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NAKIGAHARA (泣ヶ原)

KANJI VERSION
安息に狂える春色 忘れてしまえるものならば
朽壊の美に両目沈め 只 孤独なのだと笑える
第三に飼われる春色 息潜め泥濘を泳ぐ
バタ足で溺れてゆく様は想像通りでつまらない
現実を殺す利き手より
容易く傷を付けれただろう
名を埋めて

腐敗した根が水面揺らす 歪むように廻る歯車
軋む音に耳を傾ける 綺麗に狂えてるだろうか
全ては禁句の浅い海 鮮やかと見間違える程 汚れ

さようなら 無法の闇に堕ちてゆく
さようなら これで終わり

涙 慟哭の雨 虚無と向き合う度溢れ
綴る言葉が滲む
涙 いつかは涸れ 静寂に殺される
影踏みの終わりに血迷い

腐敗した根が水面揺らす 歪むように廻る歯車
軋む音に身を投げ気付いた ソレと似ている事に気付いた

涙 慟哭の雨 虚無と向き合う度溢れ
綴る言葉が滲む
涙 孤独と散る 静寂に生きるなら
二度と笑えぬ様に刻んで

貴方を愛した私がいる 貴方を見つめた私がいる
貴方を求めた私がいる 貴方を失くした私がいる
私を愛した貴方がいる 私を見つめる貴方がいる
私を壊した貴方がいる 私を奪った貴方がいる
私を殺した貴方がいる


ROMAJI VERSION
ansoku ni kurueru haruiro wasurete shimaeru mono naraba
kyuukai no bi ni ryoume shizume tada kodokuna no da to waraeru
daisan ni kawareru haruiro iki hisome nukarumi wo oyogu
bataashi de oborete yuku sama wa souzou toori de tsumaranai
genjitsu wo korosu kikite yori
tayasuku kizu wo kitsukereta darou
na wo umete

fuhai shita ne ga minamo yurasu yugamu you ni mawaru haguruma
kishimu ne ni mimi wo katamukeru kirei ni kurueteru darou ka?
subete wa kinku no asai umi azayaka to mimachigaeru hodo kegare

sayounara muhou no yami ni ochite yuku
sayounara kore de owari

namida doukoku no ame kyomu to mukiau tabi afure
tsuzuru kotoba ga nijimu
namida itsuka wa kare seijaku ni korosareru
kagefumi no owari ni chimayoi

fuhai shita ne ga minamo yurasu yugamu you ni mawaru haguruma
kishimu ne ni mi wo nage kizuita sore to nite iru koto ni kizuita

namida doukoku no ame kyomu to mukiau tabi afure
tsuzuru kotoba ga nijimu
namida kodoku to chiru seijaku ni ikiru nara
nidoto waraenu you ni kizande

anata wo aishita watashi ga iru anata wo mitsumeta watashi ga iru
anata wo motometa watashi ga iru anata wo nakushita watashi ga iru
watashi wo aishita anata ga iru watashi wo mitsumeru anata ga iru
watashi wo kowashita anata ga iru watashi wo ubatta anata ga iru
watashi wo koroshita anata ga iru


ENGLISH VERSION
Colors of the spring, you can go mad by their ease If I could just forget
One can get depressed by watching the beauty of decay with both eyes One can laugh thinking that it's just loneliness
The colors of the spring were raised for the third time Keeping my breath slow I'm swimming in the dirt
It's not convenient to have the illusion that I'll drown with flutter kick
Better than my dominant hand surpressing reality
I'd rather hold onto my light wound
Bury your name

Rotted roots are swaying on the water's surface Cog-wheel are turning like they are distorted
I'm carefully listening to the creaking sounds Can I go completely mad?
All this is a shallow ocean of taboo words It's dirty as much as you can mistake it as clear

Good-bye I'll fall into a lawless darkness
Good-bye It ends with this

Tears Rain of lamentation Every time I'm facing nothingness they're flowing over
The spelled words are blurrying
Tears Somewhen they'll dry I will be killed by silence
At the end of walking in shadows I'll lose my mind

Rotted roots are swaying on the water's surface Cog-wheel are turning like they are distorted
I noticed throwing my body towards the creaking sounds I noticed something similar to that

Tears Rain of lamentation Every time I'm facing nothingness they're flowing over
The spelled words are blurrying
Tears They are scattering with loneliness when you live in silence
Engraved in the fact that I'd never be able to smile again

There is me who loved you There is me who stared at you
There is me who wanted you There is me who lost you
There is you who loved me There is you who stares at me
There is you who destroyed me There is you who snatch me away
There is you who killed me

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