たルージュを塗った
君と同じ色の髪をした
君とよく似た涙が見えた
君と同じ名前を叫んだんだ

指先に伝わる安らぎは虚ろ
いつかの二人は手を繋いだまま

濡れたエンドロールの中
MonochroのFilmは歌わない
繋いでいたこの手に残る
虚ろな感触の君が最期
解けかけた糸が切れて
拾い集めた言葉と眠り
溢れ出して流れた物は
きっと君と良く似てるのだろう

夢は永久に夢のままで
安らぎは常に夢の中で

ROMAJI VERSION
Hodoke kaketa ito ni kizuki
Zutto tsunagi tometereba yokata
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Ano hi no kimi to onaji iro darou

Kimi ga suteta kotoba wo hiroi atsumeta
Nando mo mimi ni atete wa unazuite miseta
Kimi wo sagasenu imi to tomoru pinku no neon ni
Sakebi wa yagate kakikesarete kokei na jibun ni waraeta

Hodoke kaketa ito ni kizuki
Zutto tsunagi tometereba yokatta
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Ano hi no kimi to onaji ki ga shiteta

Kimi ga otoshita namida wo hiroi atsumete
Nando mo sugaru youni sekibaku wo kumou to~

Roujyou ni kutabireta akai hana
Kimi to yoku nita PIERCE no shita
Kimi to yoku nita RING wo tsukete
Kimi to yoku nita ROUGE no nutta
Kimi to onaji iro no kami wo shite
Kimi to yoku nita namida ga mieta
Kimi to onaji namae wo sakendanda

Yubisaki ni tsutawaru yasuragi wa usturo
Utsuka ano futari wa te wo tsunaida mama

Nureta endorooru no naka
Monokuro no FILM wa utawanai
Tsurai de ita kono te ni nokoru
Utsurou na kanshoku no kimi ga saigo

Hodoke kaketa ito ga kirete
Hiroi atsumeta kotoba to nemuri
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Kitto kimi to yoku niterunodarou

Yume wa towa ni yume no mama de
Yasuragi wa tsune ni yume no naka de

ENGLISH VERSION
Noticing the loosened thread, I should've kept tight forever.
That which overflowed and spilled out, seems the same color as you that day.

Gathering up, the words you abandoned
Putting them to my ears again and again, I showed you a nod.

Burning pink neon, with the reason I can't find you

The screams were soon, written off as ridiculous. I laughed at myself

Noticing the loosened thread, I should've kept tight forever.
That which overflowed and spilled out, feels the same as you did that day.

Gathering up, the tears that you cried
I go to fold the chair, that I fall into again and again

We stood together on the road

I got a piercing just like you
I wore a ring just like you
and put on rouge just like you

I coloured my hair the same as yours
I saw tears that look like yours
Because I cried out a name the same as yours

Down my fingertips, serenity waltzes

Someday, we’ll be holding hands

In a drenched end roll, I wont sing a black-and-white film
Left with our hands together, you feel vacant at the end

Cutting the loosened thread, I sleep with the gathered words
That which overflowed and spilled out, surely closely resembles you.

Dreams are eternally as dreams

Serenity is always in dreams

-> BACK <-

GANGES NI AKAI BARA (ガンジスに紅い薔薇/RED ROSES ON THE GANGES)

2009-04-12T18:34:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
例えるなら　そう君は
羽広げ水面に落下したがっていたCrow 無邪気に遊ぶ目は何を見る

痩せた手　天を指す少女に　どうか安楽を・・・

首にぶら下がるBrassのロザリオ
差し替えられたのは薄茶のLeather Rope
微笑まじりのHymn 途切れると同時に君は踏み外す

揺れる影を見て　理性は削がれた
理解は無意味と散らばるCult 冷たく鳴く鐘の音

寡黙を飾ったFebruary 重ねた掌　祈りは深く
救えぬ神よ　どうか回答を
生命の価値を死で感じ　その死は生命の花を咲かすと
無色の神と眠る枯れた薔薇
溺れてる君を抱え　美しき闇へと向おう

蝋が溶けるように形は奪われた
影残せぬ明日に　現実以上の何があるだろうか

君に告げる　どうか悲しまないで　その目に何も映らなくても

寡黙を飾ったFebruary 重ねた掌　祈りは深く
救えぬ神よ　どうか回答を
生命の価値を死で感じ　その死は生命の花を咲かすと
置き去りの言葉が歌う

寡黙を飾ったBirth day 幾度も祝い続けたこの日に
産まれ育ち愛した此処で
弱く揺られ流れていく　その眠りよ永久に美しく
君の旅路を飾った赤い薔薇

安らかにと願うのは　決して情任せの言葉じゃない
君が心から笑えるような　幸福は其処にあるのか

ROMAJI VERSION
tatoeru nara sou kimi wa
hane hiroge suimen ni rakka shitagatte ita Crow
mujaki ni asobu me wa nani wo miru

yaseta te ten wo sasu shoujo ni dou ka anraku wo ...

kubi ni burasagaru Brass no ROZARIO
sashikaerareta no wa usucha no Leather Rope
bishou majiri no Hymn togireru to douji ni kimi wa fumihazusu

yureru kage wo mite risei wa sogareta
rikai wa muimi to chirabaru Cult tsumetaku naku kane no ne

kamoku wo kazatta February kasaneta tenohira inori wa fukaku
sukuenu kami yo dou ka kaitou wo
inochi no kachi wo shi　de kanji sono shi wa inochi no hana wo sakasu to
mushoku no kami to nemuru kareta bara
oboreteru kimi wo kakae utsukushiki yami e to mukaou

rou ga tokeru you ni katachi wa ubawareta
kage nokosenu asu ni ima ijou no nani ga aru darou ka

kimi ni tsugeru dou ka kanashimanai de sono me ni nani mo utsuranakute mo

kamoku wo kasatta February kasaneta tenohira inori wa fukaku
sukuenu kami yo dou ka kaitou wo
inochi no kachi wo shinde kanji sono shi wa inochi no hana wo sakasu to
okizari no kotoba ga utau

kamoku wo kasatta Birth day ikudo mo iwai tsuzuketa kono hi ni
umare sodachi aishita koko de
yowaku yurare nagarete iku sono nemuri yo towa ni utsukushiku
kimi no tabiji wo kazatta akai bara

yasuraka ni to negau no wa kesshite jou makase no kotoba janai
kimi ga kokoro kara waraeru you na koufuku wa soko ni aru no ka

ENGLISH VERSION
When speaking figuratively you seem to be
a crow that wanted to dive on the water's surface with spread wings
What are the eyes seeing that pretend to be innocent?

Please give ease to the girl who's thin hands are pointing to the sky...

A rosary made of brass hangs around your neck
and was replaced by a light brown leather rope
The hymn mixed with a smile is interrupted and at the same time you lose your footing

While watching the trembling shadow, rationality is mutilated
Understanding has no meaning in this scattered cult like the tone of a bell that's ringing coldly

February is decorated in taciturnity, palms put together in a deep prayer
To God, unable to save, please answer me...
Experiencing life's value in death, this death lets the flowers of life bloom
A colorless God and a sleeping withered rose
I hold onto the drowning you, let's face the beautiful darkness

In order for wax to melt, it's shape was taken
When tomorrow is left without shadows, what is there more than reality ?
I want to aknowledge you, please don't be sad, even if there's nothing reflected in these eyes anymore

February is decorated in taciturnity, palms put together in a deep prayer
To God, unable to save, please answer me...
Experiencing life's value in death, this death lets the flowers of life bloom
I'm singing those deserted words

Your birthday is decorated in taciturnity, no matter how many times the celebrating of this day was continued
You were born and raised here, at the place you loved
Weakly it continues trembling and flowing, this eternal sleep in beauty.
Your journey was decorated by red roses.

What I asked peacefully is to never entrust the language of emotions
Can you laugh from your heart, I wonder if there is any happiness?

-> BACK <-

BURIAL APPLICANT

2009-04-12T18:29:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
Hello my dear,kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
救えないと嘆くなら　死さえ見ただろう？
その呼吸のぎらつきは　偽演ととれないか？

降りしきる「軋む音」に震えが止もぬ？
腦で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を

Die for me...,you can't save it.
Is it wrong?　答えてみせて
はらゆれゆれゆれとその目揺らして
流す涙に嘘は無いと
My hand...,eyes...,mind...,and breath.
最期に残るのは　焼け爛れて腐り果てた記録と
子も救えぬ残骸

取り乱ち被写体の影　憎悪と恐怖は叫び合って
剥がれ落ちた愛情に　何故この身体まで朽ち果てる
赤く笑う闇の中で　息を吐く度に零れた
救いようの無い言葉は　その「憎悪」とよく似ている

降りしきる「軋む音」に震えが止もぬ？
腦で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を

Hello my dear,kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
産声と悲嗚知る耳に　願いよ届け深き底ヘ
どうかどうかその潤む目に　映り込まぬように沈めて
深く...　二度とこの身に触れぬよう
そし笑うその歪な思い出も

Forget me...,you can't save it.
Is it wrong?　答えてみせて
はらゆれゆれゆれとその目揺らして　流す涙が全て嘘と
My hand...,eyes...,mind...,and breath.
最期の置き去りは　焼け爛れて腐り果てた記憶と
子も愛せぬ揺篭

ROMAJI VERSION
Hello, my dear, kill me, gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
sukuenai to nageku nara shi sae mita darou?
sono kokyuu no zaratsuki wa gien totorenai ka?

furishikiru [kishimu ne] ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsuzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo

Die for me...,you can't save it.
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yura yura yura to sono me yuras***e
nagasu namida ni uso wa nai to
My hand...,eyes...,mind..., and breath.
saigo ni nokoru no wa ã??yake tadarete kusari hateta kiroku to
ko mo sukuenu sangai

torimidasu hishatai no kage zouo to kyoufu wa sakebi atte
hagare ochita aijou ni naze kono karada made kuchihateru
akaku warau yami no naka de i wo haku(tsuku) tabi ni koboreta
sukui you no nai kotoba wa sono [zouo] to yoku niteiru

furishikiru [kishimu ne] ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsuzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo

Hello, my dear, kill me, gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
ubugoe to himei shiru mimi ni negai wo todoke fukaki soko e
douka douka sono uramu me ni utsurikomanu you ni shizumete
fukaku... nidoto kono miã??ni furenu you
sos***e warau sono ibitsuna omoide mo

Forget me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yura yura yura to sono me yuras***e nagasu namida ga subete uso to
My hand...,eyes...,mind..., and breath.
saigo no okizari wa yake tadarete kusari hateta kiroku to
ko mo aisenu yurikago

ENGLISH VERSION
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
If you wait that you cannot save me, have you at least seen death?
Can I take your ragged breathing as a fake act?

Under the "creaks" that rain upon me, the trembling won't stop
I will break my ties with the pain that I can only understand with my mind

Die for me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? Answer me
See, let your eyes sway and waver
Because there are no lies in spilled tears
My hand..., eyes..., mind..., and breath.
What is left in the end are the rotten memories that have been burned
And the remains that can't even save a child

The shadow of the subject of the photograph goes crazy. Hate and terror scream together.
Seeing the peeling love, why must this body rot as well?
In the darkness that laughs in red, the foolish words that were spilled
Every time a breath was released is very alike to that "hate"

Under the "creaks" that rain upon me, the trembling won't stop
I will break my ties with the pain that I can only understand with my mind

Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
Let my wishes reach the ear that knows a newborn baby's voice and the sound of screams, to the pit bottom
Somehow, please make them sink so far into those wet eyes, as if to swallow them
Deep...So that they never touch me again
And those warped memories that laugh

Forget me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? Answer me
See, let your eyes sway and waver because there is nothing but lies in spilled tears
My hand..., eyes..., mind..., and breath.
What is left behind in the end are the rotten memories that have been burned
And the carriage that can't even love a child.

-> BACK <-

HYENA

2009-04-12T18:24:00.004+09:00

KANJI VERSION
Ugly acting and song
踊りが下手なHandsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
乱用middle aged spread
ブラウン管の隅で天狗気分さ

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
節穴に売る媚びしか無い
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
乱用middle aged spread
半狂乱な餓鬼はびしょ濡れさ

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.

Curtain of wine red　識別出来ぬ
流されるまま　踊る夢
左右に倣う　歪　Masquerade

※飾れば靡く愛に
ka za re ba na bi ku a i ni
溺れる今の君に
群がるのは一瞬の共鳴
温室崩れのPrince
後頭部にシャンデリア
廃れたその曰　共鳴はHyena※

君の顔に咲いた声は
理想重ね飼い殺すよ
安易な「永久」は使い回しの夢

何色の涙で
何色の言葉で
塗り潰せばその顔でいられる？
見え過ぎた痕跡
与え過ぎた嘘に
自惚れたまま朽ちてくよ　ほら

(※くり返し)

ROMAJI VERSION
Ugly acting and song
odori ga heta na Handsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
ranyou middle aged spread
buraun kan no sumi de tengu kibun sa

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
fushiana ni uru kobi shika nai
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
ranyou middle aged spread
hankyouran na gaki wa bisho nure sa

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.

Curtain of wine red shikibetsu dekinu
nagasareru mama odoru yume
sayuu ni narau ibitsu Masquerade

kazareba nabiku ai ni
oboreru ima no kimi ni
muragaru no wa isshun no kyoumei
onshitsu kuzure no Prince
koutoubu ni shanderia
sutareta sono hi kyoumei wa Hyena

kimi no kao ni saita koe wa
risou kasane kai gorosu yo
ani na "eikyuu" wa tsukai mawashi no yume

nani iro no namida de
nani iro no kotoba de
nuri tsubuseba sono kao de irareru?
mie sugita konseki
atae sugita uso ni
unuboreta mama kuchiteku yo hora

kazareba nabiku ai ni
oboreru ima no kimi ni
muragaru no wa isshun no kyoumei
onshitsu kuzure no Prince
koutoubu ni shanderia
sutareta sono hi kyoumei wa Hyena

ENGLISH VERSION
Ugly acting and song
You're just a can't-dance Handsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money
Unprincipled strategist
Abuse, middle aged spread
Feeling like a braggart at the nook of a BROWN pipe

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
Nothing but continuing flattery from your knothole
Your copulation is dirtier than money
Unprincipled strategist
Abuse, middle aged spread
The half-crazed brat is drenched to the bone

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going straight

Curtain of wine red cannot tell apart
As it flows down A dancing dream
Imitating left and right Crooked Masquerade

In a decorated swaying love
Drowning in this moment
Those who swarm to you are instant sympathizers
A ruined greenhouse Prince
A CHANDELIER in the back of your head
Those dying-out days Your sympathy is a Hyena

The voice that bloomed in your face
Is a worthless pile of idealism
Facile “Eternity” is an overused dream

With mulitcoloured tears
With mulitcoloured words
If painted over, could you exist with that face?
The imprint seen over and over
In the lies given over and over
You’re rotting as you’re self absorbed See?

-> BACK <-

AGONY

2009-04-12T18:20:00.003+09:00

You said to me so. "Please love until dying..."
For what do you hope to me?
Is it the hopeless last scene?
Answer..., I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don AGAIN da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?
What is a lethal weapon?

Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Don't come near me.
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit!

Did you really love me heartily?
Can you really call that love?
Answer..., I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don AGAIN da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next turn my turn? Yeah...

Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Don't come near me.
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit!

Lethal weapon is lip. You infatuate me.

Let's sing to you again. / This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again..., Until hate goes away.
Dont' touch me! / Don't touch heart!
Don't show that face! / I don't want to die.

Did you really love me heartily?
Can you really call that love?
Answer..., I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don AGAIN da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next turn my turn? Yeah...

Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Don't come near me.
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit!

Let's sing to you again. / This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again..., Until hate goes away.
Dont' touch me! / Don't touch heart!
Don't show that face! / I don't want to die.

LIVE VERSION
You said to me so. Please love until dying...
For what do you hope to me? Is it the hopeless last scene?
Answer... I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don again da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?
What is a lethal weapon?

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

Did you really love me heartily? Can you really call that love?
Answer... I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don again da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

Lethal weapon is lip. Your affection rape me.

Let's sing to you again.
This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again... Until hate goes away.
Don't touch me! Don't touch heart! Don't show that face!
I don't want to die.

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again... Until hate goes away.
Don't touch me! Don't touch heart! Don't show that face!
I don't want to die.

-> BACK <-

ART DRAWN BY VOMIT

2009-04-12T18:10:00.004+09:00

Jesus
Thank you for your pain
Hey Jesus
Suck my grudge and hate
Hey Jesus,
Thank you for your pain
This art was drawn by vomit

-> BACK <-

SINGLES

2009-04-11T16:17:00.001+09:00

-> Distress & Coma <-

ガゼット The GAZETTE

HARU NI CHIRIKERI, MI WA KARERU DE GOZAIMASU (春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス/IN THE WANING SPRINGTIME, ONE’S EXISTENCE WITHERS AWAY)

SHIAWASE NA HIBI (幸せな日々/HAPPY DAYS)

32 KOUKEI NO KENJUU (32口径の拳銃/32-CALIBER PISTOL)

BEAUTIFUL 5 [SHIT]ERS

ITO (絲/THREAD)

WAIFU (ワイフ/WIFE)

RAY

ONI NO MEN (鬼の面/MASK OF A DEMON)

☆BEST FRIENDS☆

WAKAREMICHI (別れ道)

BLACK SPANGLE GANG (ブラックスパンコール ギャング)

LINDA ~CANDYDIVE PINKY HEAVEN~

[DIS]

KORE DE YOKATTAN DESU... (これで良かったんです…/BECAUSE IT WAS GOOD LIKE THIS ...)

THE MURDER'S TV

RED MOTEL

ANATA NO TAME NO KONO INOCHI. (貴女ノ為ノ此ノ命。)

SUMIRE (菫/ VIOLETTES)

NO.[666]

RUDER

SHIIKURETA HARU, KAWARENU HARU (飼育れた春、変われぬ春)

MAD MARBLE HELL VISION

SARABA (さらば/FAREWELL)

SHICHI GATSU YOUKA (7月8日)

ANTI POP

S×D×R

TOKYO SHINJUU (東京心中)

HANA KOTOBA (花言葉/THE LANGUAGE OF FLOWERS)

MAXIMUM IMPULSE

CARRY?

ZAKUROGATA NO YUUTSU (ザクロ型の憂鬱)

THE $OCIAL RIOT MACHINE$

SUGAR PAIN

KATHERINE IN THE TRUNK

LAST BOUQUET

COCKROACH

DIM SCENE

OGRE

IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS

SHIROKI YUUTSU (白き優鬱)

DISTRESS AND COMA

13STAIRS[-]1

GUREN (紅蓮/CRIMSON LOTUS)

HEADACHE MAN

NAKIGAHARA (泣ヶ原)

LEECH

A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN

THE INVISIBLE WALL

TAION (体温)

DISCHARGE

SILLY GOD DISCO

CASSIS

WALLPAPER

JASMINE YOU

DIM

BARETTA (バレッタ)

SHADOW VI II I

D.L.N.

NAMAATATAKAI AME TO ZARATSUITA JOUNETSU (生暖かい雨とざらついた情熱/LUKEWARM RAIN AND A ROUGHLY FELT PASSION)

MAGGOTS

BATH ROOM

NAUSEA AND SHUDDER

THE END

☆BEST FRIENDS☆

WAKAREMICHI (別れ道)

BLACK SPANGLE GANG (ブラックスパンコール ギャング)

LINDA～CANDYDIVE PINKY HEAVEN～

ITO (絲/THREAD)

WIFE (ワイフ/WAIFU)

RAY

ONI NO MEN (鬼の面)

HARU NI CHIRIKERI, MI WA KARERU DE GOZAIMASU (春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス/IN THE WANING SPRINGTIME, ONE’S EXISTENCE WITHERS AWAY)

SHIAWASE NA HIBI (幸せな日々/HAPPY DAYS)

32 KOUKEI NO KENJUU (32口径の拳銃/32-CALIBER PISTOL)

BEAUTIFUL 5 [SHIT]ERS

CHIZURU (千鶴)

CIRCLE OF SWINDLER

FILTH IN THE BEAUTY

GENTLE LIE

BLACK SPANGLE GANG (ブラックスパンコールギャング)

BLACK SPANGLE GANG (ブラックスパンコールギャング)