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KANJI VERSION
嘲笑い過ぎた所為でその希求や価値は抜け落ち
隣で眠る断絶は愚行 そう 崩れてく情景の意味を朽ちてく意味を
群がる鴉の元へ 鳴き止む迄 零に逃避する数は追う
歪に曲がるあるべき姿は縫い合わせる程深く解ける

瞳孔に浮かべる現実は殼 麻痺した感情の所為か

空が跡切れ光が地に墜ちる 嘆く声をあやす赤子の夢
塗り潰し過ぎて爛れてく嘘 蝶の羽で落下する蛾
苦悩の裏で溺れている愛 亡骸に手を伸ばす傍観者
這いつくばる明日を笑う老婆
どうか俺のままで

辺りを埋め尽くす宛て無き痛み
目を閉じ灯す歌に傷など癒せぬ

壁一面に咲き出した終焉 誰もが忘却を願う度
葬失に焼かれた俺の詩は仄暗い虚無の底で溺れてる

ららら


ROMAJI VERSION
azawaraisugita sei de sono kikyuu ya kachi wa nukeochi
tonari de nemuru danzetsu wa gukou sou kuzureteku joukei no imi wo kuchiteku imi wo
muragaru karasu no moto he nakiyamu made zero ni touhi suru kazu wa ou
ibitsu ni magaru arubeki sugata wa nuiawaseru hodo fukaku tokeru

doukou ni ukaberu genjitsu wa kara mahi shita kokoro* no sei ka

sora ga togire hikari ga chi ni ochiru nageku koe wo ayasu akago no yume
nuritsubushisugite tadareteku uso chou no hane de rakka suru ga
kunou no ura de oborete iru ai nakigara ni te wo nobasu boukansha
haitsukubaru asu wo warau rouba
douka ore no mama de

atari wo umetsukusu atenaki itami
me wo toji tomosu uta ni kizu nado iyasenu

kabe ichimen ni sakidashita owari daremo ga boukyaku wo negau tabi
soushitsu ni yakareta ore no uta wa honogurai kyomu no soko de oboreteru

rarara


ENGLISH VERSION
For an over ridiculed reason that demand and value was amiss
The severance sleeping next to me was foolish so the meaning of that crumbling sight, the rotting meaning
To the origin of the gathering crow The numbers escaping for zero are chasing me
The ideal shape turning in an irregular way is fiercely melting like it is being sewed together

What is really floating in a pupil is a shell Is that the fault of my paralysed heart?

The light that is interrupting the sky is falling onto the earth The dream of a baby is sootheíng the grieving voices
An inflamed lie that was paint out too often A moth that is falling with the wings of a butterfly
Love that is drowning behind grief Onlookers that are reaching their hands out for the corpse
An old lady laughing about tomorrow that's groveling
Somehow that's the way I want it to be

Aimless pain is covering my surroundings completely
I'm closing my eyes, but enlightening the poem can't heal my wounds

Demise started to bloom all over the wall Everytime somebody asked for oblivion
My poem that got burned over a loss is drowning at the bottom of gloomy nothingness

lalala

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