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RAY

KANJI VERSION
叫んだ...声が枯れるまで 光指すあの場所まで届け

視線は潰され 何一つ見えず、何一つ感じない
手探りまかせの 曖昧な景色 不安に絶え切れず
一人きりが恐い 疎外感に狂う ここからは逃げられない
ひどく頭が痛い 吐き気が止まらない いっそ殺してくれ

「if these eyes didn't know the ray」

叫んだ...声が枯れるまで 光指すあの場所まで届け
叫んだ...喉が焼き付く程 光無きここから逃げ出せるまで

重く圧し掛かるのは 不安と失望感のみで
自分がどこの誰かも だんだん解んなくなって
誰かにすがり生きてくのが こんなにも辛く苦しくて
死んだ方がましだと 何時も思っていました...

光指す方へ...


ROMAJI VERSION
sakenda ... koe ga kareru made hikrai sasu ano basho made todoke

shisen wa tsubusare nani hitotsu miezu, nani hitotsu kanjinai
tesaguri makase no aimai na keshiki fuan ni taekirezu
hitorikiri ga kowai sogaikan ni kuruu koko kara wa nigerarenai
hidoku atama ga itai hakike ga tomaranai isso koroshite kure

「if these eyes didn't know the ray」

sakenda ... koe ga kareru made hikrai sasu ano basho made todoke
sakenda ... nodo ga yakitsuku hodo hikari naki koko kara nigedaseru made

omoku oshi kakaru no wa fuan to shitsuboukan no mi de
jibun ga doko no dare ka mo dandan wakannaku natte
dare ka ni sugari ikiteku no ga konna ni mo tsuraku kurushikute
shinda hou ga mashi da to nanto mo omotte imashita ...

hikari sasu hou e ...


ENGLISH VERSION
I cried ... until my voice died I point to this light until I reach that place 

My eyes are wasted, I can't see anything, I don't feel anything
I'm only relying on groping in this unclear scenery I'm not stopped from dying from this anxiety
I'm afraid of being all alone I'm getting mad at the feeling of alienation I can't escape from here
My head hurts cruelly The nausea won't stop I'd rather die

「if these eyes didn't know the ray」

I cried ... until my voice died I point to this light until I reach that place
I cried ... So much that my throat was burning until I am able to escape this place which is without light

A heavy weight is pressing down on me I have had more than enough of this anxiety and this despair
Wherever I am, gradually I don't understand anyone anymore
I cling onto someone to live but this is so painfully painful
It would be much better to die this is what I'm always thinking ...

I am pointing towards the light ...

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