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CHIZURU (千鶴)

KANJI VERSION
あなたの手紙には読めない字だけ
会ってその口から聞かせて欲しい

慣れない白は苦手 吐息さえ響く
空の色さえ知れたら救われるのに
上手く出来ぬ呼吸もいつか忘れたい
そう願える強さも干涸びそうで

「うつ伏せの明日」歌えば 棘を伝う睡眠
身体に絡ませられたRestraint
Even the mind seems to sleep
頬に触れた熱はとても懐かしく優しい
朦朧の狭間で見た影 暖色の夢

あなたに映る私の目が
あなたを見失う日が来ても
この目に焼き付いてくれている
木洩れ陽の日々とあなたは
連れて行かないで

滲む白が揺れる
言葉も忘れそう
涙は流れて何処へ行くの
私の名前を呼んで
砕けるくらい抱いて
これ以上失うのは怖い

あなたは何処で私の事歌っているの
耳をすましても響くのは不安定な鼓動
頬に残ってたはずの熱が思い出せない
朦朧の狭間で見たのは 寒色の現実

千羽のとても小さな
あなたの願いに寄り添って
笑顔も返せずにただ
吐息を数えていた記憶の最期に…
あなたの声が聞こえて
全てを無くした朝
「一つになれぬ二人」


ROMAJI VERSION
anata no tegami ni wa yomenai ji dake
atte sono kuchi kara kikasete hoshii

narenai shiro wa nigate toiki sae hibiku
sora no iro sae shiretara sukuwareru no ni
umaku dekinu kokyuu mo itsuka wasuretai
sou negaeru tsuyosa mo hikarabisou de

“utsubuse no asu” utaeba toge wo tsutau suimin
karada ni karamaserareta Restraint
Even the mind seems to sleep
hoho ni fureta netsu wa totemo natsukashiku yasashii
mourou no hazama demita kage danshoku no yume

anata ni utsuru watashi no me ga
anata wo miushinau hi ga kite mo
kono me ni yakitsuite kureteiru
komorebi no hibi to anata wa
tsurete ikanaide

nijimu shiro ga yureru
kotoba mo wasuresou
namida wa nagarete doko e yuku no
watashi no namae wo yonde
kudakeru kurai daite
kore ijou ushinau no wa kowai

anata wa doko de watashi no koto utatteiru no
mimi wo sumashite mo hibiku no wa fuantei na kodou
hoho ni nokotteta hazu no netsu ga omoidasenai
mourou no hazama de mita no wa kanshoku no ima

senba no totemo chiisana
anata no negai ni yorisotte
egao mo kaesezu ni tada
toiki wo kazoeteita kioku no saigo ni…
anata no koe ga kikoete
subete wo nakushita asa
“hitotsu ni narenu futari”


ENGLISH VERSION
Your letter contains nothing but illegible signs
I wish I can see you and hear it from you yourself

I'm not used to the whiteness, the sigh resounds
If I understood the colors of the sky I'll be saved but,
I want to forget the inept breathing someday
And the strength to wish for that seems to have dried up

「The tomorrow that's inverted」if I sang that song, thorns accompany my sleep
Restraint that was entwined around my body
Even the mind seems to sleep
The warmth that stroked my cheeks is so familiar, so gentle
The shadow I saw at the ambiguous interval, the dream of warm colors

My eye which reflects you
Even if the day comes when it loses sight of you
Please remain scorching in these eyes
The days when the sunlight filters through the leaves
I won't bring you there

The blotted whiteness trembles
Even words seem to be forgotten
The tears which are flowing; where are they heading to?
Call out my name
Lock me in a crushing embrace
Beyond that, I'm afraid I'll lose them

Where are you singing the song about me?
Even if I clear my ears, the echo is an unstable heartbeat
I can't remember the fever that seemed to remain on my cheeks
The cold-colored reality that I saw at the ambiguous interval

The thousand wings are so tiny
They snuggle up to your wish
Even without returning your smile, just that
At the end of the memories which could count the sighs...
I can hear your voice
The morning where everything becomes nothing
「The two of us who couldn't become one」

-> BACK <-

CIRCLE OF SWINDLER

KANJI VERSION
私はあなたの良いツール
どのくらいのご購入先ですか?
レッツ交渉...
値の痛み

ご存知ですか?
何して削除する
は、党の会議室の代わりにその日に...
殺人は左のみする意図を持っ
これは笑いのワイングラス
素晴らしいトーストしてオールドメン!
この歌を親愛なるレッツ詐欺師を送信します。

ねえ、委員長
これらの耳で聞く
ガイド、それを地獄

物事を考えるようにお金をwho
この言葉レッツ送る
あなたと私を操作するようにすることはできません!
音楽マシンになることはできません!
がどれだけの量には、代替ですか?

私はあなたの良いツール
どのくらいのご購入先ですか?
レッツ交渉
痛みの値を... (お支払いいただくことですか? )

ご存知ですか?
何して削除する
は、党の会議室の代わりにその日に
これらは信頼と尊敬を
前に私の前にひざまずく
親愛なる委員長!

尾はたとえwaggedして、ヒットチャート
ヒットメーカーになることはできません。 (今すぐあきらめる! )

あなたにお金を使うことについて考えwho
の最後の契約
あなたと私を操作するようにすることはできません!
これは、鉱山の方法ではそれ
この契約に署名


ROMAJI VERSION
I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate...
Value of the pain

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day...
Only intent to murder is left
It is laughing with the wineglass
A splendid toast to the old men!
Let's send this song to dear swindler.

Hey, chairman
Listen with those ears
Guide it to the hell

To you who think about things like money
Let's send this word
You and so on can't manipulate me!
It can't become a music machine!
Will any amount be in the substitute?

I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate
Value of the pain...(Can you pay it?)

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day
Those are trust and respect
Kneel before me
Dear chairman!

Even if the tail is wagged for the hit chart
You can't become a hit maker. (Give up right now!)

To you who think about things with money
The last contract
You and so on can't manipulate me!
This is the way that mine does it
Sign this contract
Don't show that dirty face again


ENGLISH VERSION
I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate...
Value of the pain

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day...
Only intent to murder is left
It is laughing with the wineglass
A splendid toast to the old men!
Let's send this song to dear swindler.

Hey, chairman
Listen with those ears
Guide it to the hell

To you who think about things like money
Let's send this word
You and so on can't manipulate me!
It can't become a music machine!
Will any amount be in the substitute?

I am your good tool
How much do you buy us for?
Let's negotiate
Value of the pain...(Can you pay it?)

Do you know?
What your removed
In the party meeting place of that day
Those are trust and respect
Kneel before me
Dear chairman!

Even if the tail is wagged for the hit chart
You can't become a hit maker. (Give up right now!)

To you who think about things with money
The last contract
You and so on can't manipulate me!
This is the way that mine does it
Sign this contract

-> BACK <-

FILTH IN THE BEAUTY

KANJI VERSION
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

幻惑の海 沈んだ蛍
否定は欲求上の嘘
矛盾で染まる体温
理性を被る愛撫に
踊り溶け込む春は不意に
汚らわしく…
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter…[Sexual disgrace]

吐息塞ぐ脈打つ「飢え」は
解り合えぬ紅蓮を求む

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited but…
Reckless driving cucumber…
The kin'collapses…
Near relatives on death…
The smell of cigarette smell breath & *****
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug[loop]

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter…[Sexual disgrace]

首を這わす舌先と手
望む表情 紅蓮に染まれ

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap


ROMAJI VERSION
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
Sexual disgrace.
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

Genwaku no umi Shizunda hotaru
Hitei wa yokkyuujou no uso
Mujun de somaru taion
Risei wo kaburu aibu ni
Odori tokekomu shun wa fuini
Kegarawashiku...
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

Toiki fusagu myaku utsu 「ue」 wa
Wakari aenu guren wo motomu

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long, how long, how long
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited bud...
Reckless driving memory...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath and shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
And goes mad by the sweet bug

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

Kubi wo hawasu shitasaki to te
Nozomu hyoujou guren ni somare

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long, how long, how long
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
So long, so long, so long
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap


ENGLISH VERSION
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

The firefly that sunk into the ocean of glamor
Denial is a lie over a desire
The temperature dyed in contradictions
The reasoning worn on caresses
Dancing and melting into the youth suddenly
Obscenely...

My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

The heartpounding hunger from stopping a sigh
Without comprehending, searching for guren

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited budd...
Reckless driving memory...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath&shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug

The tip of your tongue crawling on my neck, and your hands
Your desired facial expression Stain it with guren

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

-> BACK <-

GENTLE LIE

KANJI VERSION
弱さのせいにしたのは 互いの「最愛」の為だろう

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... シルクに溶ける二人

愛し愛され哀を知り 口移しの溜め息
理解り合う素振りの繰り返し
ただ抱いて抱かれてそれだけ 他には何一つ望まず
Truth can't be seen. 「望むのなら ほら」
No ... 少しずつ言葉を変えたいだけ

「最愛」を欲しがる前に この手を離して欲しい

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... 戻れないと理解ってる

愛し愛され哀を知り 口移しの溜め息
理解り合う素振りの繰り返すのは
抱いて抱かれた感触に 孤独見えたから許せた

重ねた指に さらわれそうになる
答えを求める滑稽さを理解ってたのに
溢れ出すSorrow シャドーを溶かす

哀し哀され愛を知り 絡め合う吐息に
抜け出せないのは嘘じゃなく
繰り返す度に熱を増す その優しき嘘に
息が止まりそうで

また愛する事の重さに 戸惑いが見えても
目を塞げるのはあなたの方ね
孤独を拭う誰かに 揺らいで溺れて

この手 離すのは・・・ 「私」


ROMAJI VERSION
yowasa no sei ni shita no wa tagai no "saiai" no tame darou

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... SHIRUKU ni tokeru futari

aishi aisare ai wo shiri kuchi utsushi no tameiki
kotowari au suburi no kurikaeshi
tada daite dakarete sore dake hoka ni wa nani hitotsu nozomazu
Truth can't be seen. "nozomu no nara hora"
No ... sukoshizutsu kotoba wo kaetai dake

"saiai" wo hoshigaru mae ni kono te wo hanashite hoshii

Let's see in the cold bed ...
Please give me a gentle kiss ... modorenai to wakatteru

aishi aisare ai wo shiri kuchi utsushi no tameiki
kotowari au suburi no kurikaesu no wa
daite dakareta kanshoku ni kodoku mieta kara yuruseta

kasaneta yubi ni saraware sou ni naru
kotae wo motomeru kokkeisa wo wakatteta no ni
afuredasu Sorrow SHADOO wo tokasu

ai shi ai sare ai wo shiri karame au toiki ni
nukedasenai no wa uso ja naku
kurikaesu tabi ni netsu wo masu sono yasashiki uso ni
iki ga tomari sou de

mata ai suru koto no omosa ni tomadoi ga miete mo
me wo fusageru no wa anata no hou ne
kodoku wo nuguu dare ka ni yuraide oborete

kono te hanasu no wa ... "atashi"


ENGLISH VERSION
What made it the cause of weakness is surely the result of mutual “beloved”

Let’s see in the cold bed…
Please give me a gentle kiss… Two melt in silk

Love, be loved and get to know the sorrow Mouth-to-mouth sighs
Repetition of manners to try to match each other
No more than only being held and holding - I hope for nothing else
Truth can’t be seen. “Hey look, if you hope”
No… I just want to change the words little by little

Before I desire “beloved” I want to separate these hands

Let’s go in the cold bed…
Please give me a gentle kiss… I understand if I can’t come back

Love, be loved and get to know the sorrow Mouth-to-mouth sighs
What the repetition of manners to try to match each other is
Is in the feel of holding and have been held and be able to approve it after having seen the loneliness

Intertwined fingers they may become carried off
Even if I understood the humour in searching for answers
The Sorrow is overflowing The shadows melt

Hurt, be hurt and get to know love Intertwined sighs
That you cannot slip away is no lie
Every time you repeat it the heat increases - that gentle lie
Your breath seems to stop

There can even confusion be seen concerning the meaning of to love again
Closing your eyes is your way, huh?
For someone who wipes away loneliness You tremble and drown

The one separarting these hands is "me”

-> BACK <-

MOB 136 BARS

A crazy man in the same trade.
Show me your face.
A violence society?
It can laugh.
Teach it to my mom.
You get your ass kicked.
Begin to scream like a man?

The destroyer of the anachronism.
I believed in all your words.
Though it became such a result now.
It was loved.

Absorb fear and die.
Know all the pain given to it.
Absorb fear and die.
Die staring at yourself.

Tell me a truth and a lie.
Am I being deceived?
Who is an enemy?
Tell me...

Obedience is the sign of death.
Think firmly with your brain.
Obedience is the sign of death.
Prosecute a man folly.

Tell me a truth and a lie.

-> BACK <-

SWALLOWTAIL ON THE DEATH WALLEY

KANJI VERSION
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

崩れたBeauty 取り乱す背景
とてもじゃないけど笑えない
Night of pussy

造形の媚び 飲み込ます価値 麻痺したRealに笑えない
焼け付いた喉 「もう飛べない」 と君は言う

背に咲く 「事情」 抱き寄せても きっと散らせないね
吐息に混ざる俺は偽善か愛か?

胸元から滲む目隠しの救い
零れそうな言葉 君には言えない
これ以上・・・ これ以上は・・・
溶けそうな身体と裏腹に 心は解け合えないから

歩けない君はやがて また俺に縋ってくる
焼け付いた喉で 「もう飛べない」 そしてまた繰り返す

胸元から滲む目隠しの願い
零れそうな言葉 君に伝えたい
これ以上・・・ これ以上は・・・
溶けそうな身体と裏腹に 心は解け合えぬ

君はドレスをまとう
影を背負ったアゲハ
夢を奪った歓楽の砂漠で
貴方さえ・・・ 貴方さえ・・・ と
俺を望んだ日々に付いた
消えぬ背の 「重ね傷」 と生きる


ROMAJI VERSION
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

kuzureta Beauty torimidasu haikei
totemo ja nai kedo waraenai
Night of pussy

zoukei no kobi nomikomasu kachi mahi shita Real ni waraenai 
yakezuita nodo de "mou tobenai" to kimi wa iu

se ni saku "jijou" dakiyosete mo kitto chirasenai ne
toiki ni mazaru ore wa kizen ka ai ka?

munamoto kara nijimu mekakushi no sukui
kobore sou na kotoba kimi ni wa ienai
kore ijou... kore ijou wa...
toke sou na karada to urahara ni kokoro wa tokeaenai kara

arukenai kimi wa yagate mata ore ni sugatte kuru
yakezuita nodo de "mou tobenai" soshite mata kurikaesu

munamoto kara nijimu mekakushi no negai
kobore sou na kotoba kimi ni tsutaetai
kore ijou... kore ijou wa...
toke sou na karada to urahara ni kokoro wa tokeaenu

kimi wa doresu wo matou
kage wo seotta ageha
yume wo ubatta kanraku no sabaku de
anata sae... anata sae... to
ore wo nozunda hibi ni tsuita
kienu se no "kasane kizu" to ikiru


ENGLISH VERSION
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

A collapsed Beauty distracted in a scenery
I can't really laugh at all
Night of pussy

I take in the modeled flattery, values paralyzed me and I can't really laugh
With your burned throat you say "I can't fly anymore"

Even if you embrace the "reasons" blooming on your back they surely won't disappear
Me who joins your sighs is that hypocrisy or love?

The relief in a blindfold is spreading from my chest
I can't say you the words that seem to overflow
Not less than this... Not less than this is...
My body seems to dissolve and in the contrary is my heart because it can't reconcile with it

You who can't walk will soon cling to me again
With your burned throat you say "I can't fly anymore" so you have to try it over again

The wish for a blindfold is spreading from my chest
I want to tell you the words that seem to overflow
Not less than this... Not less than this is...
My body seems to dissolve and in the contrary is my heart that can't reconcile with it

You're wearing a dress
A swallowtail burdened with a shadow
In the desert of pleasure that robbed your dream
Even you... even you... and
I'm attached to every day I was wishing for
You're living with "the lot of scars" on your back which can not fade away

-> BACK <-

CALM ENVY

KANJI VERSION
降りしきる雨の音に沈みそうな
その約束は誰の夢で

「I want to see all of you.」
「I want to love all of you.」
どうかしてるね

繋ぐ手と逆の手には いつも知らない香りがしてる
「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
息はちゃんと出来てるのに 崩れしょうになる

言葉よりも深く 愛してくれなら
目の前に居るあなただけを 信じていける
不意に見せた過去に 触れる度に脆く
埋め尽くせない空白に 涙浮かべ

安らぎに甘えてても隣の あなたが私の中から 途切れそうになる

「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
答えは笑みに溺れ
「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
掻き消せない程 抱えてる

あなたに投げた言葉も 愛してくれるなら
目の前に居るあなただけを 信じていける
不意に見せた過去に 触れる度に脆く
埋め尽くせない空白に 涙浮かべ
これ以上私の前で 笑わないで 

「さよなら」を隠す二人じゃなく  
「さよなら」に泣く二人でいたい
思い返すより忘れて欲しい
そして私を空白に置いて
もう過ぎた日々を追ったりしないで

もうかれ以上置いて行かないで   
「せめて・・・」
さよならを握り眠る私の
仄かな熱を煙草のように消して

帰らない日々を愛した人よ。


ROMAJI VERSION
furishikiru ame no ne ni  shizumi sou na
sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
dou ka shiteru ne

tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
iki wa chan to dekiteru no ni kuzure sou ni naru

kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kure nara
me no mae ne iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
uzumetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe

yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no  anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
kotae wa emi ni obore
「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru

anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
me no mae ne iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
kizukarenai you ni namida wa nuguu kara
kono ijou watashi no mae de warawanaide

"sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
"sayonara" wo naku futari de itai
omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide

mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
"semete..."
sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
honokana netsu wo tabako no you ni keshite

kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo


ENGLISH VERSION
Seems like I'm getting melanchlic from the sound of the downpouring rain
Who's dream is this promise in, who is this dream for I wonder?

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
Please do it for me

When our hands are connected, there is usually a unknown scent coming from the reverse hand.
「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
Even though I breath out regularly, it seems like I'm going to crumble

If you would love me deeper than those words
I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
In the suddenly shown past, it was easy every time we would touch
Tears are floating in the blank spaces that I can't fill

It seems like you're breaking away from my inside, you who is beside me also when we snuggle up in peace

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
The answer is drowning in a smile
「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
I embrace them in my arms the more I can't make them disappear

If you would love me, even though I threw those words at you
I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
In the suddenly shown past, it hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I wipe away my tears so you won't be able to notice them

There is nothing more to laugh about in front of me.

We aren't anymore, just hiding the 'goodbye'
I want to be together with you, crying about this 'goodbye'
More than thinking back upon I want to forget.
and now leave me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don’t leave anything more than what’s already left.
"At least..."
Holding onto this goodbye
Me, sleeping as I hold onto this good bye,
and my faint heat that vanishes like tobacco.

A person that loved the days that won't come back

Notes: The Song is written out a woman's point of view. She doesn't want her boyfriend to leave.

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REGRET

KANJI VERSION
解きかけた糸に気付き
ずっと繋ぎ止めてれば良かった
溢れ出して流れ出た物は
あの日の君と同じ色だろう

君が捨てた言葉を拾い集めて
何度も耳にあてては頷いて見せた
君を探せぬ意味と灯るPinkのネオンに
叫びはやがてかき消され滑稽な自分に笑えた

解きかけた糸に気付き
ずっと繋ぎ止めてれば良かった
溢れ出して流れた物は
あの日の君と同じ気がしてた

君が落とした涙を拾い集めて
何度も槌るように寂寞を酌もうと

路上にくたびれた赤い花
君とよく似たピアスの舌
君とよく似たリングを着けて
君とよく似たルージュを塗った
君と同じ色の髪をした
君とよく似た涙が見えた
君と同じ名前を叫んだんだ

指先に伝わる安らぎは虚ろ
いつかの二人は手を繋いだまま

濡れたエンドロールの中
MonochroのFilmは歌わない
繋いでいたこの手に残る
虚ろな感触の君が最期
解けかけた糸が切れて
拾い集めた言葉と眠り
溢れ出して流れた物は
きっと君と良く似てるのだろう

夢は永久に夢のままで
安らぎは常に夢の中で


ROMAJI VERSION
Hodoke kaketa ito ni kizuki
Zutto tsunagi tometereba yokata
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Ano hi no kimi to onaji iro darou

Kimi ga suteta kotoba wo hiroi atsumeta
Nando mo mimi ni atete wa unazuite miseta
Kimi wo sagasenu imi to tomoru pinku no neon ni
Sakebi wa yagate kakikesarete kokei na jibun ni waraeta

Hodoke kaketa ito ni kizuki
Zutto tsunagi tometereba yokatta
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Ano hi no kimi to onaji ki ga shiteta

Kimi ga otoshita namida wo hiroi atsumete
Nando mo sugaru youni sekibaku wo kumou to~

Roujyou ni kutabireta akai hana
Kimi to yoku nita PIERCE no shita
Kimi to yoku nita RING wo tsukete
Kimi to yoku nita ROUGE no nutta
Kimi to onaji iro no kami wo shite
Kimi to yoku nita namida ga mieta
Kimi to onaji namae wo sakendanda

Yubisaki ni tsutawaru yasuragi wa usturo
Utsuka ano futari wa te wo tsunaida mama

Nureta endorooru no naka
Monokuro no FILM wa utawanai
Tsurai de ita kono te ni nokoru
Utsurou na kanshoku no kimi ga saigo

Hodoke kaketa ito ga kirete
Hiroi atsumeta kotoba to nemuri
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Kitto kimi to yoku niterunodarou

Yume wa towa ni yume no mama de
Yasuragi wa tsune ni yume no naka de


ENGLISH VERSION
Noticing the loosened thread, I should've kept tight forever.
That which overflowed and spilled out, seems the same color as you that day.

Gathering up, the words you abandoned
Putting them to my ears again and again, I showed you a nod.

Burning pink neon, with the reason I can't find you

The screams were soon, written off as ridiculous. I laughed at myself

Noticing the loosened thread, I should've kept tight forever.
That which overflowed and spilled out, feels the same as you did that day.

Gathering up, the tears that you cried
I go to fold the chair, that I fall into again and again

We stood together on the road

I got a piercing just like you
I wore a ring just like you
and put on rouge just like you

I coloured my hair the same as yours
I saw tears that look like yours
Because I cried out a name the same as yours

Down my fingertips, serenity waltzes

Someday, we’ll be holding hands

In a drenched end roll, I wont sing a black-and-white film
Left with our hands together, you feel vacant at the end

Cutting the loosened thread, I sleep with the gathered words
That which overflowed and spilled out, surely closely resembles you.

Dreams are eternally as dreams

Serenity is always in dreams

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GANGES NI AKAI BARA (ガンジスに紅い薔薇/RED ROSES ON THE GANGES)

KANJI VERSION
例えるなら そう君は
羽広げ水面に落下したがっていたCrow 無邪気に遊ぶ目は何を見る

痩せた手 天を指す少女に どうか安楽を・・・

首にぶら下がるBrassのロザリオ
差し替えられたのは薄茶のLeather Rope
微笑まじりのHymn 途切れると同時に君は踏み外す

揺れる影を見て 理性は削がれた
理解は無意味と散らばるCult 冷たく鳴く鐘の音

寡黙を飾ったFebruary 重ねた掌 祈りは深く
救えぬ神よ どうか回答を
生命の価値を死で感じ その死は生命の花を咲かすと
無色の神と眠る枯れた薔薇
溺れてる君を抱え 美しき闇へと向おう

蝋が溶けるように形は奪われた
影残せぬ明日に 現実以上の何があるだろうか

君に告げる どうか悲しまないで その目に何も映らなくても

寡黙を飾ったFebruary 重ねた掌 祈りは深く
救えぬ神よ どうか回答を
生命の価値を死で感じ その死は生命の花を咲かすと
置き去りの言葉が歌う

寡黙を飾ったBirth day 幾度も祝い続けたこの日に
産まれ育ち愛した此処で
弱く揺られ流れていく その眠りよ永久に美しく
君の旅路を飾った赤い薔薇

安らかにと願うのは 決して情任せの言葉じゃない
君が心から笑えるような 幸福は其処にあるのか


ROMAJI VERSION
tatoeru nara sou kimi wa
hane hiroge suimen ni rakka shitagatte ita Crow
mujaki ni asobu me wa nani wo miru

yaseta te ten wo sasu shoujo ni dou ka anraku wo ...

kubi ni burasagaru Brass no ROZARIO
sashikaerareta no wa usucha no Leather Rope
bishou majiri no Hymn togireru to douji ni kimi wa fumihazusu

yureru kage wo mite risei wa sogareta
rikai wa muimi to chirabaru Cult tsumetaku naku kane no ne

kamoku wo kazatta February kasaneta tenohira inori wa fukaku
sukuenu kami yo dou ka kaitou wo
inochi no kachi wo shi de kanji sono shi wa inochi no hana wo sakasu to
mushoku no kami to nemuru kareta bara
oboreteru kimi wo kakae utsukushiki yami e to mukaou

rou ga tokeru you ni katachi wa ubawareta
kage nokosenu asu ni ima ijou no nani ga aru darou ka

kimi ni tsugeru dou ka kanashimanai de sono me ni nani mo utsuranakute mo

kamoku wo kasatta February kasaneta tenohira inori wa fukaku
sukuenu kami yo dou ka kaitou wo
inochi no kachi wo shinde kanji sono shi wa inochi no hana wo sakasu to
okizari no kotoba ga utau

kamoku wo kasatta Birth day ikudo mo iwai tsuzuketa kono hi ni
umare sodachi aishita koko de
yowaku yurare nagarete iku sono nemuri yo towa ni utsukushiku
kimi no tabiji wo kazatta akai bara

yasuraka ni to negau no wa kesshite jou makase no kotoba janai
kimi ga kokoro kara waraeru you na koufuku wa soko ni aru no ka


ENGLISH VERSION
When speaking figuratively you seem to be
a crow that wanted to dive on the water's surface with spread wings
What are the eyes seeing that pretend to be innocent?

Please give ease to the girl who's thin hands are pointing to the sky...

A rosary made of brass hangs around your neck
and was replaced by a light brown leather rope
The hymn mixed with a smile is interrupted and at the same time you lose your footing

While watching the trembling shadow, rationality is mutilated
Understanding has no meaning in this scattered cult like the tone of a bell that's ringing coldly

February is decorated in taciturnity, palms put together in a deep prayer
To God, unable to save, please answer me...
Experiencing life's value in death, this death lets the flowers of life bloom
A colorless God and a sleeping withered rose
I hold onto the drowning you, let's face the beautiful darkness

In order for wax to melt, it's shape was taken
When tomorrow is left without shadows, what is there more than reality ?
I want to aknowledge you, please don't be sad, even if there's nothing reflected in these eyes anymore

February is decorated in taciturnity, palms put together in a deep prayer
To God, unable to save, please answer me...
Experiencing life's value in death, this death lets the flowers of life bloom
I'm singing those deserted words

Your birthday is decorated in taciturnity, no matter how many times the celebrating of this day was continued
You were born and raised here, at the place you loved
Weakly it continues trembling and flowing, this eternal sleep in beauty.
Your journey was decorated by red roses.

What I asked peacefully is to never entrust the language of emotions
Can you laugh from your heart, I wonder if there is any happiness?

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BURIAL APPLICANT

KANJI VERSION
Hello my dear,kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
救えないと嘆くなら 死さえ見ただろう?
その呼吸のぎらつきは 偽演ととれないか?


降りしきる「軋む音」に震えが止もぬ?
腦で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を


Die for me...,you can't save it.
Is it wrong? 答えてみせて
はらゆれゆれゆれとその目揺らして
流す涙に嘘は無いと
My hand...,eyes...,mind...,and breath.
最期に残るのは 焼け爛れて腐り果てた記録と
子も救えぬ残骸


取り乱ち被写体の影 憎悪と恐怖は叫び合って
剥がれ落ちた愛情に 何故この身体まで朽ち果てる
赤く笑う闇の中で 息を吐く度に零れた
救いようの無い言葉は その「憎悪」とよく似ている


降りしきる「軋む音」に震えが止もぬ?
腦で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を


Hello my dear,kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
産声と悲嗚知る耳に 願いよ届け深き底ヘ
どうかどうかその潤む目に 映り込まぬように沈めて
深く... 二度とこの身に触れぬよう
そし笑うその歪な思い出も


Forget me...,you can't save it.
Is it wrong? 答えてみせて
はらゆれゆれゆれとその目揺らして 流す涙が全て嘘と
My hand...,eyes...,mind...,and breath.
最期の置き去りは 焼け爛れて腐り果てた記憶と
子も愛せぬ揺篭


ROMAJI VERSION
Hello, my dear, kill me, gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
sukuenai to nageku nara shi sae mita darou?
sono kokyuu no zaratsuki wa gien totorenai ka?

furishikiru [kishimu ne] ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsuzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo

Die for me...,you can't save it.
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yura yura yura to sono me yuras***e
nagasu namida ni uso wa nai to
My hand...,eyes...,mind..., and breath.
saigo ni nokoru no wa ã??yake tadarete kusari hateta kiroku to
ko mo sukuenu sangai

torimidasu hishatai no kage zouo to kyoufu wa sakebi atte
hagare ochita aijou ni naze kono karada made kuchihateru
akaku warau yami no naka de i wo haku(tsuku) tabi ni koboreta
sukui you no nai kotoba wa sono [zouo] to yoku niteiru

furishikiru [kishimu ne] ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsuzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo

Hello, my dear, kill me, gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
ubugoe to himei shiru mimi ni negai wo todoke fukaki soko e
douka douka sono uramu me ni utsurikomanu you ni shizumete
fukaku... nidoto kono miã??ni furenu you
sos***e warau sono ibitsuna omoide mo

Forget me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yura yura yura to sono me yuras***e nagasu namida ga subete uso to
My hand...,eyes...,mind..., and breath.
saigo no okizari wa yake tadarete kusari hateta kiroku to
ko mo aisenu yurikago


ENGLISH VERSION
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
If you wait that you cannot save me, have you at least seen death?
Can I take your ragged breathing as a fake act?

Under the "creaks" that rain upon me, the trembling won't stop
I will break my ties with the pain that I can only understand with my mind

Die for me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? Answer me
See, let your eyes sway and waver
Because there are no lies in spilled tears
My hand..., eyes..., mind..., and breath.
What is left in the end are the rotten memories that have been burned
And the remains that can't even save a child

The shadow of the subject of the photograph goes crazy. Hate and terror scream together.
Seeing the peeling love, why must this body rot as well?
In the darkness that laughs in red, the foolish words that were spilled
Every time a breath was released is very alike to that "hate"


Under the "creaks" that rain upon me, the trembling won't stop
I will break my ties with the pain that I can only understand with my mind

Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
Let my wishes reach the ear that knows a newborn baby's voice and the sound of screams, to the pit bottom
Somehow, please make them sink so far into those wet eyes, as if to swallow them
Deep...So that they never touch me again
And those warped memories that laugh

Forget me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? Answer me
See, let your eyes sway and waver because there is nothing but lies in spilled tears
My hand..., eyes..., mind..., and breath.
What is left behind in the end are the rotten memories that have been burned
And the carriage that can't even love a child.

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HYENA

KANJI VERSION
Ugly acting and song
踊りが下手なHandsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
乱用middle aged spread
ブラウン管の隅で天狗気分さ

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
節穴に売る媚びしか無い
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
乱用middle aged spread
半狂乱な餓鬼はびしょ濡れさ

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.

Curtain of wine red 識別出来ぬ
流されるまま 踊る夢
左右に倣う 歪 Masquerade

※飾れば靡く愛に
ka za re ba na bi ku a i ni
溺れる今の君に
群がるのは一瞬の共鳴
温室崩れのPrince
後頭部にシャンデリア
廃れたその曰 共鳴はHyena※

君の顔に咲いた声は
理想重ね飼い殺すよ
安易な「永久」は使い回しの夢

何色の涙で
何色の言葉で
塗り潰せばその顔でいられる?
見え過ぎた痕跡
与え過ぎた嘘に
自惚れたまま朽ちてくよ ほら

(※くり返し)


ROMAJI VERSION
Ugly acting and song
odori ga heta na Handsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
ranyou middle aged spread
buraun kan no sumi de tengu kibun sa

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
fushiana ni uru kobi shika nai
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
ranyou middle aged spread
hankyouran na gaki wa bisho nure sa

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.

Curtain of wine red shikibetsu dekinu
nagasareru mama odoru yume
sayuu ni narau ibitsu Masquerade

kazareba nabiku ai ni
oboreru ima no kimi ni
muragaru no wa isshun no kyoumei
onshitsu kuzure no Prince
koutoubu ni shanderia
sutareta sono hi kyoumei wa Hyena

kimi no kao ni saita koe wa
risou kasane kai gorosu yo
ani na "eikyuu" wa tsukai mawashi no yume

nani iro no namida de
nani iro no kotoba de
nuri tsubuseba sono kao de irareru?
mie sugita konseki
atae sugita uso ni
unuboreta mama kuchiteku yo hora

kazareba nabiku ai ni
oboreru ima no kimi ni
muragaru no wa isshun no kyoumei
onshitsu kuzure no Prince
koutoubu ni shanderia
sutareta sono hi kyoumei wa Hyena


ENGLISH VERSION
Ugly acting and song
You're just a can't-dance Handsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money
Unprincipled strategist
Abuse, middle aged spread
Feeling like a braggart at the nook of a BROWN pipe

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
Nothing but continuing flattery from your knothole
Your copulation is dirtier than money
Unprincipled strategist
Abuse, middle aged spread
The half-crazed brat is drenched to the bone

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going straight

Curtain of wine red  cannot tell apart
As it flows down  A dancing dream
Imitating left and right  Crooked  Masquerade

In a decorated swaying love
Drowning in this moment
Those who swarm to you are instant sympathizers
A ruined greenhouse Prince
A CHANDELIER in the back of your head
Those dying-out days  Your sympathy is a Hyena

The voice that bloomed in your face
Is a worthless pile of idealism
Facile “Eternity” is an overused dream

With mulitcoloured tears
With mulitcoloured words
If painted over, could you exist with that face?
The imprint seen over and over
In the lies given over and over
You’re rotting as you’re self absorbed  See?

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AGONY

You said to me so. "Please love until dying..."
For what do you hope to me?
Is it the hopeless last scene?
Answer..., I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don AGAIN da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?
What is a lethal weapon?

Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Don't come near me.
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit!

Did you really love me heartily?
Can you really call that love?
Answer..., I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don AGAIN da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next turn my turn? Yeah...

Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Don't come near me.
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit!

Lethal weapon is lip. You infatuate me.

Let's sing to you again. / This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again..., Until hate goes away.
Dont' touch me! / Don't touch heart!
Don't show that face! / I don't want to die.

Did you really love me heartily?
Can you really call that love?
Answer..., I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don AGAIN da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next turn my turn? Yeah...

Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Don't come near me.
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit! Oh pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much.
Oh shit!

Let's sing to you again. / This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again..., Until hate goes away.
Dont' touch me! / Don't touch heart!
Don't show that face! / I don't want to die.


LIVE VERSION
You said to me so. Please love until dying...
For what do you hope to me? Is it the hopeless last scene?
Answer... I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don again da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?
What is a lethal weapon?

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

Did you really love me heartily? Can you really call that love?
Answer... I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don again da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

Lethal weapon is lip. Your affection rape me.

Let's sing to you again.
This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again... Until hate goes away.
Don't touch me! Don't touch heart! Don't show that face!
I don't want to die.

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again... Until hate goes away.
Don't touch me! Don't touch heart! Don't show that face!
I don't want to die.

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ART DRAWN BY VOMIT

Jesus
Thank you for your pain
Hey Jesus
Suck my grudge and hate
Hey Jesus,
Thank you for your pain
This art was drawn by vomit

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STACKED RUBBISH

Stacked RubbishStacked Rubbish (Limited Edition)
01. Art Drawn By Vomit – 1:49
02. Agony – 4:15
03. Hyena – 4:16
04. Burial Applicant – 4:27
05. Ganges ni Akai Bara (ガンジスに紅い薔薇) – 4:08
06. Regret – 4:30
07. Calm Envy – 6:05
08. Swallowtail on the Death Valley – 4:06
09. Mob 136 Bars – 2:39
10. Gentle Lie – 3:53
11. Filth in the Beauty – 4:11
12. Circle of Swindler – 2:58
13. Chizuru (千鶴) – 5:47
14. People Error – 2:58

Disc two (DVD, limited edition)
01. Burial Applicant (Pv)
02. Chizuru "Apartment" Movie Version (千鶴 映画「アパートメント」劇場上映 Ver.)

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