SHIAWASE NA HIBI (幸せな日々/HAPPY DAYS)

KANJI VERSION
傷付け合うつもりはなかったでしょ？
だけどいつもすれ違うばかり
あたしとは違う 君には夢があるから
分かってるつもり でもね本当は…

会いたいよ… 会いたいよ この気持ちを伝えたい
会いたいよ… 会いたいよ 君の肩で眠りたい

離さないでねずっと つかまえていてよずっと
じゃなきゃあたしどっかいっちゃうよ？
支えになりたいの 君の夢に少しだけつれてって…

このまま笑っていれたら 幸せなの？

会いたいよ… 会いたいよ この気持ちを伝えたい
会いたいよ… 会いたいよ 君の肩で眠りたい

そばにいるだけで きっと幸せになれるから
最後だなんて言わないでしょ？
優しくしないでよなんて わがままでしょ？「ゴメンネ…」

素直になれぬまま もうすぐ冬が来て
淋しさが身にしみ込んでね
泣かないよ あたし強くなれたでしょ？「ほら…」

傷付け合うつもりはなかったよね？
だけどいつも すれ違う二人…


ROMAJI VERSION
Kizutsuke au tsumori wa nakatta desho?
Dakedo itsu mo sure chigau bakari
Atashi to wa chigau kimi ni wa yume ga aru kara
Wakatteru tsumori demone hontou wa…

Aitai yo… aitai yo kono kimochi wo tsutaetai
Aitai yo… aitai yo kimi no kata de nemuritai

Hanasanai de ne zutto tsuka mae teite yo zutto
Janakya atashi tokkaicchau yo?
Sasae ni naritai no kimi no yume ni sukoshi dake tsuretette…

Kono mama waratte iretara shiawase nano?

Aitai yo… aitai yo kono kimochi wo tsutaetai
Aitai yo… aitai yo kimi no kata de nemuritai

Soba ni iru dake de kitto shiawase ni nareru kara
Saigo da nante iwanai desho?
Yasashiku shinai de yon ante waga mama desho? “GOMEN NE…”

Sunao ni narenu mama mou sugu fuyu ga kite
Sabishisa ga mi ni shimi konde ne
Nakanai yo atashi tsuyoku nareta desho? “hora…”

Kizutsuke au tsumori wa nakatta yo ne?
Dakedo itsu mo sure chigau futari…


ENGLISH VERSION
Don't you agree? I wasn't intending to hurt us
But we were always disagreeing
You and I were different, because you had a dream
I intended to understand, but really...

I want to see you... I want to see you...I want to tell you these feelings
I want to see you... I want to see you...I want to sleep on your shoulder

Don't you agree? We didn't really part, I was always catching it
Was I completely wrong about you?
I wanted to be supportive and just stay with you a little in your dream

If I'm laughing like this are you happy?

Because I've gotten used to always being happy just by being near you
In the end, I wonder, what are you not saying?
Without being kind, I wonder how is it selfishness? "I'm sorry..."

I'm not used to being gentle and soon winter will come
It's lonely being completely alone don't you think?
I'm not crying, I wonder, have I gotten stronger? "look..."

Don't you agree? I wasn't intending to hurt us
But we were always two strangers...

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32 KOUKEI NO KENJUU (32口径の拳銃/32-CALIBER PISTOL)

KANJI VERSION
今宵はジメジメした「五月雨」です。
レア気味の本能がガラガラとうずく
ひきだしに隠してたホコリまみれの
32口径の冷たく重いピストル
六畳一間のこの部屋は何時も
七年前のアノ夜を抉り返す。

目をそむけてきた事実に追い詰められて
前には進めず　また途方に暮れてしまう

子供の頃　ずっとずっと一人ぼっちで
辛い時は気付いて欲しくて泣いてた
僕を捨てた父や母の顔を浮かべては
幾夜も幾夜も泣いて　…声をあげて

今宵はジメジメした「五月雨」です。
レア気味の本能がガラガラとうずく
安定剤漬けの毎日も今日で終了です。
ドクドクドクドク胸が張り裂けそうさ！

投げやりになれば楽になれたのに　ためらうばかりで身動きも取れず
もしも生まれ変われたら　その時は今より少しでもいい幸せになれたらって…
優しすぎの母親と、心配性の父親の愛を受けて育った僕は
臆病さを、弱き自分を憎んだ…

子供の頃　ずっとずっと一人ぼっちで
辛い時は気付いて欲しくて泣いてた
僕を捨てた父や母の顔を浮かべては
幾夜も幾夜も泣いて

いつか3人手を繋いで　またここで一緒に暮らそうねって
そう言ったから僕ずっと待ってたのに
どうして帰って来てくれなかったの？　ずっと…　待ってたんだ…

（信じ続けた少年は皮肉にも五日後の昼過ぎに両親の元に帰りましたとさ…）


ROMAJI VERSION
Koyoi wa JIMEJIMEshita "gogatsu ame" desu.
REA-gimi no honnou ga GARAGARA to uzuku
Hikidashi ni kakushiteta hokori mamire no
32koukei no tsumetaku omoi PISUTORU
Rokujou hitoma no kono heya wa itsumo
Nananen mae no ANO yoru wo kurikaesu.

Me wo somuketekita jijitsu ni oitsumerarete
Mae ni wa susumezu Mata tohou ni kureteshimau

Kodomo no koro Zutto zutto hitoribotchi de
Tsurai toki wa kizuite hoshikute naiteta
Boku wo suteta chichi ya haha wo kao wo ukabete wa
Ikuyo mo ikuyo mo naite ...koe wo agete

Koyoi wa JIMEJIMEshita "gogatsu ame" desu.
REA-gimi no honnou ga GARAGARA to uzuku
Dourakuzuke no mainichi mo kyou de owari desu. *
DOKUDOKUDOKUDOKU mune ga harisakesou sa!

Nageyari ni nareba raku ni nareta noni Tamerau bakari de miugoki mo torezu
Moshimo umarekawaretara Sono toki wa ima yori sukoshi de mo ii shiawase ni naretara tte...
Yasashisugi no hahaoya to, shimpaishou no chichioya no ai wo ukete sodatta boku wa
Okubyou sa wo, yowaki no jibun wo nikunda...

Itsuka sannin te wo tsunaide Mata kokode isshou ni karasou ne tte
Sou itta kara boku zutto matteta noni
Doushite kaettekite kurenakatta no? Zutto... mattetanda...

(Shinji tsuzuketa shounen wa hiniku ni mo itsuka ato no hirosugi ni ryoushin no moto ni kaerimashita to sa...)


ENGLISH VERSION
There is humid "early-summer rain" tonight.
This rare-like instinct aches almost emptily.
The 32-caliber, cold and heavy pistol
Hidden in my desk drawer and covered in dust.
This 6-mat room always
Repeats that night from seven years ago.

I'm cornered by the fact I looked away
Never went forward, and lost all direction.

When I was child, I was always, always alone.
I wanted you to notice when I was in pain and cried.
I see the faces of the father and mother who abandoned me,
And cry for so many nights ...screaming.

There is humid "early-summer rain" tonight.
This rare-like instinct aches almost emptily.
And the hobby I'm addicted to will end today, too.
My heart is likely to break in gushes!

Although I easily got used to being neglected,
I can't help but move with hesitation
If I were born again, if I could find more happiness than I have now at that time...
I, who was raised with the love of a mother too kind and a father prone to worrying,
Hated my own cowardice, my weakness...

Our three hands will hold each other one day. And we will live here together again.
I waited the whole time because you said that.
But why didn't you come back for me? I was waiting... the whole time...

(It is said the boy who continued to believe ironically returned to his parents' origin five days later in the afternoon)

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BEAUTIFUL 5 [SHIT]ERS

ROMAJI VERSION

Hotoke setsu maka hannya nami ra mitsu ta kokoro kei
kan jizai bosatsu
Gyou shin hannya nami ra mitsu ta toki
Shou ken go un mina sora
Do issai ku yaku
Sha rishi
Shoku fu i sora
Sora fu ishoku
Hikisokuzekuu
Kuusokuzeshiki
Aisou gyou shiki mata fuku jo kore
Sha rishi
Kore sho hou sora sou
Fu nama fumetsu
Fu aka fujou
Fu zou fumetsu
Kore yue kuuchuu
Mushoku buaisou gyou shiki
Mu me jibi shita mi i
Mushoku koe ban aji shokuhou
Mugen kai naishi muishiki kai
Mu mumyou mata mu mumyou jin
Naishi mu rou shi mata mu rou shi jin
Mu ku shuu metsu

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COCKAYNE SOUP

01. Beautiful 5 [Shit]ers - 3:24
02. 32 Koukei no Kenjuu (32口径の拳銃) - 5:41
03. Shiawase na Hibi (幸せな日々) - 4:39
04. Haru ni Chirikeri, Mi wa Kareru de Gozaimasu (春ニ散リケリ、身ハ枯レルデゴザイマス) - 5:29

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